hungry for that flesh of mine

I'm Derek Hale, the current Alpha of Beacon Hills. If you're here to cause trouble I will not hesitate to kill you. ((Independent Teen Wolf RP. Will play with any fandom/ocs))

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  Derek’s eyes widened at the term. He didn’t know what Isaac got up to but he had thought - no he’d been certain - that the teen would be a fish out of water when it came to smoker culture. The wolf found himself laughing, moreso at himself, and thought. Hell, why not?

"If you tell Camden…" Derek took a hit from the joint and moved over Isaac, cupping his cheeks with both hands as he lowered his lips to Isaac’s.

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac smiled but he was blushing, feeling like he was being laughed at. He smiled as Derek cupped his cheek, blushing a deeper red. He closed his eyes. “Wont tell Camden.” He whispered.

Isaac pushed closer, his lips just barely touching as he inhaled the smoke from the other’s mouth. It was so much easier that way. Isaac sat back, enjoying the head rush. “Wow.”

[runningonthreelegs]

Derek chuckled at the pretty flush on Isaac's cheeks and held the joint out for him to take another hit. He was suddenly really glad that Camden was at work now. He couldn't imagine what he'd have to say if he'd walked in on that little exchange.

"He'll kill me."

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  "Cam and I usually just smoke." Derek pulled out the supplies to roll a joint for the teen. He had no idea what exactly Isaac got up to but from his reactions every time they’d met and Camden’s description Derek assumed he was the straight-edge type.

The wolf flicked his lighter on and lit the end of the paper and took a hit as he leaned back.

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac watched him. He had seen movies where they took the smoke from each others mouths.  Shot gunning. His mind offered. He couldn’t help but stare at Derek’s lips. 

"Can you shot gun it with me?" He asked, hoping to sound cool and in the know and not like a little kid quoting a rap song.

[runningonthreelegs]

Derek's eyes widened at the term. He didn't know what Isaac got up to but he had thought - no he'd been certain - that the teen would be a fish out of water when it came to smoker culture. The wolf found himself laughing, moreso at himself, and thought. Hell, why not?

"If you tell Camden..." Derek took a hit from the joint and moved over Isaac, cupping his cheeks with both hands as he lowered his lips to Isaac's.

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  Derek nodded and took the mouth piece from Isaac to wrap his lips around the mouth piece and inhale. The hits weren’t as strong as he was used to but his tolerance was fairly high. He figured Isaac’s would be significantly lower. 

The wolf pulled away and handed the tube back over to the novice with a small grin. “Take a few more hits.”

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac blushed, red coming to his cheeks. Jesus he couldn’t even get high right. He did as he was told taking a larger, longer hit and struggling to hold his breath.

He let it out with a small cough before staring at Derek, faded touches of calm hitting him slowly. “Is there a faster way to do this?” he asked, fidgetting. “I think I am just freaking myself out.”

[runningonthreelegs]

"Cam and I usually just smoke." Derek pulled out the supplies to roll a joint for the teen. He had no idea what exactly Isaac got up to but from his reactions every time they'd met and Camden's description Derek assumed he was the straight-edge type.

The wolf flicked his lighter on and lit the end of the paper and took a hit as he leaned back.

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  "I don’t think he meant to. It was too painful to think about anything… that’s why." Derek gestured towards the table then handed the mouth piece to Isaac. He hoped it would make Isaac feel a bit more relaxed. 

"Exhale with out it then bring it up to your mouth and inhale. There shouldn’t be any smoke so don’t worry about doing it wrong."

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac frowned and nodding, doing as Derek told him. He looked at Derek exhaling too quickly for it to take affect. He frowned again and tried again but it was awkward like holding your breath for no reason. “Show me.” He whispered.

[runningonthreelegs]

Derek nodded and took the mouth piece from Isaac to wrap his lips around the mouth piece and inhale. The hits weren't as strong as he was used to but his tolerance was fairly high. He figured Isaac's would be significantly lower. 

The wolf pulled away and handed the tube back over to the novice with a small grin. "Take a few more hits."

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  "21 technically." Derek picked one of the more calming buds and headed back towards the kitchen to bring the vaporizer and grinder to the living room. He didn’t think anything of the vague answer he’d given and instead got to work setting up for the teen’s first time.

"You sure you wanna do this? You’ve always been pretty against it."

[withlovefromlahey]

"Technically?" He questioned as he watched Derek move. The boy nodded, scooting over on the couch so Derek could sit. It was nice knowing he wasn’t that much older than him.

He looked at Derek, licking his lips in thought before nodding again. “Yeah.” He murmured. “I mean yes. It has to be how Cam handles all this and I can’t handle it on my own anymore.” He pulled his knees to his chest. “I was so against it because he started to smoke so much after mom was m-.” He cut himself off. “After she died. And he kind of left me alone.”

[runningonthreelegs]

"I don't think he meant to. It was too painful to think about anything... that's why." Derek gestured towards the table then handed the mouth piece to Isaac. He hoped it would make Isaac feel a bit more relaxed. 

"Exhale with out it then bring it up to your mouth and inhale. There shouldn't be any smoke so don't worry about doing it wrong."

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  The wolf frowned a bit and pushed Isaac towards the couch while he headed to the kitchen to grab a water bottle and turn on the vaporizer. Usually he and Camden would simply smoke but for Isaac’s first time he figured this would be easier. He didn’t want to stress him out anymore than he already was.

Derek returned to Isaac to toss him the water bottle and head to the large locked cabinet near the tv. “It’ll be just a couple minutes.”

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac sat down on the couch and watched the other man walk around a bit. He smiled still shy at the guy before nodding. “It’s okay.” He murmured. Isaac picked at the couch that was obviously a yard sale buy and cocked his head to the side.

"How old are you anyway?" he asked trying to make conversation.

[runningonthreelegs]

"21 technically." Derek picked one of the more calming buds and headed back towards the kitchen to bring the vaporizer and grinder to the living room. He didn't think anything of the vague answer he'd given and instead got to work setting up for the teen's first time.

"You sure you wanna do this? You've always been pretty against it."

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  "Sorry. Just a second." Derek looked up at the glowing numbers ticking past. He could feel Isaac shaking against him and he had a feeling he didn’t want to know the reason for the teen’s intense claustrophobia. 

When the doors opened he ushered the boy into his apartment.

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac let out panting shaky breaths the minute they were out of the elevator, his hands gripping Derek’s hand and wrist without thinking as he clung to the older man. “Jesus.” he whispered before looking around.

He let go of Derek’s hand with a blush and looked away. “Sorry. I… freak out sometimes.” He murmured before rocking on the balls of his feet nervous and shy.

[runningonthreelegs]

The wolf frowned a bit and pushed Isaac towards the couch while he headed to the kitchen to grab a water bottle and turn on the vaporizer. Usually he and Camden would simply smoke but for Isaac's first time he figured this would be easier. He didn't want to stress him out anymore than he already was.

Derek returned to Isaac to toss him the water bottle and head to the large locked cabinet near the tv. "It'll be just a couple minutes."

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  Derek looked to his best friend’s little brother and turned to him as the elevator doors closed. He grabbed the boys chin and wiped at the lingering tears. “What you do and who you do it with… that’s your business. I’m not gonna judge you and anyone who does isn’t worth another thought.”

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac closed his eyes, leaning into the touch, almost nuzzling Derek’s hand. “Thank you.” He whispered as he leaned into Derek, body shaking harder at the small size of the elevator. “dun like small spaces.” He whimpered out.

[runningonthreelegs]

"Sorry. Just a second." Derek looked up at the glowing numbers ticking past. He could feel Isaac shaking against him and he had a feeling he didn't want to know the reason for the teen's intense claustrophobia. 

When the doors opened he ushered the boy into his apartment.

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  "Isaac, don’t worry about it." Derek leaned back as he finally pulled into the parking garage of his unit. It was mostly empty but that wasn’t unusual. Most didn’t find the small industrial complex desirable when it came to living space but it was what Derek preferred. No annoying neighbors to complain about howling or that ‘strange smell’.

He climbed out of his camaro and motioned for Isaac to follow him towards the elevator.

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac ran behind Derek like a little brother more than he preffered. He gave the older man a small smile and followed. His eyes were red from wiped away tears, his hands still shaking, the pit of his stomach churned as he felt like he was about to vomit. 

"You… You don’t even seem to care that I just came out to you." He muttered almost hopeful. He wasn’t sure for what though, for Derek to come out in return, Isaac had never seen him with a girl, or maybe just some acceptance. 

[runningonthreelegs]

Derek looked to his best friend's little brother and turned to him as the elevator doors closed. He grabbed the boys chin and wiped at the lingering tears. "What you do and who you do it with... that's your business. I'm not gonna judge you and anyone who does isn't worth another thought."

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  "Because… you’re Camden’s little brother." And he knew what it was like to be alone, and feel like you didn’t have anyone. But he had no desire to get into that. Everyone knew well enough about the Hale house fire but Derek had managed to be off-putting enough that no one seemed to pity him. He didn’t want that to change. Least of all with someone he’d be living with.

"It’s what he’ll want to do anyway. He can get your stuff from the house when he gets off work and we can start looking for places when he’s ready." 

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac nodded and stared out the window. “Can we go to your place then?” He murmured as his hands shook while he rubbed his palms on his jeans. “I uh, I think I am reconsidering this whole, never smoking with you too thing.” He muttered before looking over at Derek.

"That is, if the offer is still good." He bit his lip. "I don’t have money to chip in but I can figure something out. I can do your dishes or something I just.." He shook his head. "I’m not okay right now."

[runningonthreelegs]

"Isaac, don't worry about it." Derek leaned back as he finally pulled into the parking garage of his unit. It was mostly empty but that wasn't unusual. Most didn't find the small industrial complex desirable when it came to living space but it was what Derek preferred. No annoying neighbors to complain about howling or that 'strange smell'.

He climbed out of his camaro and motioned for Isaac to follow him towards the elevator.

[herzdieb]

[runningonthreelegs]

"what matters most is how well you walk through the fire"  ― Charles Bukowski

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  "He’s not going to hurt you again." Derek didn’t know what he should say to make Isaac feel better. He knew very little about the relationship between Isaac and his dad, only that they didn’t get along well. He knew even less about Isaac’s personal life who he chose to… well why anyone on the swim team would know that he was gay and tell his father.

"Cam and I were thinking of getting a place together. Guess the three of us are going to be roomies."

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac looked up at Derek with wide eyes. “Really? I’m almost 18.” He mumbled before looking at Derek up and down. “Why are you being so nice to me. I am just Camden’s little brother.”

He looked out the window, internally deciding he was going to slaughter Aiden for telling on him. It had to be him, he was Ethan’s brother, and Ethan and Danny were the only people who knew.

[runningonthreelegs]

"Because... you're Camden's little brother." And he knew what it was like to be alone, and feel like you didn't have anyone. But he had no desire to get into that. Everyone knew well enough about the Hale house fire but Derek had managed to be off-putting enough that no one seemed to pity him. He didn't want that to change. Least of all with someone he'd be living with.

"It's what he'll want to do anyway. He can get your stuff from the house when he gets off work and we can start looking for places when he's ready." 

[formerlybees]

Reblog if you're okay with NSFW.

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  Derek didn’t interrupt the panicked rambling of the kid next to him nor did he change direction once Isaac suggested he drop him off at Camden’s. He had been looking for someone to spend the afternoon with and it looked like Isaac could use a distraction. Derek definitely knew how that went.

"Nah. It’s no trouble. We were just going to hang out at my place anyway. Watch a couple movies. I guess I wouldn’t mind if you were his placeholder Cam Jr." Derek reached over to mess up Isaac’s hair, relaxing bit by bit as they put miles between the Lahey house and his camaro.

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac looked at Derek and nodded, frowning at the ruffle of his hair. “I just… I don’t know when I am going to be able to go home… at all. I knew. ” He sighed. “I knew the minute he found out I was gay this would happen.” He murmured before leaning back in the seat.

“He’s going to put me in the freezer again.” Isaac whispered as if he thought Derek would know what that meant. “And I am nothing like Cam. You will see.”

[runningonthreelegs]

"He's not going to hurt you again." Derek didn't know what he should say to make Isaac feel better. He knew very little about the relationship between Isaac and his dad, only that they didn't get along well. He knew even less about Isaac's personal life who he chose to... well why anyone on the swim team would know that he was gay and tell his father.

"Cam and I were thinking of getting a place together. Guess the three of us are going to be roomies."

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  The tranquil after effects of the far off (the morning) high were sufficiently stamped out at the crash coming from the Lahey household. Derek’s eyes narrowed but he didn’t fight it as Isaac pushed him towards his car. The urge to turn around and give the Lahey patriarch a piece of his mind (or fist) was strong, as it always was. But Isaac was practically begging him not to and it would have taken all he had to resist those blue eyes.

"Yeah, get in kid." Derek opened his passenger door for the kid and glared at the man in the doorway as he got in to the driver’s side and sped off. His fingers were gripping the steering wheel tight in an effort to remain silent like the teen had asked.

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac sat in the passenger seat wheezing in panic as he looked in the back window. “How the fuck did he find out?” He muttered shaking his head. “Someone told him. Someone on the swim team told him. I am so dead. so fucking dead.” He babbled as he whined.

"Thanks." He remembered to blurt out. "Thanks for getting me out of there you know? I mean. I don’t even have gas money man I just." he shook his head. "You can drop me off at Camden’s job if you want I will sit in his car." For the next eight hours. “I know you don’t want to be stuck with me.”

[runningonthreelegs]

Derek didn't interrupt the panicked rambling of the kid next to him nor did he change direction once Isaac suggested he drop him off at Camden's. He had been looking for someone to spend the afternoon with and it looked like Isaac could use a distraction. Derek definitely knew how that went.

"Nah. It's no trouble. We were just going to hang out at my place anyway. Watch a couple movies. I guess I wouldn't mind if you were his placeholder Cam Jr." Derek reached over to mess up Isaac's hair, relaxing bit by bit as they put miles between the Lahey house and his camaro.

[clarkesbellmy]

TEEN WOLF AU » Allison as a beta

Allison gets bitten instead of Scott and Lydia helps her figure out what’s happening to her. After a chance meeting with Derek Hale in the woods, the pieces start fitting together and Allison eventually goes to him for help controlling her new abilities.

[runningonthreelegs]

Because I got high || tag: withlovefromlahey

[runningonthreelegs]

  Derek growled in irritation as the door opened and it wasn’t Camden standing there. Great. And it looked like he wasn’t there at all. Even better. Now Derek was stuck by himself with more than a few bowls to spare and an empty spot on his couch.

He snapped from his thoughts when his friend’s brother continued speaking and he stared at him intensely. They never had too much interaction. By the time Isaac came home Cam and Derek were usually already too far gone to pay him any serious mind. 

"Someone else…" The older man grinned and leaned against the door frame, his intense stare never wavering. "Who would you suggest Isaac?"

[withlovefromlahey]

Isaac cocked his head to the side. “God you are like creeper level fifty aren’t you?” he muttered.

Suddenly there was a crash in the kitchen, Isaac’s eyes went wide as he all but shoved Derek out of the door way, grabbing his shoes. “ISAAC!” His name screamed by the boys father. 

"Move. Just fucking move don’t as questions. Just for the love of fucking god move." He pleaded pushing Derek towards his car as the front door swung open.

"Go ahead and run you little nancy but I know !" He screamed as Isaac winced. "You’ll get it once your little fairy ass gets home." 

Isaac looked away catching Jackson out of the corner of his eye before looking at Derek, eyes big, blue and desperate. “I don’t care what I have to do to get you to, just please take me with you. Anywhere.”

[runningonthreelegs]

The tranquil after effects of the far off (the morning) high were sufficiently stamped out at the crash coming from the Lahey household. Derek's eyes narrowed but he didn't fight it as Isaac pushed him towards his car. The urge to turn around and give the Lahey patriarch a piece of his mind (or fist) was strong, as it always was. But Isaac was practically begging him not to and it would have taken all he had to resist those blue eyes.

"Yeah, get in kid." Derek opened his passenger door for the kid and glared at the man in the doorway as he got in to the driver's side and sped off. His fingers were gripping the steering wheel tight in an effort to remain silent like the teen had asked.