PURE / BROKEN

POLLY  COOPER.

[brutalmade-blog]

SO  HOW  DO  YOU  FEEL  ABOUT      the  angry  girls  ?    adolescent  fingers  curled  to  fists ,    gentle  smiles  as  they  slip  poison  into  the  cups  of   ADULT   men  who  dare  to  touch  them  ?    daughters  born  into  crime  families  who  grow  up  to   FIGHT   back  the  only  way  they  know  how.    little  girls  born  in  terror  and  raised  to  hate  anything  they  feared.    a  broken   CHILD   under  a  violent  facade  who  would  slit  your  throat  if  you  caught  her  with  tears  in  her  eyes.    girls  who  never  make  it  to  their  thirties.    girls  who  never  learned  gentleness.    if   ANY   of  the  above  interests  you  then    LIKE  /  REBLOG    to  interact  with  valerie  smart ,    an   ORIGINAL  CHARACTER   created  by  andromeda

[brutalmade-blog]

SEMI - TO - FULL  HIATUS

THIS  ISNT  PERMANENT      but  if  u  wanna  unfollow  then  obv  u  can.    i  am  going  to  be  taking  a  few  weeks  break.    i  had  a  suicidal  breakdown  earlier  this  week  and  i  have  not  recovered  well.    im  working  through  some  things ,    some  trauma  and  issues.    i  appreciate   EVERY   kind  word  and  message  sent  but  im  finding  it  v  emotionally  overwhelming  to  reply  rn  so  i  will  get  there  eventually.    so  i  am  sliding  away  for  at  least  a  month.    i  should  be  back  on  the   FIRST  OF  JULY    but  who  knows.    i  will  be  around  and  posting  occasionally  but  i  will  mostly  be  absent.    feel  free  to  ask  for  my  ooc  contacts  or  if  u  know  them  then  hmu  bc  i  could  do  with  the  Friendship  and  support  rn.    this  is  a  v  complex  and  lonely  time  in  my  life  but  im  working  on  it  bc  i  want  to  get  back  to  projecting  as  much  love  and  kindness  as  i  can  into  the  world  and  writing  with  all  u  lovely  ppl.    this  has  been  a  huge  and  scary  step  to  accept  guidance  and  help  whilst  taking  some  time  for  me  so  pls  have  a  great  month  and  pls  be  patient  with  my  sporadic  activity  !! 

[brutalmade-blog]

SEMI - TO - FULL  HIATUS

THIS  ISNT  PERMANENT      but  if  u  wanna  unfollow  then  obv  u  can.    i  am  going  to  be  taking  a  few  weeks  break.    i  had  a  suicidal  breakdown  earlier  this  week  and  i  have  not  recovered  well.    im  working  through  some  things ,    some  trauma  and  issues.    i  appreciate   EVERY   kind  word  and  message  sent  but  im  finding  it  v  emotionally  overwhelming  to  reply  rn  so  i  will  get  there  eventually.    so  i  am  sliding  away  for  at  least  a  month.    i  should  be  back  on  the   FIRST  OF  JULY    but  who  knows.    i  will  be  around  and  posting  occasionally  but  i  will  mostly  be  absent.    feel  free  to  ask  for  my  ooc  contacts  or  if  u  know  them  then  hmu  bc  i  could  do  with  the  Friendship  and  support  rn.    this  is  a  v  complex  and  lonely  time  in  my  life  but  im  working  on  it  bc  i  want  to  get  back  to  projecting  as  much  love  and  kindness  as  i  can  into  the  world  and  writing  with  all  u  lovely  ppl.    this  has  been  a  huge  and  scary  step  to  accept  guidance  and  help  whilst  taking  some  time  for  me  so  pls  have  a  great  month  and  pls  be  patient  with  my  sporadic  activity  !! 

[brutalmade-blog]

SO  HOW  DO  YOU  FEEL  ABOUT      the  angry  girls  ?    adolescent  fingers  curled  to  fists ,    gentle  smiles  as  they  slip  poison  into  the  cups  of   ADULT   men  who  dare  to  touch  them  ?    daughters  born  into  crime  families  who  grow  up  to   FIGHT   back  the  only  way  they  know  how.    little  girls  born  in  terror  and  raised  to  hate  anything  they  feared.    a  broken   CHILD   under  a  violent  facade  who  would  slit  your  throat  if  you  caught  her  with  tears  in  her  eyes.    girls  who  never  make  it  to  their  thirties.    girls  who  never  learned  gentleness.    if   ANY   of  the  above  interests  you  then    LIKE  /  REBLOG    to  interact  with  valerie  smart ,    an   ORIGINAL  CHARACTER   created  by  andromeda

[lazarus-archived-deactivated201]

secretly dating aus might be my favourite aus

you look so hot but i can’t go near you with all these people around so i’m just going to send you dirty texts until we get an opportunity to leave without looking suspicious

we were snuggling in our underwear when my roommate came home early from vacation now you have to try and sneak down the fire escape while i distract them with really terrible small talk

we made the mutual decision to go to this party separately and when i arrived there was this asshole flirting with you and i’m trying not to make it obvious i’m seething with jealousy but it’s really difficult

we were fooling around in my car and you accidentally left your sexy underwear in the back seat which one of our friends finds just as we’re about to go on a really long, awkward roadtrip

my friend set me up on a blind date and i can’t really refuse because they think i’ve been single for ages so they think they’re doing me a favour and we have a massive fight about it that ends with us saying “i love you” for the first time

secretly dating aus give me life

[vixxen-deactivated20171020]

01.12 || 01.13

[saccharinescream-blog]

leagueremade:

                   ❝    you  don’t  LOOK  okay.    ❞    she    says  it  gently,    slowly  walking  to  the  other  girl  to  check  for  injuries.    not  even  touching  her,    she  can  see  the  bruises  all  along  the  girl’s  arms,    an  eye  Q U I C K L Y  turning  black,    &    damage  to  her  ribs,    judging  by  the  way  she’s  standing.    ❝    i  don’t  think  a  drink  is  the  best  idea,    especially  if  you  might  have  a  concussion.    ❞    she  looks  the  other  girl  over  once  more,    pursing  her  lips  before  speaking.    ❝    if  you  don’t  want  to  go  to  a  H O S P I T A L,    i  have  a  first  aid  kit  back  in  my  apartment,    it’s  only  a  few  blocks  away.    ❞

UNDER  THE  GENTLE  GAZE      of  the  older  girl ,    polly  gave  a  half - laugh ,    a  breathy  utterance  that  portrayed  only  the  smallest  section  of  her  deep  gratitude  towards  the  stranger’s  empathy.    moving  her  fingertips  to   BRUSH   the  light  locks  from  her  forehead  back  into  the  careful  cascade  down  her  back ,    polly  gave  a  sharp  breath  as  the  gesture  shifted   HER   ribcage.    ❝    i  think ,    my  head  is  fine.    my  ribs  not  so  much.    ❞    a  kind  of  guilt  flooded  her  at  the  idea  of  taking  up  too  much  of  this  girl’s  precious  time  in  acceptance  of  that  offer ,    and  yet  she   FOUND   herself  reluctant  to  leave  her  company.    polly  feared  the  loneliness  of  the  night  and  the  demons  that  lurked  in  its  shadows.    ❝    please ,    if  it  wouldn’t  be  too  much  bother  to   YOU   ?    ❞

[doubtfaith-blog]

MY  LITTLE  SISTER  HAS  BEEN  RUSHED  INTO  HOSPITAL       with  crippling  pains  in  her  abdomen  which  have  been  building  over  the  past  couple  of  days  and  now  she  cant  stand  and  cries  constantly  and  they  dont  know  whats  wrong.  im  v  freaked  out  rn.    ive  started  watching  sense8  and  it’s  Amaze  and  im  watching  episode  two  now  to  calm  myself  down.    i  dont  wanna  make  a  nuisance  of  myself  or  get  in  the  way  so  im  trying  to  stay  Calm  until  im  allowed  to  go  visit  her  and  ready  myself  to  have  to  deal  with  my  mum.    but  if  u  could  keep  my  sister  in  ur   THOUGHTS  OR  PRAYERS   that  would  be  so  incredible  and  lovely  bc  im  v  worried  and  i  am  trying  to  stop  myself  crying  bc  im  so  scared.    and  my  sister  never  cries  and  it’s  agony  to  see  her  in  such  pain.    i  wont  be  writing  much  if  at  all  until  my  head  is  back  in  a  functioning  mindset  so  pls  be   patient.     i  will  be  around  ooc  tho.   to  distract  myself.

[saccharinescream-blog]

leagueremade:

                   ❝    you  okay    ?    you  look  pretty  FREAKED  OUT,    do  you  need  help    ?    ❞    //    @saccharinescream    //    x.

BRIGHT  EYES  CAST  DOWN       towards  the  scum - covered  floor ,    breath  caught  in  lungs  still  filled  with  his  breath  ;    the  attack  had  been  quick ,     VIOLENT   and  the  cash  that  had  bulged  in  her  pastel  pockets  had  been  torn  away.    along  with  all  hope  of  a  life  off  these  streets.    ❝     THANKS  ,    i’m   --    i’ll  be  okay.    ❞    a  desperate  attempt  to  keep  hysteria  out  of  her  calm  tone.    shivering  fingers  prodded  the  wounds  to  her  arms ,    the  sharp  gasp  as  they  found   HER   bruised  ribs.    a  half - laugh  as  she  glanced  up  in  surprise  to  find  her  saviour  was  such  a  striking   YOUNG   woman.    ❝    i  could  do  with  a  drink  ?    ❞

[musingmemes]

protector / protectee starters

“no. you can’t go, it’s too dangerous.”

“it’s not dangerous. i’ll be fine.”

“i’m not going to let anything happen to you.” 

“you can’t keep me safe from everything.”

“just be careful.” 

“i’m always careful.”

“you’re going to get yourself hurt.”

“i won’t get hurt, i promise.”

“i won’t let them hurt you.”

“you can’t save me from this.”

“please try and stay out of trouble.”

“if anything happened to you…” 

“i’m not sure how to keep you safe.”

“i’m not going to let you out of my sight.”

“this is the only way to keep you safe.”

“you can’t keep an eye on me twenty four seven.”

“everywhere you go, i go.”

“it’s not your job to protect me.”

“it’s my job to protect you.”

“don’t worry, i’ve got you.”

“no one will hurt you as long as i’m breathing.”

“you don’t understand how dangerous this is.”

“please come back in one piece.”

[doubtfaith-blog]

POSTS  A   BUNCH    of  almost - exclusively  snapchat  filtered  selfies  bc  i  had  no  make  up  on  lmao  and  these  past  few  days  have  been  a  real  Low  Point  for  me  but  i  felt  kinda  cute  despite  those  things  so  idk.

[musingmemes]

protector / protectee starters

“no. you can’t go, it’s too dangerous.”

“it’s not dangerous. i’ll be fine.”

“i’m not going to let anything happen to you.” 

“you can’t keep me safe from everything.”

“just be careful.” 

“i’m always careful.”

“you’re going to get yourself hurt.”

“i won’t get hurt, i promise.”

“i won’t let them hurt you.”

“you can’t save me from this.”

“please try and stay out of trouble.”

“if anything happened to you…” 

“i’m not sure how to keep you safe.”

“i’m not going to let you out of my sight.”

“this is the only way to keep you safe.”

“you can’t keep an eye on me twenty four seven.”

“everywhere you go, i go.”

“it’s not your job to protect me.”

“it’s my job to protect you.”

“don’t worry, i’ve got you.”

“no one will hurt you as long as i’m breathing.”

“you don’t understand how dangerous this is.”

“please come back in one piece.”

[naturegifted-blog]

I  CAVED  AND  MADE  AN  ELLA  LOPEZ      from  fox’s  lucifer  bc  she  just  came  up  in  my  rewatch  and  i  Love  her  sm.    my  smol  nerd  daughter  who  does  puzzles  picture - side  down ,    loves  cluedo ,   freely  gives  out  hugs  and  can  still  jack  cars  from  her  rough    (   mildly - criminal   )    past  although  she  now  works  as  a  forensic  scientist  for  the  lapd.    pls   LIKE   this  post  if  ur  interested  in  writing  with  her  and  ill  follow  u  there  /  send  u  the  url.

[warmpoet-blog]

OK   SO   MEET    EVANGELINE  COX  ;    real  name :   maisie  hope  cooke.    she’s  a  young  woman  from  an  abusive  and  chaotic  background  trying  to  grab  a  little  bit  of  normalcy  back  into  her  life.    v  Gay ,    usually   WORKS   in  bars  or  clubs   (  either  serving  or  performing  )    and  strongly  adheres  to  the  motto :   if  u  can’t  beat  them ,     DRESS   better  than  them.    click  the  lil  heart  and / or  reblog  if  ur  interested  in  writing  !!   with  eva.    created  and  portrayed   by   andromeda.

[saccharinescream-blog]

oh man guys i am v hungover and my whole body aches. idk if i am going to be online today but u can hmu on im or something idk

[saccharinescream-blog]

wow i am so drunk and we haven't even left my house for the club yet

[saccharinescream-blog]

i may have slipped and made another oc