saint

he/him | gay | latinx | not a minor

[s4inthood]

I’m returning to tumblr after multiple years off it, be so kind to me

I am a generally mentally-ill person that likes electronic music, drag, and queer podcasts.

tw ed/weight stats

height: 5’1

lw: 113

hw: 136

cw: 124

gw: 105

I’ve been disordered for genuinely as long as I can remember. I’ve had orthorexia, anorexia, bullimia and BED and gone through bouts of recovery. currently I’m mostly bullimic and am starting to restrict more

[tuckedinbugw]

[eetoilexx]

getting my period feels like a failure

[mybonesarebutterflies]

IM SO GONNA LOCK IN THIS SUMMER

[s4inthood]

the only consistency I’ve ever had in my life is how bad I wanna die

[s4inthood]

why can i have a 26 inch waist and then still have fat fucking arms my weight distribution is so evil

[miwisdead]

i should stop doing 🍃 because it always ends up in a b!nge :/

[s4inthood]

when I was a kid my abuelita would tell me if I didn’t stop eating so much she would take me to the doctor and they would cut my stomach open and take the food out themselves. that sounds like my actual dream now lol

[s4inthood]

I wish there was like an implant that would count my calories for me and know exactly how much everything is

[catboy-bulldozer]

[s4inthood]

If I ever lose my gag reflex I’m ending it

[s4inthood]

the fact that this is a good day for me feels pathetic. at least it’s under 1000 but I need to get back the 500s

I’m going camping with some friends for a couple days soon so hopefully having limited access to food and forced activity will help 🤞🏼🤞🏼

[s4inthood]

camping update picssss 🥹 it’s not a hugeeee difference but it makes me happy 💔 I’ve eaten a little bit and had water today so I’m gonna actually weigh myself tmr

before:

after:

[s4inthood]

I hate being short. If I was the weight I am rn and like 5’7 I would look perfect

[s4inthood]

yeahhhh I hate myself ♥️♥️♥️ I purged after every meal I had today so at least I have that

[s4inthood]

I need more nic so bad it’s such a good appetite suppressant •_•

[ftttttash]

AHHHHHHHH

[s4inthood]

the fact that this is a good day for me feels pathetic. at least it’s under 1000 but I need to get back the 500s

I’m going camping with some friends for a couple days soon so hopefully having limited access to food and forced activity will help 🤞🏼🤞🏼