WAITING ON A MIRACLE

indie arven from pkmn scivi . 18+ . selective and private .

[rxmedyfind]

ɪ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴇᴀʟ ᴡʜᴀᴛ’ꜱ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ

ꜱʜᴏᴡ ᴛʜɪꜱ ꜰᴀᴍɪʟʏ ꜱᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ɴᴇᴡ

ᴡʜᴏ ɪ ᴀᴍ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ, ꜱᴏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀɴ ɪ ᴅᴏ?

ɪ’ᴍ ꜱɪᴄᴋ ᴏꜰ ᴡᴀɪᴛɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴀ ᴍɪʀᴀᴄʟᴇ .

[strawberrycriisiis]

sigh.

when will her arven return from war.

[strawberrycriisiis]

yay :D

[rxmedyfind]

THAT FUCKING LIZARD .

[rxmedyfind]

@skullkxd / replied :

❝ due to unfortunate circumstances, i am, in fact, alive . ❞

[rxmedyfind]

@prosada / replied .

❝ and yet left DAD of all people to raise me ... ❞

under breath .

[rxmedyfind]

SIGHS EXTREMELY LOUDLY .

[rxmedyfind]

@skullkxd / replied :

❝ due to unfortunate circumstances, i am, in fact, alive . ❞

[rxmedyfind]

SIGHS EXTREMELY LOUDLY .

[rxmedyfind]

❝ there’s a rumor going around that I have an eldritch entity in my brain . and all I have to say about that is … ❞

[rxmedyfind]

❝ mamá y papá, can we PLEASE leave the willy wonka experience now ??? I already got my singular jellybean and lemonade . ❞

[rxmedyfind]

^^^ is gonna have the most mixed feelings ever once he finds out about his mom's pregnancy btw

[rxmedyfind]

imagine a worst ending for your muse that DOESN'T involve death, neither theirs or their loved one's. what would it be? would they accept it or fight it? would they blame themselves for that?

// honestly ? i know this prompt is all about coming up with a bad end that doesn't involve death, but I think there are few fates worse than death for arven .

// arven dying is probably the worst end i could think of for him . it kills all possibility for his parents proving they love him, for him forgiving them, for him finally having a family he can be happy in . even arven cutting them off and abandoning them would be less terrible because at least arven could try and find some happiness away from his family . sure, he'd never be the same and there would always be a massive void unfilled, but there would be the possibility for happiness .

// arven dying after a life deprived of familial love and attention, dying before he can get it (and accept he has it) honestly to me feels like the worst possible end for him . an end where it all amounted to absolutely nothing . an end where all the pain and suffering still resulted in arven dying before he had a full chance to recover .

// arven dying is the worst end to his story in my opinion .

[rxmedyfind]

NOT DONE WITH YOU SANDWICH BOY, JUST YOU WAIT

Y'ALL HEAR SUM ?

[turojo]

❝ can you hear it, too ? ❞ :)

" ..? Arven? "

A pause in his work. He doesn't mean...? Can't be. He wasn't there long enough for the cognitive effects of the crystals to do harm. ...Hopefully. It's fine if he's having these delusions but not his son-

It's fine. It's fine. It's nothing. He's overthinking it.

" Apologies. I know since the Poco Lab has been running there's a bit more dissonance in the house. If its disturbing you I'll pause for now. "

[rxmedyfind]

there's a pause, as if to let the dissonance sink in, to sit in it . it didn't sound like dissonance, no, in fact it was the ONLY thing left that MADE SENSE .

❝ no, no, it's okay . don't stop on my account . it doesn't BOTHER me . it's kinda nice, isn't it ? ❞

arven's stare is all too vacant . and he smiles . soft, but not one that's fully his . but a smile is a smile, right ?

❝ ... dad ? ❞

[rxmedyfind]

@skullkxd cont .

they pause, glancing back down at the cake . their APPETITE has been nearly non-existent for weeks, compensating by trying to cook just as much as they usually do . still, he picks up the fork and takes a bite .

❝ so what have you been up to, hm ? ❞ he picks at the cake .

❝ get any good presents for your special day ? please tell me you got a party . ❞

[rxmedyfind]

@starchanged replied .

❝ penny, you forget that you're short . ❞

❝ what's THAT ? ❞ yeah they aint slick .

[rxmedyfind]

holds out a piece of cake. Don’t worry. It’s normal.

“you missed my birthday.”

@skullkxd :

he swallows thickly, looking at his cousin with genuine guilt . he pushes the piece of cake back towards them, not because he was afraid of what was in it but because ree DESERVED it more .

❝ ... i've missed A LOT of things, kiddo . i'm sorry . ❞

his hand slides up to tenderly rub the eye under his bangs . IT BURNS . ❝ how can i make it up to you, niño ? ❞

[rxmedyfind]

❝ when the HELL was someone gonna tell me ... ❞

❝ that FUCKING BRUTE is back ? ❞

[picavecalyx-a]

Can I have an EYE for @rxmedyfind arven 🙏

Lost to Loneliness.