[s0llarism]

lost in the pessimistic state of perception

[s0llarism]

[s0llarism]

you could be the one.

[s0llarism]

[s0llarism]

[almisu]

[s0llarism]

does my ability to feel so deeply about everything scare you ?

[s0llarism]

[naprasno]

[iamheavymeta-lll]

[s0llarism]

sometimes I wish I was normal, but how boring would life be. or is it fear keeping me from believing it would be better that way. I’ve been the crazy problematic daughter for so long. I don’t see myself as anyone else, as anything else.

in some future there very much is a possibility of me walking In this same flesh. but evolving inside drastically to the point where I no longer am the same. but I always resort back to my old ways.

whenever I’m ready to fully shed what I bound myself to be. I can’t wait to plant the seed and turn a new leaf. start a new life. somewhere surrounded by trees. where I could just be. crazy. and just me. peacefully.

[s0llarism]

[s0llarism]

turn me into a poison tree

[s0llarism]

[s0llarism]

[s0llarism]

[s0llarism]