- having irregular sleep schedules (may or may not be caused by the ff: anxiety, depression, cramming, waking up just to write about thoughts, binging tv series with brothers, drawing)
- either replying really fast or taking a week to reply, there is no in between
- big feet and I have to juggle between sizes 8 - 9
- not going to do something because it might mildly inconvenience the other person (like needing help in class but staying quiet instead like a dumbass)
- high levels of anxiety when turning on the stove at home bc it might burst into flames and engulf me
- high levels of anxiety when plugging something into an electrical socket bc it might spark and ground me
- falling asleep easily on transportation
- falling asleep on trains while standing up
- motion sickness when riding taxis or cars
- never ever having the guts to try spicy food I’ve never heard of before
- having depressive episodes that last from hours to months and feeling random spikes of being happy?? in between
- Gustav Klimt enthusiasm
- possession of sketch books that have been around since 5 years ago just to do redraws
- draws the same damn OCs every time
- listens to Kali Uchis and Lorde on really bad days
- repeats Melodrama multiple times in a day yet still doesn’t know all the lyrics to all the songs
- Melodrama > Pure Heroine
- has been a sensitive melodramatic ass since birth, parents can confirm
- fighting people in my head
- wanting to buy knuckle rings but is afraid the metal detectors at the train stations will go off on them
- will have a bad image of you if you litter shit anywhere else but the garbage can
- will have a bad image of you if you spit on the street randomly
- English as a first language
- having a face so asymmetrical that if you half my face you will get two different looks (my eyebrows have different lengths, my right eye is bigger, my nose slants to the right, my jaw slants to the right, my ears are differently shaped, and even my hairline is a lopsided crow’s peak)
- having extra bones on the sides of my feet
- having a ring on my left hand given to me 10 years ago by my mom but everyone keeps asking if it’s from a boyfriend
- wanting to be goth/punk but even my friends do not support it
- having a long-ass name and being asked if I ever had difficulty during childhood in writing it
- being told that my name is really long and being asked the reason why
- actually likes all colors of the rainbow and those outside the rainbow but is really always associated with yellow bc it’s the most flattering color for my skin and hair
- being told that I’m pale
- fluctuating weight due to bad dietary habits and stress issues
- growing fat and then being told to lose weight
- losing weight and then being told to grow fat
- history of fainting due to anxiety, dysmenorrhea, heat stroke, or poor health
- losing sense of time at random moments and it feels like I’m outside my body?? idk haha what is this
- not knowing how to ride a bike bc I was scared every time I tried it
- never in a serious relationship before
- despite being 19 is still not allowed to have a relationship
- despite being 19 is still not allowed to go out and drink
- despite being 19 is still not allowed to work part time to help parents with their expenses on my tuition
- can express better through art than through words
- can feel more emotions through visual art than through words
- in need of constant validation bc I’m such an annoying and desperate dumb bitch :(
- never wants to tell a lie!! (does it in some cases to keep secrets and such)
- transient feelings if there’s a whopping amount of uncertainty
- does not get too excited when meeting a guy who ticks all the boxes for my ideal guy bc I don’t like idealizing people
- not being a sapiosexual bc I have been around a lot of intelligent people who are pretentious assholes and bullies
- personality > intelligence
- being able to read people easily while others are complaining that I am hard to read
- sometimes quiet when anxious, sometimes panicky
- first panic attack landed me in the hospital
- having a lot of things my friends don’t know about me bc I never felt it was important to bring them up or to be open about it
- crying when full of anger bc it’s so overwhelming
- avoiding being angry so I won’t have to cry like a bitch
- recovers slow from sicknesses (physical and mental)
- being constantly told how I almost DIED at five years old due to dengue fever
- feeling the spooks but not seeing them
- retelling stories bc I constantly forget that I already told those stories
- not remembering a lot of important things under stress
- being deathly scared I am going to have Alzheimer’s in the future :(
- looking like a snobby bitch when that is just my normal face
- friendzoning bc I mistakenly led people on when I thought they were just being polite
- slow when it comes to matters of the heart
- only believing someone likes me when I hear it directly from them
- feels guilt and shame when accidentally destroying friendships by friendzoning
- thinks about every? damn? thing???
- goes to the extremes to not be publicly humiliated and will sometimes cry out of shame even if it was done in jest
- fighting back tears when a friend cries
- believing that my personality was never my own and is just fragments from the environment and from observation being pieced together to form one cohesive sadass
- trusting easily at first but has a hard time trusting again when that trust is broken
- not being able to breathe when someone is angrily clacking the plates while washing
- BEING EASILY FRIGHTENED WHEN YELLED AT AND WILL GO INTO A PANIC ATTACK
- not holding grudges and not taking revenge on past bullies bc they were immature and changed now
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