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𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐞𝐭||𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐲𝐚||𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐞||𝐀𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐲𝐧 𝐈'𝐦 𝐑𝐮𝐧𝐲𝐚, 𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫. 𝐈'𝐦 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧, 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐲 𝟏𝟗 𝐲.𝐨. ᴀʟᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ɪ ɪᴅᴇɴᴛɪꜰʏ ᴀs ᴀ ᴡᴏᴍᴀɴ, ɪ ᴇxᴘʀᴇss ᴍʏsᴇʟꜰ ᴀs ʙᴏᴛʜ ᴍᴀsᴄᴜʟɪɴᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ꜰᴇᴍɪɴɪɴᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴜsᴇ ᴀɴʏ ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴs ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ!

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Yong girlies!! Back in those days they were just close friends (both closeted and afraid of rejection, silly guys)

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1. 20 years old (officially in royal guard) ((got shaved))

2. 20 years old (still studying at School of the Art of Oratory and Diplomacy) ((rlly likes her new cut))

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Uhhh, sorry guys for such a disappearance. I've got really busy + art block was going really hard. There are some good news btw! I tried to sketch as much as I could, so I'll be posting them bit by a bit

Soo… it's my OCs Mortem and Ketara (Mortem is one-eyed humanoid creature + four-horned beast which is seams to has no eyes at all, but it's in her mouth. It's just her powerful form tho)

Yes it's doomed yuri, yes they ain't got no genitals (this species is formally genderless + they have another reproductive experience… but I wont tell ya, it's too much info for y'all)

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Some of my animated stuff

1. Little lip sync for my Mortem. It's something like "BAHAHAAHAH- *gasp* you're fool!!"

2. Smol' WIP for “just be competent” animation meme. It's hard for me to make videos, the last one was published on my YT channel 2 years ago, and I really want to come back…

It's Ketara, Mortem's wife!!

3. Gif back from summer of 2024. Still proud of I!!

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Too different...

I struggle with my self-perception after the weight loss. I'm really happy with it because I had serious hormonal problems and weight loss is a sign of my recovery. But… despite my vivid imagination, I lost my ability to imagine my face, it’s always blurry and inconsistent, as my own reflection in the mirror is not the same. So… I tried to portray it. Fun fact: I don't even wanted to make an animation, just changing pictures, it came out by chance, heh

Slower version for you!!

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My dump of disturbing sketches, let's goooo

This is small comic strip about my thoughts on lust demons topic. I think it would be… fairer(?) if succubi and incubi killed their victims after... ahem... the act of pleasure during their summoning. So… yeah just look at the comic

Text translation: say no to sinful/shameful body parts ☦️

It's meeee and my reflection on my body and its "hotness". I'm kinda mad at my parents (especially my mom, since my father came out to me as an agnostic/atheist) because their faith and view on sex influenced me and turned into shame that I created myself. I'm angry because when I turned 18, my mother started talking openly, though rarely, about sex (in marriage, of course), and since childhood I thought that it was the greatest sin, that I had no right to enjoy it, that I needed to give birth to fucking children and forget about it forever.…

Sorry… it's really serious to me…

Next sketches tee-hee

OC that represents shame and Christianity… umm… I need to move on and forget about this theme

Oh, this is OC from my setting, her name's Luna, and she has difficult childhood, maybe I'll tell you then I finish her reference sheet (70% done)

1 pic. She cut herself because her blood accumulates strong but uncontrollable energy during times of negative emotions, and she needs to drain the "bad blood" to avoid losing her mind (yeah, mental disorder metaphor in supernatural magic setting)

2-3 pic. Luna's mother and Luna herself. Fun fact - her mother has some kind of Middle-East ethnicity, though Luna is albino. Why didn't I told you accurate ethnicity of Luna's mother? Because, sadly, in my setting Earth lost nations as a concept during the catastrophe. There were a century with some part of history washed away, without former countries and without knowledge of people's roots.

4 pic. Little Luna (really terrified)

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Sketches, yay (traditional ones)

Third pic is my classmate at the university! She was really pretty while reading Harry Potter :>

The next two sketches are of me

(First two need no explanation ig)

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Well, this is a kind of vent art… so…

This isn’t about SA, as you could think… All my intimate contacts were consensual with my loved one, I love that feeling, and that's why I'm ashamed. I feel guilty for enjoying it. I grew up (and continue to live) in a conservative family where extramarital connections is frowned upon, and it has affected me. It's even worse to realize that they think I'm 'pure', which is not true. I think these experiences need to be shared so that people with similar feelings know they're not alone.

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You've never knew it (still newbie *cough*) but I had a different design of my fursona (yes, I have the fursona 😭), and not so long ago, I've decided to completely redesign her. This idea came to me spontaneously because I suddenly realized that I had completely lost connection with her previous design. It was no longer me… you know? So… here we are

A bunch of silly sketches (I was shocked after I drew a realistic caracal, it turns out I can draw like that 😭)

P. S. This design was drawn on IPad in the procreate app. I though it was important to notice that, since I usually work in Paint Tool SAI 2

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I edited the refs! Y'all didn't see this, cause I'm still newbie on tumblr, lmao

I played around with Ksana's body structure (Catarans spices, in principle), now she has a second prectoral muscles and shoulder blades. Such a design should be more logical for attaching wings. And then as usual: I corrected obvious mistakes in the anatomy and upgraded the outfit, also redrew the portrait, the previous one was strange and awkward.

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The first two, and concurrently, the only art from the "shame" series. I plan to continue drawing such sketches, because the theme of all-consuming shame is very close to me

(Second pic) title translation from Russian to English: 'fornicatory daughter'. Censorship translation: 'sinful' and 'disgraced'

The first sketch was drawn somewhere in late February - early March. The second - in early June

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Hello there!

I was in a great mood yesterday evening. My heart was fluttering and I decided to sketch my feelings for my partner

I want to breath him…

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So, I recently watched a video about the history of Russia and remembered the painting by I. E. Repin «Ivan the Terrible and his son Ivan». I wanted to redraw it with my characters, it seems to me that the idea of the painting fits these two very well

My version btw is called «Arem and his brother Arem», one of them is real, and the second is an impostor, just an imitator, a dishonorable nasty liar

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One of my resent emotional sketches

Traditional sketches during my lessons

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Left-handed Ena Dream BBQ fan animation yayyy

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This is a reference of a weakened Mortem. Actually, this is her natural appearance, she is a humanoid Valenian species. As a queen she got strength and a new form. However, after the end of the war, she weakened, returning to her previous form, but even more weakened and decrepit