hi im ren

hybrid wolf demigod demon wulf femcel retard princess she her bisexual intj

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𝄞⨾𓍢ִ໋ intro or something ...😂🏴‍☠️

hi my name is ren and im 7teen and i got exiled from all my other socials but this my dumbass secret rant page if ur interested

socials:

ig: mobsilica, hellocinogen

pinterest: renejik

twitter: keefslimane

and this my tumblr foe

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I really hate my body dysmorphia and facial dysmorphia

I spent 3 hours crying infront of my mirror and dipped early from a party (sun still up kinda of early) because i shed a sweat and it went on my face lol

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life lottery check

got employed at my fav store ever at the mall

nails done

this pretty girl started talking to me and shes not a clickbait lesbian

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scene:

i went on a date yesterday and the entire time the dude was frat flicking and stimming asf

yeah i think he the one or smt im autistic asl

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06:00

ever since summer break my sleep schedule became immediate bullfuck and i got a graduation to attend in a few hours so im just deciding to all nighter like a pussy

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#rightnow

i popped 2 seroquils and hella caffeine

i feel the high effect where my nose, eyes, and fingers feel cold or numb

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Fuck my retard life

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Phreshboyswag be like:

She samadih sougoo it made me giggle

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is this relatable experience

i once dated this guy for 6 months or so and we had a rough falling out near the last 2 weeks ish of our relationship when he went to rehab

i found out later he cheated on me with sum coke treesh where he got down n dirty with that hiv ho in the ward bathroom and some blindspots in the living space

i found out since he admitted to doing all of that to his bestfriend which his bestfriend told his girlfriend and his girlfriend told her friend group where her and their group got a childish one sided beef with me

they spread that to nearly half the school and other schools in the division which ruined my entire life

i had to get tested for stds every 2 weeks which all come out negative but i had to hold documentation for myself so people actually believe me, i got let off my job due to my poor performance and my boss finding out about the shit going on with me through some gadam grapevine, and i got hospitalized for bad reasons sheeeesh

highschool is a terrible bitch who shot up with chronically online hormonal raging teenagers that end up as nobody by the end of highschool

fast forward to now, i cleared all them std allegations and other bullshit while this ugly ass friend group which allem chopped ass fuck and still got my name gargling in they damn mouth with they crooked irregular gappy ass teeth

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bitches hate me cuz i say too much bullshit

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i know what i am

i know exactly how i think

exactly how i work

and how organic my mind is

im autistic and based as hell

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me

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so yeah

now i live my everyday chungus retard baka life like a troglodyte voiceovering a tumblr post that say the corniest fucking shit like "smol and wholesome" or "meh boi u just won the internet" or " potatoes o_o" if that make sense

i b on that aesthetic down to earth real keeping it a buck type shi now

tumblr and pinterest you rocked my shi aesthetic crazy style

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legit this is all i have

response to my last post cuz this what i done got spared with:

pinterest

tumblr

youtube

stuff that was removed:

EVERY search engine.

instagram

snapchat

tiktok

twitter

vsco

so update:

ive been scrolling youtube shorts and all i fucking watch is family guy clips like im 25 with spare time

pinterest made my whole computer and dry ass iphone look aesthetic as fuck; yall will search up shi like "aesthetic phone layout" and find my gaddam phone with the widgets and allat

tumblr is a sub for my crashout instagram spam stories and schizo posting

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when u 17 years old and yo mom take ur phone for 2 days then,

you took a nap day 3 and randomly woke up home alone and check your phone to see that social media is completely wiped out

now theres zero mfs hitting up my line cuz its 2020-fucking-6 and erybody use socials to communicate with one another and only use imessage to text they parents or playing gamepigeon

and then now you become more socially inept and your autism fucking amplifies or whatever because of all the isolation and restriction to the roster

its summer lemme be a foid and use gadam instagram stories and have pointless snap streaks im gen z and crave fast short paced media as well as some thotties dayum

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how i look at shawdy wen she give wozzles da ocky way fam 😂😂

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anthony green

circa survive or saosin (both my favs)

insane fucking lyricism i cannot replicate or even attempt to get on they level dafuc

tryna write songs for my band wit the upcoming ep but shi is Difficult