[requiem-on-water]

Meteor Shower, oil on panel by Mia Bergeron

[ryccarson]

My sister in law is at the cottage right now with the in-laws and their dog, her boyfriend, his two youngest kids and their three dogs… 🤯

I almost want to message my mother in law and be a petty little Betty and ask if she’s having a good time but I’m not going to — and I’m just going to hope that she says something when I see her next (likely when we go to the cottage in September)

LMFAO fuck

[ryccarson]

“I’m not doing this for anyone. I’m just doing this for me. Turns out that is the hardest thing To let yourself be.”

[titansaresexy]

I am disgustingly self aware. There's nothing you can tell me that I haven't spent ample time reflecting on.

[vivaladiosanegra]

Little miss sensitive and soft-hearted is feeling particularly sensitive & soft-hearted today.

[ryccarson]

When it’s storming outside at night time and I’m comfy in my bed I close my eyes and allow myself to be back in my childhood bedroom, the lightening flashing on the walls of my teddybear balloon wallpaper and I allow myself to exist in that world knowing that on the other side of the door is my nana, alive, watching tv or reading her book. Nothing brings me more peace than that.

[scribeherself]

who, me? I am just a sweet little woodland creature consumed by unspeakable feminine fury.

[ryccarson]

I am at that age where a car parked infront of my house pisses me off.

[ryccarson]

“Her love was like lavender, delicate and melancholy.” —Laura Chouette, The Painting of Mrs. Ravensbrook

[ryccarson]

“One day I realized, I am what I'm looking for. The love I've been searching the world for. When I devoutly love myself it's fulfilling, and it attracts others. They fight to love me twice as much.” — Euphoria Godsent

[ryccarson]

[ryccarson]

How am I doing? I just cried about the fact that Mochas 10 and that our time left together is very limited. I’ve thought about impulsively quitting my job, I have suicidal thoughts daily and I feel absolutely shitty about who I am, how people stopped giving a shit about me years ago and that I don’t want to keep moving through this “sludge”

[ryccarson]

should be some sort of rule that you have to pack your own bag or if you want the bag packed by the cashier than you HAVE to buy a new bag…

sincerely someone who shouldn’t have to handle your soiled bag (many are machine washable) 🤢

[ryccarson]

I want to kiss you in coffee shops, meet you where you are and wipe away your black mascara tears. I want to have you, to hold you, and to love every piece of you and I want to meet you half way there. Tuck your hair behind your ear, listen to your words dance off your lips and to warm your cold red hands between my knees.

[ryccarson]

Just wanted to say we haven’t been affected by the forest fires that are close by happening in Ontario, Canada otherwise than poor air quality and everything was very yellow today. I felt like I was living in a movie. To those closer and affected by the forest fires, I am so sorry. To those out of houses my heart aches for you. To those who have lost loved ones I am thinking of you. To those who need help through this. I am here.

[ryccarson]

Do you know what feels wild? To not love someone anymore who used to consume every part of you.

[ryccarson]

Romanticize the little shit to get by.