wanderlust

Somerset Ballard, twenty-something.

[wishfulryder-blog]

guess who misses everyone? me! although i’m just here to say i miss you all, that’s it. ;)

[s-ballard-blog]

everyone seems to be doing great, that's a good thing! :) hi lex and bex!!! :)

[s-ballard-blog]

guess who misses everyone? me! although i'm just here to say i miss you all, that's it. ;)

[s-ballard-blog]

was just browsing through my tumblr blogs and stumble in here, but hey guys, advance merry christmas! ;)

[s-ballard-blog]

[s-ballard-blog]

[sheisabritishdoll-deactivated20]

[wishfulryder-blog]

Oh sweetheart, I don’t try to control anyone. Why would I want to control a bunch of people who I can’t stand? That would be pathetic. I just control my own life which is a lot less than can be said for you. Having everyone who loves you think you were dead because you were afraid? Sad.

[s-ballard-blog]

That's because I controlled my own life, and not let those who love me control what I do, that's why I chose to leave. Say whatever you want, I'm not really affected by whatever you say anymore, Sophia, come to think of it, this is actually something I missed, you always trying to pick on me and me not giving an actual fuck.

[hybridalex]

Tell her that and she will, or I will if you don’t leave now.

[s-ballard-blog]

The threats are actually not working, because if you want to kill me, better do it now.

[wishfulryder-blog]

I am so close to wiping that smile from your face, it is unreal. You think you’re big and brave now that you have a little pack to run with? Well you’re still nothing. You threw everything away when you became a mutt, disappointed your parents and then ran from the one person who possibly loved you. How pathetic.

[s-ballard-blog]

Pathetic it is, it's my life and even if you're a powerful whatever you are, then so be it, I make my own decisions and if I want to stay here, I will. What is pathetic? You thinking that you can control everyone, that is pathetic, because at the end of the day, you can't, not even with the power you have.

[hybridalex]

No, you’re a pain in the ass, and honestly, my sister will rip out your throat if you don’t leave, so I advice you do.

[s-ballard-blog]

If you people want me to leave so bad, ripping my throat is what she should do then.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

No one is that good.

[s-ballard-blog]

I grew up pretending that I was a normal kid when I'm not, so there are really people who are that good.

[hybridalex]

Then why are you even here when clearly there’s nothing for you here?

[s-ballard-blog]

I'm here because I want to be here, so even if people don't want me here, this is my home now, I don't care what they say.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

I don’t think it’s possible for someone to pretend well enough for it to begin to suffocate you.

[s-ballard-blog]

Some people are really good at it though.

[hybridalex]

Well next time don’t forget because you end up looking stupid as you do now.

[s-ballard-blog]

I don't actually care, I don't give a damn about anyone's opinion anyways.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

And yet sometimes it takes being suffocated to know people care.

[s-ballard-blog]

Or act that they care but then don't which is more suffocating.

[hybridalex]

Actually no you weren’t, I was here before you were born love.

[s-ballard-blog]

Yeah, I actually forgot how old you were.

[lostgirlalice-blog]

I think we all do at some point.

[s-ballard-blog]

Yeah, but sometimes when you can't get away, it's too suffocating.