Bleak Narrative

Jack

[s-ixx]

Ewan ko na.

[pup-purgatory]

[s-ixx]

Anong side quest pa ba kelangan kong gawin para makausad?

[remanence-of-love]

[s-ixx]

[s-ixx]

Ever since na-receive ko yung message nya at exactly 6am, 9am ko na rin kasi nabasa at nakapag reply non, my body has conditioned itself to wake up at 5am na. It's like my brain is telling me na need ko magising ng ganung oras or else hindi ko sya maaabutan. Parang stress response ng katawan ko dahil sa nangyari nung araw na yon. I can't sleep properly kahit pagod ako tumakbo o mag gym. yung katawan ko na mismo yung alarm clock ko. It's so hard waking up every single day w this heavy feeling. Hindi biro mag yearn, masakit.

[mournfulroses]

Anton Chekhov, from a letter to Olga Knipper-Chekhova featured in The Selected Letters of Anton Chekhov

[silent-insanities]

I still whisper your name to the stars.

[masterofpuppetsuniverse]

[s-ixx]

I miss you.

[oncce-againn]

missing you comes in waves and tonight I am drowning

[s-ixx]

I'm still thinking abt that year end party last yr. Mayonnaise started playing, we were just there holding hands. Jumping and jamming along to their songs. Tinugtog nila yung Pag Lasing Dun Ka Lang Malambing, and it took me back to all those time we spent drinking together w our friends. Kinakanta mo yun sakin kapag pinapaalala mo gano ako ka-clingy pag umiinom tayo eh. Tapos tinugtog na nila yung Tayo Na Lang Dalawa, I remember feeling every bit of that song and I knew u felt it too. I remember us holding onto each other tighter. isa to sa memories natin na 'di ko makakalimutan.

[s-ixx]

First thing I do when I wake up is think of u. Miss na kita.

[versesofourhearts]

-versesofourhearts

[letsmakepoppunkgreatagain]

Grayscale - Dance With Your Ghost

[letsmakepoppunkgreatagain]

The Maine - i think about you all the time

[remanence-of-love]

[tenderlypressed]