one foot in the sea and one on shore

Samuel Dawley. 20 years old, Graduate.

[s-dawley]

ipod shuffle

7 songs of what people would expect to be on their iPod that are actually on the music player.

little lion man - mumford and sons

johnny b goode - chuck berry

into your atmosphere - john mayer

thinking out loud - ed sheeran

penny lane - the beatles

all of me - john legend

old pine - ben howard

2 guilty pleasure songs – the ones they wouldn’t admit to having on their iPod no matter what.

shake it off - taylor swift

u can't touch this - mc hammer

3 songs from their childhood they were influenced to listen to by someone close to them – the music of their parents or someone else.

black dog - led zeppelin

respect - aretha franklin

eleanor rigby - the beatles

5 songs that no one would expect they listen to.

swimming pools - kendrick lamar

clique - kanye west, jay z

diamonds - rihanna

yonkers - tyler the creator

is this love - bob marley

1 song they emotionally connect to.

man in the mirror - michael jackson

1 song that makes them feel motivated.

pompeii - bastille

And last, their most played song.

the cloud atlas sextet

[femininomena]

Before Penny was born, Sam injured his knee on a football game. At first it didn’t seem bad and no physiotherapy was done to guarantee that it wouldn’t bother him in a long term. A while after Penny’s birth – after he had already dropped school – his knee started bothering him again, so his mother forced him to go see a doctor. The lack of treatment and the abuse his knee had suffered due to practices, games and his intense workout routine had managed to permanently fuck up his knee and Sam was forced to undergo surgery. The reason he’s stopped playing for good, the reason he quit his boxing lessons and his overall workout, settling for morning jogs just to keep in shape, is because he can’t, his knee won’t let him do half the things he was used to doing before. He uses Penny as an excuse since no one but his parents know about his problem and he’d rather keep things like that.

[paristomoscou]

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[easterbunny-jozet]

[She raises an eyebrow] Except for who?

I wouldn’t feel comfortable looking at you two if I liked the thought of you and him having sex. I would be all awkward and shit if that happened. Beats me, seems like a pretty good opportunity. Mama Bunny? Really? [She laughs] I’m not Mama Bunny, I’m just Bunny! That’s true, but still. Yes, good, agree with me and don’t doubt.

[s-dawley]

Esther.

Oh, right. That makes sense. I would probably be, too, if I liked the thought of two of my friends having sex. It really is. Make up sex and/or angry sex are probably the best. Mama Bunny. I think it suits you. You're all motherly sometimes, you actually remind me a lot of my mother. You're Mama Bunny from now on. Bossy.

[the-christopherwoods-blog]

Dude, I don’t give blowjobs, but I’m pretty sure you’re not supposed to use your teeth. Unless you and Austin are into some kinky shit, which I don’t want to know about, thank you very much.

Yeah, it’s kind of unbelievable. It definitely is, especially when we win a game. I never get tired of the crowd chanting my name. It’s so damn great. You did, but I mean, why do you have to stop playing forever? Don’t you miss throwing a ball around? Even if I couldn’t play competitively anymore, I’d have to organize friendly games with pals. No, it’ll make me better at the game. If my legs are stronger, I’ll be able to hop higher. It’ll improve my vertical. I’d be able to shoot from a further distance with stronger arms, too. It all impacts it greatly. That’s true, I guess. I think I’m just confident enough mentally to know that I wouldn’t jeopardize my future like that. Oh, that’s cool! Congratulations, man! I’d be excited if I had a sibling on the way, too. Do you know if it’s a boy or a girl?

[s-dawley]

You don't give blowjobs, but I'm sure you received a few. Wouldn't it be awkward if you received a blowjob from someone who was all gum and no teeth?

Makes you feel on the top of the world, that's true. I loved being the quarterback. You end up being the center of the attention. If you fuck up, though, people can get very nasty. It was a huge decision for me, you know? I mean, I had no doubt that I was going to keep Penny and take care of her, the possibility stopped crossing my mind after the reality sunk in. I decided to go all in, completely leave the football behind and focus on other things. It's not like I had friends to play with either, so. Okay, sure. Just be careful, yeah? Don't go all obsessed with exercises. That's a great thing, but remember that anything can happen. Just focus really hard on what you want, I'm sure you won't lose it. Thanks! Nah, I didn't ask, and I don't think they want to know either.

[the-christopherwoods-blog]

I will, Dawley. Don’t forget to take out your dentures before you fall asleep tonight, okay?

Of course it’s not the same. Nothing’s the same as being in the actual game. Playing in a gym full of people is honestly the best damn feeling in the world. I still don’t get how you could give it up, man. I’d never be able to. I just want my biceps to be a bit bigger, y’know? Maybe put some more meat on my legs, too? I’m not an idiot. I wouldn’t be easily persuaded or anything to take that shit. It’ll ruin everything I have going for me. Wait, what do you mean another six months? Do you have a sibling on the way? Oh, cool. Can’t wait to see her then.

[s-dawley]

Oh no, my teeth haven't fallen yet. I don't think Austin would appreciate my blowjobs as much as he does if I didn't have any teeth. I bet the feeling is weird.

The thrill of it is just... fucking amazing. I bet it's even better for you, what with the being the star player thing. I had pretty good reasons to give up, didn't I? I don't know. I miss it, but I don't think I would've had it any other way. What for? Do you honestly believe it will make you better at the game or is this a case of vanity? I'm not calling you an idiot. I'm just saying it's impossible for you to have a hundred percent of control of everything you do. It might happen, you never know what is coming. I do! My dad's girlfriend is pregnant, so half-sibling, but yes. I'm actually very excited about it. 

[austin-rickards]

I’m with you aren’t I? I’d say I was dealing with it just fine. But your cousin is a cheerleader and so is her whatever the hell he is and oh, did I ever tell you that my brother used to play football in school as well? Surrounded by people that like sports and the only one I even remotely care for is soccer. When you say it like that it makes it sound like you had sex with it. Sam. It’s sweat. Calm down. You can’t tell me if you saw me post workout at the gym you wouldn’t be at least a little turned on – even if I was all sweaty and gross. I don’t want to put mayonnaise in your hair. You do it. Yeah, but I want to see it. There’s another connection, but I won’t go there either. Really? Cass used to pull on my hair when she was younger and it always felt like she was about to rip a chunk out. She might look small and non-threatening, but she is evil. Oh. People do that a lot. Change their appearance after a breakup to start fresh. Basically. I don’t like shaving though. I think I look better with the facial hair. If you don’t want to show me then that’s fine. Don’t worry about it, sunshine.

Fine, Sam. You can do both. But don’t blame me if I’m not so enthusiastic when it comes to the hug. I’ve been hugged one too many times since I’ve come back to Rose Valley. Hugs are slowly suffocating me to death. Are you looking for cuddles then? You should know I don’t do those.

[s-dawley]

That you are. Maybe. But you have to take into consideration the fact that I'm not playing anymore. Would you be able to deal with it then? If I had my games at college and you had to attend each and every single one of them? On that subject, has she mentioned anything to you? Isaac told me they are basically friends with benefits, but I just- that sort of thing never ends well. I don't want Esther hurting herself again. Soccer is a great sport, the World Cup was really exciting. Haha, I wish... No, just kidding. I'm totally kidding. I'm not funny, am I? If that ever happened, which I highly doubt at the moment seeing as how much of a lazy ass you've become, I would be more than a little turned on. Just like you are whenever I get home after a run. Why would I put mayonnaise in my hair? Hell no. Sorry, babe, but that's not gonna happen. Penny did more of little tugs than actually pulling. I guess it was very entertaining for her, but it never really bothered me. Cass is an angel, stop bad mouthing your sister. Yeah. They do, that's true. I don't know if it works, it didn't really work for me. You look amazing either way, Aus, and you should just accept that to yourself. No, it's just- when I said I'm not proud of seventeen years old me, I really meant it. Any aspect involving that me tends to irk me a lot. But I can show you a picture, yes.

Are you saying a hug from me is not better than anyone else's hug? How very dare you? You live for my hugs, I give the best hugs and you adore them. You've cuddled with me before, which makes you a liar. But no, I'm not looking for cuddles. Come here. [Sam tugs at Austin's shirt, pulling the boy closer. His free hand goes to Austin's neck and he smiles before leaning down and kissing the younger boy.]

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Liam Payne shoots hoops outside MetLife stadium in East Rutherford, NJ - August 4th, 2014

[the-christopherwoods-blog]

Shutting me up like a true old man, Gramps. Good job!

It was, yeah. It didn’t stop me from going to the court to play with my teammates, though. We hit the park for pick up games a lot.I know, yeah, but I’ve been drinking more protein shakes so maybe that’ll help. Dude, do I look like the type to opt for the unhealthy option? No way in hell. Oh, that’s perfect! Lucky you, man. That’s good! Does that mean I’ll be seeing her around on campus?

[s-dawley]

Shut up, Woods. Go shoot hoops, will ya?

It's not the same, though. It's not as thrilling as being in an actual game and people rooting and cheering. I really miss that part, it's probably the greatest part of playing. Maybe, but don't count on it. Why do you want to get more muscles, though? No, you don't. But then again, I have no idea how easily seduced by the idea you could be, so don't blame me for being a bit worried. It really is. Perks of being an only child. I mean, for another six months. Probably. yes.

[the-christopherwoods-blog]

Age doesn’t define wisdom. Old people say that to justify themselves or make themselves feel good. C’mon, everyone knows that.

Not the whole summer, no. We ended practices in July. August is our dead period, so it’s basically a small break until September. I’ve been hitting the gym a lot more, though. Need to get some more muscle on these arms of mine. That’s good to hear. Must be a pain in the ass to deal with bills and more adult stuff. You’re probably already used to it, though. How’s Penny doing? Good, I’m hoping?

[s-dawley]

Shush, Kid.

Oh, right. Still, an entire month without practice is hell for a jock. I would know that. You do know you have an specific body type and therefore you won't be able to get more muscle unless you go for the unhealthy ways, which I highly discourage. It is. I mean, to be honest? I'm not the one paying for my bills, my dad is. She's great, yes! She's around, I just have to go pick her up at Austin's brother's. 

[mel-lambert]

Oh, that’s a shame, but siblings love each other no matter what — or, usually they do — and so do parents so I’m sure they don’t really mind that much. Does she go to the school then? No, I know they do. But I’m a bit of a hassle sometimes so I can understand if they’d be frustrated with me - especially with these past two years. You don’t even know me or them so you can’t really say that for sure, but I’d like to hope they think that. That sounds great. Are you visiting anyone in particular while you’re here or doing something that needed to be done?

Nice to meet you, Samuel. I’m Melanie, but you can call me Mel.

[s-dawley]

That's true. Or at least I think it is, since I don't have siblings. But about the parents thing, I can definitely agree. Still, it doesn't change the fact that she was a - and still was - a freaking hurricane. She does. Name's Esther, she's going to be a senior when classes come back. Right. Sorry about that. I tend to assume things about people based on personal experience. It's actually a funny story, if you're interested on hearing it.

You can call me Sam, by the way. Only two people ever call me Samuel. That's a lovely name.

[the-christopherwoods-blog]

You’re just saying that to make yourself feel better, Gramps.

I’ve been good, man. I’m just waiting for basketball practices to start again. What about you? How’s the West Coast treating you?

[s-dawley]

Please. Ask anyone that and they will say the same, Kid. 

Predictable. Bet you've been waiting the whole summer for them to start. I'm good, yeah. It's been treating me just fine. I've been a busy with house stuff and baby stuff and making sure Austin gets out of the house for at least five minutes to get some vitamin D, but other than that it's all peachy.

[austin-rickards]

Jocks. I’m surrounded by them. Everyone has to deal with sweat, Sam. It’s a natural body thing that your brain makes you do to cool you off. It’s good, I promise. So you say, but just wait until it happens to you. Of course you do, but I don’t see it now, do I? Did she pull on it or something? Was that why you cut it? Honestly, you probably do look like a kid with it all curly and grown out, but so do I when I actually bother to shave so it’s not that big of a deal. Oh, come on. Not even one picture?

You lack imagination. Kissing doesn’t also require a hug. You just have to figure out where exactly to put your hands.

[s-dawley]

Deal with it, sugar. Sports were once my other half - I had a very intense relationship with the football ball. I know what sweat is, Austin, please. I just look dumb. It doesn't mean it's not a bit nasty. I mean, when it's because of sex it's actually not that bad, but all in all it's a bit disgusting. You can put mayonnaise in my hair, if you want, and we will test your theory. It doesn't mean it's not there, just because you can't see it. There a connection with religion right here, but I'm not about to go there. Nope. I mean, she did, but it didn't really bother me. It was actually quite amusing. I- I actually cut it after Christine left. She was always a fan of the curls, so. I thought it would help. It didn't, it still hurt like a motherfucker, but after a while it actually made me feel better. So you look like a kid once every couple of weeks. Do you really want to see? I mean, it's not exactly my most flattering look.

What if I want to kiss you and hug you at the same time? I don't lack imagination, I'm sure I can find other places to put my hands on, but that's not really what I'm looking for right now.

[mel-lambert]

Her parents must have been really happy about that one then. I think mine would be much happier if they didn’t have to worry about me as much as they did and still do. At least yours isn’t so bad, right? That seems like a long way to travel for just a visit. I’d probably stay awhile if that were the case, but there’s not much to do here that would keep my interest for long.

[s-dawley]

Eh, they were, but to compensate her older sister was a nightmare - still is, by the way. You might get to know her, eventually, or at least hear about her. Oh, don't say that. They are your parents, they definitely love you. Regardless of whatever you might've done as a child or still does, you're probably the thing they are most proud of. Nah, she really isn't. I know, but it's alright, I don't mind the flight, and yes, I'm staying for ten days, a couple of weeks tops. So it's not that much of a bother.

I'm Samuel, by the way. You are?

[austin-rickards]

It’s not like you’re bald, Sam. You’d still have to keep it in your short hair for a while so you’d still feel the nastiness of it dripping down your head. You had curly hair though? When? And why haven’t I seen pictures of it?

Maybe. But it’ll most likely be one or the other so choose wisely.

[s-dawley]

Look, I'm a jock. Or was a jock. I'm used to nasty things dripping down my head. No pun intended, I meant sweat. Sweat is nasty and I usually sweat like a pig when I'm exercising, so I wouldn't be as bothered by it as you say you'd be. Well, techinically I still have curly hair, I just have to let it grow, which I did when I was sixteen. I only got a haircut after Penny was born. Then I was too lazy to let it grow and I was told I look like a kid. Probably because I hid the evidence.

If I can only have one does that mean I will have to kiss you and keep my hands behind my back?

[austin-rickards]

That’s because I’m thinking about it in my hair instead of on a sandwhich. You wouldn’t sound too fond of it either if it were you.

If you go then you don’t get a hello kiss or a hug or anything else you might want. You’ll just get me laughing. At you and your sappiness. In case that wasn’t already clear.

[s-dawley]

Considering I don't really have much hair, I don't think I would mind all that much. I would, if I still had curly hair, but that's not the case anymore.

If I stay I can get a hello kiss and a hug, then?

[serena-howlett-blog]

I never said it was nice thought. It’s just a prediction, but then again I’m no psychic. Hell no. Why would I have a baby at seventeen? I can barely take care of myself alone. Ah, a classic! That’s surprisingly very adorable. 

[s-dawley]

You can always, you know, use a condom when you're having sex. Or go into birth control. Those are very important things to do, I'm sure you learned that in sex ed. I had a baby at seventeen. I mean, I was eighteen when she was born, but my girlfriend go pregnant at seventeen. Granted, she wasn't planned, but you know. It's possible. Do you think so? Thanks! I'm a Beatles enthusiast.