[sad-old-subby]

My name is Bub (no not really but that’s the only thing you’re allowed to call me). I'm cis, I go by he/him/his. I've got brown eyes, black hair (it's started going gray which is cool), and I'm pretty average height (you can ask if you're that curious about the number). I'm bi but I think women are significantly smarter, prettier, and funnier than men (no offense to men, I still think you look pretty when you're naked).

My family are my favorite people in the world (my siblings are my actual best friends).

I consider my interests to be pretty stereotypical for a casual nerd/dork boy; I love movies especially Pan's Labyrinth, the OT Star Wars, LotR, Jim Carrey's Grinch, Face Off, Christopher Reeves Superman, and Godzilla. l've also been getting more into horror (I adore the Saw movies). I'm a moderate reader, l've been trying to catch up on The Stormlight Archive (Brandon Sanderson is such a phenomenal writer), and I have a special place in my heart for the Redwall books. I enjoy gaming but I'm usually playing (or replaying) RPGs like Mass Effect and Fable. l've dabbled in games like Smash Bros and Apex Legends but I'm terrible and I get so mad about losing all the time. I occasionally smoke a non-tobacco pipe because it makes me feel wise and wizardly.

I've been plagued by insecurity, anxiety, and depression since forever. Diagnosed ADHD ever since my first grade teacher announced my inability to see the board as my being willfully disrespectful and subsequently forcing my parents to get me tested (nobody figured out I needed glasses for another 5 years, probably because I'm admittedly pretty willful and disrespectful).

I'm an old man who dropped out of college and is still trying to work up the courage to try again. I'd love to be a writer but I don't have the bravery for it. I live in the US on the East Coast with my mom and my sister. I spend most of my time reading escapist fiction or playing games (I just started reading Hyperion and I'm currently replaying Mass Effect)

I’m very much a gross depraved pervert and I’m getting worse every day 😘

Spamming is actively encouraged! Don’t be shy!

Spicier info below (I'm white, so it ain't that spicy)

I'm bi, and submissive (but sometimes switchy)

Things I'm into:

Femdom (typically the more gentle side of things but it's not something l've really explored much tbh), D/ s, oral (giving preferred but I won't be upset to receive), pegging, tease/denial, edging, overstimulation (🥺), spanking (giving or receiving), praise kink, body writing/being marked, humiliation (yeah turns out this is a very big one for me 😵‍💫), Sph, breeding (I need to make someone mine over and over and over and), joi, Cei, cum eating/cleanup, feet (I know, I'm sorry but I can’t help it!)

Things I'd like to try:

Pet play, collars, Harder Femdom stuff, chastity cage, deepthroat training, strap on, nipple play, bdsm, somno, viagra play, sheathes

Things l've tried and didn't hate:

Cuckolding (I enjoyed elements of it but it ended very badly), being a Dom (I’m trying to learn to be a better dom I’m really insecure about it), shibari, cnc, watersports (I got pissed on once), feminization (grew my hair out, wore panties, shaved, I liked that it made them happy but it was so much work), hypno (I enjoyed the ritual of it and getting tasks but I found it hard to pretend it was real), leather/latex fetish (no shade, it just didn't do anything for me)

Things I won't do or tried and didn't like:

Vomit, poo, blood, mummification, findom, blackmail

Whats wrong with me?:

Lots of stuff but I’m trying to be better! As I mentioned above I'm adhd (on meds), depressed (on meds), anxious, insecure, fat (I’m working out abd trying to get healthy), and old. Some additional mental and physical defects include struggling with erectile dysfunction, tiny dick, porn addiction/gooning, l've been told I drool/salivate too much when I kiss, I get overwhelmed and deal with it by shutting down/ disappearing. I get trapped in depressive spirals sometimes (but I’ve been working really hard to break this pattern and I’ve made so much progress), l'm terrified that my feelings will get hurt so I have walls up to protect myself.

I'm sure there's even more that I'm just not remembering right now

Any posts I wrote will be tagged #hey bub

Any asks I answer are tagged #bub answers

[seasonofhorror]

SAW

2004, James Wan

[christhebrit2]

Stop scrolling your kink blog and drink some water. Slut.

[badtundra]

missing you, missing you, missing you.

[cuckeldbull]

Cucks are there to assist. To facilitate. We help set times n dates. We change bedsheets, set candles n music, drinking water n lube. It excites me to hold your legs up and apart while your bull pounds you! I love you always❣️❤️👍🏻

[kccuck]

A good day in the life of a cuck 😍

[your--slave]

🥺

[davetsizperi]

[erotic-writhings]

Sometimes you have to dig your teeth into a girl's neck to remind her how cute and precious she is.

[erotic-writhings]

You HAVE to bite hard enough to get her to make a genuine whine/yelp. It's crucial to rewiring her brain so she realizes how cute she is. It's important.

[bjuglee]

i’ve had a lame day (didn’t get to do exactly everything i wanted to exactly when i wanted to. horrible). surely getting off repeatedly for the last half of it will fix things

[softdomsworld]

actually my kinks boil down to “i want someone to desire me so strongly and urgently that they just can’t control themself around me”

[ser4phiel]

Just want to be on my knees for mommy and hear all of her praises while I am sucking on her strap, and to be nothing more than her toy who serves her every whim. Turn me into your brainless pup who begs desperately just for your attention.

[weebtold-deactivated20220613]

[vugust]

Reblog if you're a cuddler.

[sissytorisblog-deactivated20251]

[el-paraiso-de-eden]

Halloween date idea. He tries to run away from me in a tight mini skirt and fishnets while I chase him through the graveyard with clawed gloves on my hands. He looks back over his shoulder in a moment of panic, stumbles and falls right in front of me. Perfect opportunity to grab him and pin him over the nearest tombstone. Split the skirt in half and tear the nets apart and fuck his tight little hole while I shove his tank top in his mouth. Keep pounding him till he's a fucked out drooling mess flopping uselessly over the stone. Just keeping my cock warm for the following round. I think I'll have to chase him through the woods next. He better run faster this time. If he doesn't want to get fucked to death.

MINORS & AGELESS BLOGS DNI ! YOU WILL BE BLOCKED !

[hempgf-deactivated20170611]

[flowinsnow]

Being controlled by an evil hot woman YES PLEASE

[softkilldoll]

hiii can I bother u and bother u and also maybe bother u??