TEMPORARILY ON SEMI-HIATUS

Małgorzata (Margaret), 28, Poland. Cat lover, owner of one black furball. This is not a spoilerfree blog, however I always tag 'spoilers' when I post something that requires it. multifandom blog, right now I post mostly Doctor Who (classic and new), Game of Thrones, Bones, Castle, New Girl, Supernatural, The Beatles sometimes appear too, so do the X-files and LOST. Proud member of DWFO Check us out, we're awesome! :)

[goska]

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[goska]

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[nessa007]

i relate to this deeply

[goska]

I feel you, things get super frustrating and you probably blame yourself way too much. It took me a long time as well to get my first kiss and first relationship. Things get better and you will meet somebody out of nowhere. I am here for you if you want to talk to somebody who can relate. Stay strong, dear! ❤️

Thank you. Your support means a lot to me. Just wish there was a magic spell to make it all alright. Some days are okay, but then there are those that I feel..well..worthless as stupid as it sounds even to my ears. On one hand, rationally, I know I'm worth something and I can manage...then comes a day when it's the exact opposite and the emotions get the upper hand.

thank you for reaching out!

[goska]

Light up buddy, even in a relationship, your happiness depends on you and you alone, otherwise what can you bring to the table? You are not pathetic for not finding someone, we all do it at different times, find the pleasure in being alone and do whatever you feel like, this may sound hardsh but really, along with personal growth, your path crosses along people who think and feel like you 😊, shine on!

Thank you, I'm trying to do that but there are days that just feel too much. I'm hanging on to a hope that it will all be okay. I live my life as best as I can on my own but I feel that something is missing.

[goska]

You’re not inadequate!!!! I’m so sorry that you’ve been feeling like crap, but you are not crap!!!! You’re a great person who deserves love and support!!! You’ve just been unlucky in love is all, you’ll be with someone someday!!!

Well it's been tough these past couple of years. I'm trying not to give up though. Thank you!

[goska]

HOW INADEQUATE CAN I BE?! 

28 y.o and never.. fuckin NEVER in my life been in a relationship.

no one wants me,

and when I RARELY try to reach out i get smashed down like a fuckin bug and hurt.

honestly..I haven’t even had a real kiss.. like how LAME am I.

I keep longing for closeness, for being important to somebody and to have somebody important to me and I get an empty house.

I just.. can’t take it anymore.

I can’t live alone.

Just...

I don’t even know what I’m doing wrong or why this is happening.

I am a nice person, really... 

also the unrequited love of my life got married last weekend....so life’s just peachy.

[catsbeaversandducks]

Photos by Janet Currey - Via RSPB North West England

[trapperez]

“Blackpool Council can suck my beak..”

[deckertar]

We’ll be okay.

[lucifergifs]

Deckerstar + kisses

[iltempiodelrandom]

Just binge watched #lucifer

Can i say it?

CAN I?

After a year of Twitter battle, so much love for the actors and a lot (and I mean, A LOT) of fanfictions read in every foreign language that I know….

I. REALLY. LOVED. THIS. SEASON. 

So much WOW, some WTF and a strong YES.

AH, of course I want a new season. (IFYOUKNOWHATIMEAN)

[theemotionmachine]

[goska]

i’ve just found out a guy i love is getting married.

i just wanna crawl up and not exist.

[goska]

I can’t believe it’s ALMOST a year since the latest episode of Lucifer :o

[depressionhope]

:D

[goska]

Could someone please make a Deckerstar video to “Can you feel the love tonight” ?? (Disney)

I mean.. it could be cute?

I am no vidder myself anymroe so... PLEAASE?

The sweet caress of twilight There's magic everywhere And with all this romantic atmosphere Disaster's in the airCan you feel the love tonight The peace the evening brings The world for once in perfect harmony With all its living thingsSo many things to tell her But how to make her see The truth about my past, impossible She'd turn away from meHe's holding back, he's hiding But what, I can't decide Why won't he be the king I know he is? The king I see inside?Can you feel the love tonight? The peace the evening brings The world, for once, in perfect harmony With all its living thingsCan you feel the love tonight? You needn't look too far Stealing through the night's uncertainties Love is where they areAnd if he falls in love tonight It can be assumed His carefree days with us are history In short, our pal is doomed

[goska]

Ah, there's nothing like waking up on Xmas Eve, wanting to cry myself back to sleep, wanting to die, and with an actual pain in the heart.