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I've lost total muse for this account, but I swear I'm trying to get it back. Gah.

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Now or Never | Kyle and Asher

Lately Kyle has been thinking that he’s been ready to come out and admit that he likes guys. All of his friends had been trying to set him up with girls or wonder why he hasn’t been dating, but he has been dating—just not girls. He really likes Asher and he thinks his feelings could be a lot stronger than he shows, but he doesn’t want to show them until he’s able to show everyone else that the two are together and he likes him. As the two were in the mall and they ran into a few of Kyle’s friends, he immediately got a little nervous but instead of tensing up like usual, he slowly moved his hand and let it slide into Asher hand. Before they could mention anything about if he had a girlfriend, or a date, dating, or anything that involved him seeing any girl, he decided to blurt it out. “No. stop. I’m already dating someone, I’m dating him. And I really like him… a lot.” He said before he glanced down to look at their hands and then up at Asher, looking into his eyes to see his reaction and hoping it wasn’t a mistake for what he just did, but he was ready to come out.

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Sometimes, Asher does resent the fact that he can't hold his boyfriend's hand in public or kiss his cheek when there's other people around. He's not an overly public, affectionate guy, but he doesn't want to watch other girls (or guys) look at Kyle the way they do. And he wants to be free, goddamnit. Sometimes, Asher's itching just to kiss him, but he's restrained and suppressed, having to walk only a little close and brush their hands together before he has to yank his had back. Not to mention that repeatedly, Kyle's friends have been setting him up on dates — it just crushed Asher each time, but he had to hide it. Maybe he was so used to it now that when Asher's sudden confession came to light, he had to take a second to realize this was actually happening. "Kyle —" Too late. He glanced down at their joined hands, then nervously back at Kyle's friends as he took a subconscious step in front of Kyle, waiting for the backlash. Even so, his calm exterior betrayed a rapidly beating heart, surprise and shock written all over his face.

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"Yes." Gus muttered. “Where were you?”

[ryderauburn-blog]

"Just go to sleep."

[gorgeousasfolk]

"Yeah actually..you were supposed to be home an hour ago."

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"I don't own a watch. Get off my back."

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"...Didn't realize you'd still be up. Waitin' for me or somethin'?"

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Laptop's not working, so I'm stuck on mobile. I'll still be around, though!

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'Captain America The Winter Soldier' Rings The NYSE (04/01/14)

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Cameron Monaghan at the 2014 Oscars Gifting Suite (x)

[xaviersdolan]

9/50 pictures of Cameron Monaghan         

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sebastian stan for new york moves magazine [x]

[snowidearchive]

           he stayed back on the grass, watching the water lap up at the dock. vaguely, he could remember the first time he’d seen the lake and its surroundings — Jack and Luke had brought him there for his sixteenth birthday. Mark couldn’t put his finger on exactly why the image had such an affect on him, but it did. showing it to Fallon just made sense — bringing him along made sense. everything worked — just for a few seconds, he felt like nothing could go wrong. eventually, he made his way out to his boyfriend, wrapping his arms around his hips, kissing at his shoulder. “Just like you, huh?”

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           Fallon could pretend that he knew what he was doing. He could believe that he was confident and reckless and impulsive, but prepared to take whatever life threw at him. Sometimes, he felt like he...wasn't ready for Mark. The man was someone else, something almost...too brilliant for Fallon to have. He always believed he would hurt him, or it would be the other way around. But right now, Fallon had the right to be fearless. He felt like there would be nothing to get in between him and Mark right now (though it's obvious that was only a dream). Jumping a little when Mark came up behind him, Fallon felt his heart pulse, before settling down. He smiled and laughed gently, turning his head slightly to look back at Mark. "Y'say that to all the boy toys you bring out here?" Fallon teased softly, twisting his head a bit and pressing a kiss to his cheek.

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honey i'm homeee

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