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Cast me g e n t l y into morning, for the night has been unkind. independent rp blog for house of card's rachel posner written by marah

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won’t be on today; the whole family’s going out of town for my cousin’s wedding. i’ll be on my personal blog most of the time though. or lols i’ll be sleeping on the way so idk

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[rxchelposner]

daughter sentence starters

"I want all that is not mine."

"I want him but we're not right."

"In the darkness I will meet my creators."

"I should go now quietly."

"What a mess I leave."

"I'm sorry if I smothered you."

"I sometimes wish I'd stayed inside."

"But we're still sleeping like we're lovers."

"Pick it all up and start again."

"You've got a second chance."

"It's just irrelevant."

"You could still be what you want to."

"You've got a warm heart."

"You've got a beautiful brain."

"He is already gone."

"I don't know where he's been."

"I don't know what we're doing."

"I don't know what we've done."

"I think we should run."

"We don't wanna be seen."

"Will you stay with me my love?"

"Don't think about the consequences."

"Don't think about the choices that you make."

"Don't you dare look back."

"I want you so much."

"But I hate your guts."

"I'll do whatever you say to me in the dark."

"You're too old to be so shy."

"I'll never be your lover."

"I only bring the heat."

"Can I go back home?"

"I thought it would be fun."

"I can dream no more."

"I've forgotten what it was that I wanted."

"I won't be your doll."

"I am not naive."

"I see the way you look at her."

"You don't do that for me."

"I was drunk again, causing accidents."

"You're not a friend."

"You're nothing."

"I think I should be a little more confident."

"Take me home."

"I can't live without you."

"Take me to your house."

[camillemariet]

Sharing a bubble bath on a rainy day, Santa Cruz, February 2015.

[steelylaceribbon]

Do not look for my heart any more; the beasts have eaten it.

Charles Baudelaire, Flowers of Evil, (1857)

[rxchelposner]

He was right—they were too far in to turn back. She sometimes wished that this all never happened to her. Damn Peter Russo, and damn herself for getting into this. She never lets her eyes stray from his, and she knows she shouldn’t have, but then one step became two, and she was right in front of him—close.

"What do I have to do for you to let me go?" Rachel whispered as she let herself sink onto her knees. She’d beg until her knees were bleeding if she had to.

[fortiusquofidelius]

Doug tried not to look at her as she stepped forward. Her face almost made him sick these days. But some part of him was still clinging on, holding on tight to the image he’d had of her before things had gotten too complicated. He couldn’t let her go, he couldn’t move past that. He was an addict and even when he’d been sober, he hadn’t really. He’d had her.

When she dropped down Doug glanced at her. “Get up. Get up.” He didn’t want that, it was demeaning for both of them. Begging. He wasn’t going to see her beg.

[rxchelposner]

Her gaze fell to her lap, balling her hands into fists before she obeyed him, getting up. Keep it together. she kept on telling herself, trying to remain as optimistic as possible. But for now, she had to play by his rules, picking up a book of poetry she bought. Rachel knew how Doug liked to listen to her read, and she'd do it, just for now, just until she could find a way to leave.

"What poem do you want to hear?" she asked him, sitting on the couch as she flicked through some pages.

[rxchelposner]

"Are you saying that I’m paying for dinner?” Jesus H. Christ, she was short on money already, and she had to pay for dinner? "Couldn’t we uh…split or somethin’?"

[rxchelposner]

"Champagne, please." she said, leaning back on the chair she was sitting on, watching him. She didn’t know what to feel—was she excited? Scared? There was something like a hum inside her, but she made sure her face wouldn’t show it. "I’ve never had champagne before." she admitted with a chuckle.

[irohthesecond]

“I only wish I had an unopened bottle for the occasion,” he mourned with a smile, still glad he got to be the man to introduce her (and that her choice of beverage was comparatively weak; the only pain it might dull is the inherent pain of being alone in a cold, careless universe).  Leaving the bottle in the kitchen to keep her from asking for a refill, Iroh filled the champagne flute he’d taken from his cupboard and set it on the coffee table for her, settling on his couch nearby with his own drink.

[rxchelposner]

She thanked him for the champagne, slender fingers reaching out and wrapping around the seemingly delicate glass before she took a sip. “I like it.” she remarked, liking the way it tasted, and the way it calmed her just a  little bit. Rachel, or rather Sapphire, stood up and walked over to him, settling herself on his lap, never letting her eyes leave his. She wasn’t here to sit, drink and talk with him (though it was part of the package). “What are you drinkin’?” Rachel asked, taking one more sip from her drink.

[rxchelposner]

"No, I haven’t," she answered, biting her lip afterwards. Rachel wasn’t the type of person to play video games. She just simply didn’t have the time to, nor the means. Well, the exception would probably be the games on her phone when she found herself bored. "I’d like to try playing it though."

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“well, here. try it.”

he’s pulling his phone out of his pocket, tapping to open the app before handing it to her. he doesn’t make a habit of handing out his belongings to strangers, but she looks alone and harmless.

[rxchelposner]

She took the phone, her brows furrowing as she went through the tutorial of the game, trying to understand it.

"I'm Cassie, by the way. What's your name?" she asked as the tutorial finished, looking up at him with a smile.

[ughh-reality]

[rxchelposner]

Prostitute/Stripper Starter Sentences

"How much?"

"So what do you like?

"Top? Bottom? Versatile?"

"Give me the royal treatment, then."

"I don't kiss on the lips, sorry."

"So how long have you been doing.. What you're doing?"

"Can you.. Do that again?"

"You don't have to go, you know. I can make us breakfast?"

"You deserve a nice girl/guy. You shouldn't trail after someone like me."

"Just because I'm your whore for the night doesn't mean you get permission to treat me like one."

"I wasn't supposed to give you this number.."

"In the day light we don't know each other."

"It was on the house."

"You really fucked me up, you know that? I've never had this problem with a client before--I shouldn't have this problem with a client ever."

"No feelings. That was our deal."

"I can't give you what you want. I can't give you a normal relationship."

"You the one who called for an all nighter?"

"My favorite regular-- what can I do for you tonight?"

"I may be what I am at night, but in the real world I have a life, okay! Stop butting in to it!"

"It's okay to call me what I am. A whore, don't need to sugar coat it."

"Of course it's a fake name!"

"This isn't a date, it's business."

"I'll let you do anything you want.. Just follow my few rules."

"I know you have rules about this.. but can I take you out sometime? Not as this you--but as--well, you."

"Just because you've been my regular for months/years, doesn't make us friends."

"What do you think this is, 'Pretty Woman'?"

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[moonlyaffairs]

Don’t fall in love with me unless you are prepared for a hurricane in conjunction with a meteor shower. I’m not easy to love. But if you wade through the tsunami of emotion  I promise to be worth it If you just try at least.

Zienab Hamdan - Just wade/wait (via moonlyaffairs)

[rxchelposner]

okay so i’ll be gone for half of the day tomorrow; i’ll be taking care of my grandpa in the hospital. he’s doing better now compared to last week, and i hope he gets to come home soon.

[wintersoldeirs]

LOVE ME MERCILESSLY  it only takes two lonely people,  to fuck love up and make it evil

a mix for troublesome couples

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[tuxedomxsk-blog]

bold any fears that apply to your muse!!! italicize what makes them uncomfortable!!! (and add your own if they aren’t listed)

| thunder/lightning | the dark | fire | open water (sea/ocean) | (any) deep water | being alone | crowded/enclosed spaces (agoraphobia) | confined spaces (claustrophobia) | change | failure | war | being controlled/lack of free will | prison | blood | drowning | suffocation | public speaking | natural animals (any kind) | supernatural monster/animals (any kind) | heights | death/dying | intimacy | rejection | abandonment | the unknown | the future | not being good enough | scary stories | talking to new people | poverty | loud noises | being touched | powerlessness | silence | guns

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The uncensored version of Diet Mtn Dew (in my opinion the best version of this song).

(…) Hit me my darling tonight I don’t know why but I like it Gotta get back to the wild Give it up give it up Live it up live it up (…)

(…) Hurt me and tell me you’re mine I don’t know why but I like it Scare me my God you’re divine Gimme them gimme them Dope and diamonds (…)

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this is the fucking best thing I’ve ever heard I’m crying