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i don't know how to use this app soooo normal about saye

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Is there a reason why jiang cheng is terrible at estimating measurements or is it just for character

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i genuinely believe the things or people you come to love most are those you have known twice — the first time in passing, but significant enough to stay in mind, the second time being when you happen to cross paths again and turn around with seriousness and go yeah, it’s time to actually commit to this and create something unforgettably meaningful out of it

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i come to school every morning with puffy eyes because every night i cry over life because it is so bountiful and i appreciate it so much but fail to appreciate it so much at the same time

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thanks to technology real diaries don’t even exist anymore i just post on this blog a priv twitter with 0 followers or a private instagram and call it a day

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remnants of my 11 year old self still cling to me like tar

i think covid genuinely froze me in time. i have moved on from 2019 and 2018 and all the years before that. but for some reason, i still feel like the same person i was when i was 11. i still like the same things i liked back then, if not then things very closely related to them. i think my path just ended there and the sign at the end of it said yeah, this is who you’re gonna be for the rest of time

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the kind of scene that always pierces me in the chest is when a character vents all of their bottled up feelings to another character who is close to them but is unable to understand the weight of their words due to a developmental disability. the other character is aware of this but continues to talk anyway as some kind of outlet.

and it hurts even more when they start asking questions… even when they know the other party will not respond

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getting a lot of scary thoughts about time and i wanna cry

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So much but barely anything changes

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wait this is actually a dump so if anyone actually follows this blog i apologize in advance

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things that made ME: mdzs aot zerobaseone saye🤞🤞

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the summer i read saye will always be so special to me but winter is forever saye season. it will always belong to my two boys in the steel mill

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accepting the fact that no one i know will ever be as sickeningly sentimental as i am

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my immediate response every time i read a book that leaves an impact on me a little more significant than usual: make an anonymous instagram dump account and post my heart out about anything writing heaps of paragraphs in every single caption

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the single lyric that shoots a bullet straight into my heart is “anyway don’t be a stranger”. do NOT play that shit around me it KILLS

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does anyone else just have that one book/novel/manga hwa hua etc. where you have just never read the last chapter to this day because ur so unwilling to let go because it is THAT engraved in your soul

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qin xiao from blue canvas of youthful days (路过我年少时光的蓝色) — played by zhang xuanyu (张轩瑜)

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zjyn i wait for u everyday. the more bts clips i see the more it hurts when will i ever get to see this beautiful life changing piece of art in its entirety

i used to tell myself that idc what country it’s from which actors are in it and if it’s a show or a movie as long as there is a live action adaptation soon but now im kinda like. i lowkey really really need wang anyu and fan chengcheng as living moving breathing talking feicheng rn

they’re soooo real to me and zjyn will just make my life even more complete