sacred

laur 27 they/them diary and scraps

[sacredscully]

10 years ago i ran an xfiles blog called mulderstop and scullysfbi which was such a lovely time to meet so many people and so many fellow queers :’) if any of u still remain in the ether send me a message ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

[sacredscully]

[holocene2]

I lay here in my room where we once broke our tension. One date where we knew we had a window of opportunity and our puzzle pieces went into place exactly like we thought they would. It was perfect, but I was scared. Scared of a world I where you got to know me fully and learned it would be best to walk away from me forever. So I ran the opposite direction, and played it off to myself that it was just another one of our cycles. We get together, we avoid each other for a year or so. Repeat.

But I am scared, especially now. That I lost a friend. Your curiosity has gone and we fell in love with other people. We are both romantically okay now, but apart. Lets be happy now, but shall we check back in at 30?

[sacredscully]

it took me a year and a half a half to read this

didn’t see it before

saw it a few months ago and hid away

it means more than you know

i carry it with me

3 years until i’m 30 and suddenly im not scared to get old

[sacredscully]

[naturaekos]

[especially]

[sacredscully]

[sacredscully]