can't recover

i do not promote anything, tw feel free to message me sw: 71.3 lw: 57.3 cw: 62.0

[s-soontobeskinny]

Okay but like if you're five four and 60 something kilos that's just not as urgent as someone who's 5'7 and 30 something kilos? Like yeah you're still sick but you can't blame people for not noticing when you're normal/overweight and other people are literally life threateningly underweight and have significant health issues because of their ed like it's a scale and there's a more urgent end than the one you're on

i don't think that i have ever blamed people for not noticing so what is your point

[alexander-suzy]

Motivation

[xvi-i-mm]

[dietcokeandbones]

When the skinny girl develops an eating disorder, she gets hospitalized. But when the fat girl develops an eating disorder she gets congratulated on her amazing weight loss. And that’s fucked up to me.

(via averagefatdemon)

[alexander-suzy]

Motivation

[sweetskeletal]

I am made of tea

[ilovelisabetch]

[s-soontobeskinny]

Hi darling! I hope you're doing good anyways i'm here to tell you that you WILL be skinny i promise, just don't be so hard on yourself. Stay safe! xx

thanks!! x

[s-soontobeskinny]

How tall are you lovely?

tbh i'm not 100% sure but i'm about 163 cm/5"4(?)

[s-soontobeskinny]

woke up 0.5kg lighter than yesterday!!

[too-fat-to-be-pretty]

Losing weight, Gaining weight.  Eating, not eating. This is controlling my life. And everytime I’m gaining weight I feel like I don’t deserve to be alive.

(via too-fat-to-be-pretty)

[s-soontobeskinny]

What not to say to someone with an eating disorder: You don't look like you have an eating disorder.

[delicatefaerie]

[s-soontobeskinny]

added my sw and lw back to my profile and i'm so embarrased about being that fucking heavy last year

[tiny-aesthetic]

If you’re scrolling through the thinspo tag right now,

and you haven’t ever skipped a meal or ‘purged’ in your life; Get out. Get out now before its too late and don’t look back. There is a warning when you type thinspo in your search bar for a reason.

You think you can’t be triggered? You think you can just see the pretty thin girls and eat right and exercise? I thought that too. And then I started skipping lunch. And then I cut out snacks. Not just healthy snacks, all snacks. And then I started skipping breakfast. I told myself I was fine. I’d seen the warning and I wouldn’t be triggered. You will. Please, please get out. 

Be healthy. Eat right and exercise. Look at fitspo. Don’t fall down this hole. Please don’t do it. You’ll never get out again. 

For those of you in just as deep as me; my inbox is always open. 

[s-soontobeskinny]

I'm going to see my great grand-father on Thursday and he is the one who triggered me to develop an ED a year ago. He said "--- is definitely not as slim anymore" and it just messed with my head so much...

[brokenbeatxndscarred-deactivate]

Something I've realised about eating disorders

No one gives a fuck about you or your eating disorder unless you’re frail and look like you’re dying. Millions of men and women sufferi from ednos, bulimia, binge eating and even anorexia go unnoticed because they don’t “look sick” This is why none of us get help. Because we all feel like we’ll get looked down upon for saying “hey I have an eating disorder” if we don’t look the part. We feel embarrassed to be getting help because we feel like if we aren’t on the edge of death then we’re healthy. Even though we know in our hearts that we aren’t healthy and that we are struggling, our minds, because of society, force us to believe that we shouldn’t recover because we don’t have it as bad as someone else.