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hey , im melody boy blog / digital diary sensitive topics will not have warnings

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intro duction

hi, my name is melody. you can refer to me as ''m" or "mel". i am cringing at having to make an introduction

i am a boy, anti theistic, bisexual and i have few friends. yes i've turned to tumblr, no i don't care. im neurodivergent and have chronic issues regarding my physical health.

i'm really akward and anti social, i would say. i struggle to reply to people and my filter is limited. i am rude at times

my interests are a bit odd and morbid. i love to learn and research about 9/11 and medical malpractice cases. other than that, i enjoy rollercoasters and lost media (essays and finding)

if you want to know more ,, well you'll have to get to know me .

tags ,

#mel's discussions - talking, venting , ranting

#mel's photographs - images, selfies (unlikely)

i'll add more if necessary.

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sleepy.

i want to go home, i don't like visiting my step parents

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trigger warning chopped.

posting this here too, hi . im embarrassed

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i need someone to love.

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but it feels nice when people spam me. i dunno

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i hate spam liking other peoples post. makes me feel needy

it's embarrassing

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hihihihiiii

hi! what's up.

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lovesick

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on the talk about religion..

i think that religion is bad, and any criticism it gets is completely justified. religion is only a concept, an ideology. something you can debate and disagree with for any reason you choose to. religion is (i believe) one of the main reasons us as a society refuse to progress into something better. inclusively, economically, politically, socially. i see some people who are progressive, also be religious in some way. you cannot be religious and be progressive. i don't believe any marginalized community will truly be free unless we can free ourselves from many things, one of them being constructed religions. specifically abrahamic religions which tend to uphold the patriarchy and misogyny, and i've yet to see (especially ) a abrhamic religion that has no history of oppression. sorry but if that's what you're built on, there's no way that it still isn't there. period.

"there's nothing to lose if you believe in god" your life. your entire life is lost, the only one you have. it's gone because you decided it was a good idea to dedicate all of it to a book. in 100 years from now the bible will have atleast twenty more rewrites and revisions. but science textbooks from the 1900's? they'll all be the same.

i would much rather spend eternity in nothingness than get stripped of my identity just to join a forever home, if it's even real.

and no, you cannot use bible quotes to prove that the bible is real. that's the equivalent of defining a word but using the word in your definition. it doesn't work

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ahh i love his laugh .. when he's happy, im happy

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i have no respect for religion or religious people.

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religion is fucking stupid. i hate when i see women, trans people and gay people be religious. you know they hate you, right? they don't like you. they don't support you,,

anti theism is the truth, and the only truth

religion is a shield of racism, misogyny and discrimination

don't fall for propaganda. don't waste your life on some thing a random white guy made up hundreds of years ago

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WHATS UR FAVO MUSIC GROUP/ARTIST

ALSO HIIII

hello again. my favorite band is julie

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radqueers, absolutely do not interact with me in any way , shape or form. whatsoever. you all are disgusting plagues of a human being

gross.

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sorry. i forgot

i need to be kinder to people i don't know, i apologize ,, sometimes i just have little empathy for those who aren't my friend.

still .. don't feel bad for asking to be mutuals. im just bad at talking

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What if we were both epic and alt together

Translating

We should be moots cause u seem rad

Also like your shirt

i guess so. why is your name acid porn, though

seems like an odd choice of a display username.

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sleepy, and lonely. tired of 4chan and tomodachi life wwwww

i should go..