Sep 16, 2020
Suicide. Survivor.
I was asked "If your suicide happened, how long would you have been gone?" I sit here in thought.
What if I pressed the razor harder into the skin of my wrists?
What if the bleeding never stopped?
Would the pain i left behind for others to deal with been worth it?
Would i be gone for seven years already?
Thinking of the pain, the pure torture of my past life... would have been worth it?
I have learned it is okay to feel the way I have felt. It is not okay to feel hopelessness. We are put here on this earth to create a greater good. There is always someone. I thank the lord everyday for the person(s) who saved me.
I am here for YOU.
