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My head hurts. Wearing glasses is weird because sometimes it's more comfortable to not wear them but not wearing them also makes my head hurt

#sometimes I wish I have normal vision

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I'm thinking of learning how to sculpt. I want to make figurines of Lulu and Ene. I wonder if I should get modeling clay first to practice before I get air dry clay.

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Once I learn how to sculpt it's gonna be "commission open! Chibi sculpture of your OCs for the low low price of 50usd, shipping not included. Local only."

Then immediately regret it lol.

#i don't think i'll ever do that. i dunno how delivery of goods work but it sounds like a hassle #also. 50 usd is like... 1/4 of a minimum wage worker's monthly salary. i don't think people would risk that amount of money just for a chibi

I'm thinking of learning how to sculpt. I want to make figurines of Lulu and Ene. I wonder if I should get modeling clay first to practice before I get air dry clay.

#it's not gonna be anything complicated. just a chibi #it's a bit sad to use modeling clay tho. i wanna keep my creations even if they're ugly #but we gotta go for the reusable stuff to practice. i bet using air dry clay will be expensive

It's kinda weird that they're calling the 18 marines who claim to have handled the delivery of the flood control money to certain individuals, "the brave 18." Pretty sure the brave thing to do is to report the corruption as it was happening. If they did that we wouldn't be discussing this shit today.

#Imagine helping rich people pocket the country's money and getting praised for coming out that you did that shit lol #multiple floodings happened. floods that could have been less severe or avoided all together if the flood control money was used properly #they could have come out after seeing any of those floods in the news #i dunno why they came out but i doubt it's because they felt guilty about it

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Me, when people have an understanding about a show or a character that doesn't match with mine:

That's not how it is!! (Self doubt: maybe it is and I'm an idiot)

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Saw someone say that Ging said he'd make finding him difficult and therefore how he met Gon is disappointing (I agree) but it's not like Ging planned to run away forever.

Gon was gonna find Ging after Greed Island. Unfortunately, Ging is also a loser who can't handle people so he told his buddies that if Gon is gonna use the Accompany card, send him to Kite.

#how can you say you rewatched this shit 5 times and still not understand surface level things pls #“why did gon want to find his dad but not want to learn about his mom?” i don't know. rewatch it a sixth time maybe you'll finally find out #it's not like gon kept his reason a secret

Me, when people have an understanding about a show or a character that doesn't match with mine:

That's not how it is!! (Self doubt: maybe it is and I'm an idiot)

#Gon didn't look for Ging because he wanted a dad. like we all assumed that because duh? why else would he? but that's not his reason #like... in the 1999 version at least he said that he wanted to be a hunter to understand why Ging chose his profession over his son #and then i think he wanted to look for Ging because of Ging's hide and seek challenge #it had nothing to do with wanting a dad #as to why gon didn't want to know about his mom...#well.. uh.. Lulu (oc dearest) before i landed on her most current version also didn't want to know anything about her real parents #her reason was it's disrespectful to the people who are there for her look to for someone who wasn't there anymore #i'm not saying that gon is the same but like... to frame his choice to not learn anything about his mom as him valuing his dad more is a bit #anyway. the kid doesn't really see his dad as a dad and he doesn't wanna learn about his mom because he already has a mom #i think the kid only sees mito as his parent

Whether its a gay, lesbian or a straight couple, whenever I find out that an internet personality I'm watching is actually married or engaged my immediate response is to mentally clap and say, "congratulations!" I think it's silly XD

#i do it with random people too.#saw a tarp along the road announcing the upcoming marriage of a couple (i dunno why they put that there lol are random strangers invited?)#and I said out loud “oh. congratulations.”#XD #i dunno. good for them. happy for them

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I think Lorcan is such a cute name. I need a character named Lorcan.

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I'm thinking of making Lorcan a minor character in Ene's story. One of the godhands of a rival/allied country. His family's blessing is water. He is Ene's age and he likes to flirt with girls. He's just a silly kid.

Sera hates him because he flirted with Hermona, Sera's future sister-in-law, and then with Foehn, Sera's commanding officer.

I kinda want there to be an incident where Lorcan is on a diplomatic visit in Sera's country, he meets Lulu somehow and she just became his brand new crush. Sera is, again, pissed about it (why can't the little shit target someone Sera doesn't know?) Ene doesn't know if he should feel mad on Lulu's behalf or pity Lorcan and Lulu is just weirded out and amused.

Why is Lorcan the way he is? Hmm. I don't want a tragic backstory for him. He has a strong mom, a bunch of nosy big sisters, and a general aunt who raised him. He just wants a strong partner like his family.

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The other option for Lorcan's bestie's background is that he is Lorcan's bodyguard. I mean, Lorcan is a godhand and just like Sera he is revered by commoners, limiting his chance of making friends. Since Lorcan is that country's youngest godhand and the number of possible peers close to his age is a grand total of zero, Lorcan's eldest sister decided to "hire" a child who can serve as both Lorcan's friend and protector.

His bestie is 2 years older than him. He is an ordinary human. He is one of the best marksmen in the story.

#making a character for the other countries solidifies my need to create more history and scenes. maybe even arcs.#to make this set of character more alive.#ahhhh #but lorcan will be cute! it will be worth it!

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I think Lorcan is such a cute name. I need a character named Lorcan.

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I'm thinking of making Lorcan a minor character in Ene's story. One of the godhands of a rival/allied country. His family's blessing is water. He is Ene's age and he likes to flirt with girls. He's just a silly kid.

Sera hates him because he flirted with Hermona, Sera's future sister-in-law, and then with Foehn, Sera's commanding officer.

I kinda want there to be an incident where Lorcan is on a diplomatic visit in Sera's country, he meets Lulu somehow and she just became his brand new crush. Sera is, again, pissed about it (why can't the little shit target someone Sera doesn't know?) Ene doesn't know if he should feel mad on Lulu's behalf or pity Lorcan and Lulu is just weirded out and amused.

Why is Lorcan the way he is? Hmm. I don't want a tragic backstory for him. He has a strong mom, a bunch of nosy big sisters, and a general aunt who raised him. He just wants a strong partner like his family.

#i wanna give him a bestie named Setanta because setanta is also a cute name.#his bestie is either gonna be named setanta or setsuna. if Lorcan is hyper his bestie is cool and calm. he will either be a normal guy #who is really good at using a weapon or hand to hand. or he will be an earth user #he stops Lorcan from enthusiastically selling the idea of marriage to random girls #like... lorcan is childish but he can be intense and the only person who can cut the tension is his bestie #who got so exposed to that intensity he just became immune to it.

I want to plant bougainvillea but my dad said it's gonna be too big and eat up the parking space

#it's so pretty tho and it's one of those few plant that will thrive in my country #i think I wanna go to school to study one of the most undervalued sectors of this fucking country: agriculture #omg i feel like Ene is influencing me XD #but my mom is a graduate of agricultural engineering so I want to say that i got it from her #even if i never saw her practice that profession XD #but she had connections in her old job and they actually were still asking her if she wants to come back a few years ago #i could have studied agriculture! i could have gotten that nepo treatment!!#sadly no agriculture course near me #there was educ and it was fun! i don't wanna teach tho #and now i wanna go back and be a part of a more underpaid sector damn.#i wish i was more interested with Lulu's shit. at least that way I would have wanted to be a doctor #omg i want it enough that i followed our agriculture committee senator and government run pages for agriculture in facebook #i pretty much only visit those places to see updates from them

Seeing some response about that whole teacher thing I posted, you guys' teachers are weird.

#i've had asshole teachers and they have threatened to fail us students too but they can't because... the grading system #going out of your way to fail kids just because you dislike them or whatever is seriously more trouble than it's worth.#i mean. the dedication... i'm almost impressed if it isn't so miserable that adults are beefing with some kid #as for the university level. i dunno. covid happened. i dunno what kinds of teachers I could have met #but in my experience every teacher has a consultation time. you can visit them during those times if you have questions or late assignments #you want to pass etc #my university teachers were nice because when the class is struggling they will ask what time we're vacant #and have a... remedial study? i think the only time we needed the remedial study is for English. like for parsing of sentences. it was fun #the other remedial lesson we had with other subjects tho is due to days long class cancelation because of typhoons #man I'm making sound like our education system is good XD #i don't know if it's good or bad. i enjoyed it for the most part tho

I think Lorcan is such a cute name. I need a character named Lorcan.

#i wannnnnttt #short king. long blue hair. a menace

I suck at colors so I just used color schemes to pick my character's colors

Lulu is analogous (yellow, green, blue)

Ene is split complementary (green, blue, orange)

Sera is triadic (red, blue, yellow)

It'll change at some point but for the most part these are their color schemes

#lulu. for some reason doesn't look good in purple. in theory she should #she has a long blond hair and purple is the complementary color of yellow #but lulu doesn't look good in purple #at some point ene will take yellow so i guess he'll get analogous color scheme?#lulu will go monochromatic #sera... i dunno yet. maybe he won't change

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I don't understand how people can say that their teachers failed them. Like... Teachers don't pull those numbers out of their ass, that's based on the students' scores in their exams and performance. The only way a teacher can bring your score down (that I know of) is by assigning so much subjective shit they could grade you in (like art, essays etc) and failing you in them. Even that is difficult to do, I think, because teachers do give their students criteria to meet for activities like that. It's difficult to single out one student to fail.

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Oh by "fail" I mean... Deliberately not let you pass? Sometimes I see this sentiment students have that their teacher is out to make them suffer or their teacher hates them which is why the teacher gave them a failing grade. It's difficult to tamper with a student's grade because their grade is just their tests and performance tasks scores' average, simply put. If you weren't failing class in the first place your teacher wouldn't have the ability to fail you. If the teacher really hates you they'd just let you pass to the next grade so they wouldn't have to deal with you anymore.

Hey. I noticed you deleted the reblog of your teacher post. You ok?

Yeah? Honestly I don't even remember what I said in the reblog anymore.

#i just feel kinda stupid when I see students complain about stuff. they're probably just venting #but they sound so stupid i'm sorry T^T #I see some kid say that “we need a high grade to pass” and that's just wrong #they need a passing grade to pass. if they want to chase a high grade that's their choice but they don't need it #and i'm stupid for reacting to some random kid I saw in the comments section #i mean... i guess it's good that students now strive to get higher grades?#but like... how could you complain about not knowing how to write a proper paragraph and also argue for the use of chatgpt?#... it's my mistake for scrolling through TikTok. i'm sorry. i'll stop.

I don't understand how people can say that their teachers failed them. Like... Teachers don't pull those numbers out of their ass, that's based on the students' scores in their exams and performance. The only way a teacher can bring your score down (that I know of) is by assigning so much subjective shit they could grade you in (like art, essays etc) and failing you in them. Even that is difficult to do, I think, because teachers do give their students criteria to meet for activities like that. It's difficult to single out one student to fail.

#my teachers (and I hated them for this because everyone did it) always explained the grading system at the first day of class #they always always told us to keep our works so if there's any issue with our grades we can present them receipts and they can correct it #the idea that a teacher will be able to single out one child to fail them sounds like more trouble than it's worth honestly #even activities that are subjective. like it's usually collaborative work and it's the leader of the group is the one grading you

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My bitter gourd baby

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What I want for my bitter gourd is something like this

And if possible there's gonna be either a table and chair under the bitter gourd so we can chill outside without the harsh sun baking us alive and maybe even draw

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Like this yeah

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