slow burn

“What’s yours will find its way back to you.”

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Tss di na akoooo makatulog kainis

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:'<

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Tss di na akoooo makatulog kainis

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📷 snaps from last week ✨️

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ud: we're out from the hospital 2 days ago, thank god kasi friday afternoon nakapagdischarge na kami before my duty, i was shocked na naka 50k rin bill namin for almost 3 days, ang mahal magkasakit sa pinas tangina.

sobrang nakakapagod rin physically, mentally, and emotionally, wala pa akong maayos na tulog for days, office to hospital to bahay yung byahe ko, take note sa mckinley kami naka-onsite so, mejo ang hirap ng byahe from us.

as a person na hindi marunong mamalengke bumili na lang ako ng mga dadalhin na pagkain sa hospital pero ganon pala yung feeling na hindi ka makakain kapag hindi mo rin gusto yung ambiance, it feels dull :< , may mga food hospital na nasayang js because masarap siya tignan pero feel ko busog pa ako and ayaw kainin ni Mama

thank god, its over and we're safe thats important

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

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Nalulungkot talaga ako at the same time may mga pagkakataon na parang may bagay na kulang at di ko maramdaman tapos ako palagi nagaadjust and para sakin di kasi sukatan yung pera na kaya mong iprovide sa mga bagay na kailangan ko physically at emotionally.

Pakiramdam ko may kulang kahit alam ko na mahal naman ako.

[food-in-the-morning]

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antooooook na antok me kasi di ako nakatulog ng maayos sa hospital kagabi tapos wala pa kaming kape sa bahay huhu

[8nin]

I want to be your favorite place to go when you’ve had a bad day or good day.

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"huwag kang umiyak" sa ngayon eto lang yung gusto ko marinig

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Naiiyak na ako huhu nakakastress kasi start ng training namin for work tapos umabsent pa ako on the first day huhu and nasa terms rin namin na dapat less yung absences, so hindi ko alam kung ano mangyayari huhu

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no one ever told us that some of the hardest cries happen in the quiet corners, they witness us wiping away our tears in silence, taking a deep breath, and standing up again as if nothing happened. But through it all, we keep going. And yes, we are brave enough to do that.

i js hope this will be over.

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seeing myself arranging all the papers that we need for admission, signing not just one documents, looking for money, and seeing my younger sister who forced herself not to cry, worrying about work training that ill missed.

i don't even know what to think first. Ang alam ko lang is to be brave, stay calm and do things you are supposed to do.

Ang hirap rin kasi you set aside your emotions para lang they can see and feel na kaya mo so, they don't have to worry about u but i have no idea how this works

all i need to know, right now is, everything happens for a reason

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no one ever told us that some of the hardest cries happen in the quiet corners, they witness us wiping away our tears in silence, taking a deep breath, and standing up again as if nothing happened. But through it all, we keep going. And yes, we are brave enough to do that.

i js hope this will be over.

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mag24hrs na akong gising di pa rin ako inaantok?!

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akala ko pasig lang ako bakittt biglang taguig na aaaaaaaaa

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idk man this is my first time living too

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Kahit saan atang work basta first day laging kabado, you'll get to meet new people, letting the experience teach u, humbling yourself hundred times, having the "first impression, last", and some sort of things u tend to overthink bc it's me.

it's my first day of work

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out na ako mga pre, wala pa pala akong account pang time in hayup haha