A kind of a funny story .

Killing me softly

[mothprincess]

you can't just switch off years of unhealthy behaviors, negative thought patterns, and counterproductive emotions. but u can recognize them and be like 'i'm not engaging. this isn't the end of the world. i'm box breathing. i'm not giving those thoughts attention; i'm acknowledging them and letting them go. i'm going to take a break when i can.' don't be hard on yourself if it doesn't work or you do something that feels like you've set yourself back. that doesn't help, either, lol

[oxfords---notbrogues]

[perfectquote]

“Sometimes all you can do is lie in bed and hope to fall asleep before you fall apart.”

— William C. Hannan

[quotefeeling]

“You don’t deserve someone who comes back, you deserve someone who never leaves.”

— Unknown

[sadandboujeezz]

What did I do so wrong to be so fucking disrespected. Fucking slut sleeping around

[sadandboujeezz]

Should have realised , you like to play the victim and make use of guys to pay for your lifestyle. That's the only way to keep you. Just say so from the start. Anyway you have always been treated like a hoe that nobody wants apart from wanting to try - Maybe you adopted the sentiment so you behave as such and enjoy it so much that you would fuck your partner over time and time again

[sadandboujeezz]

我自卑，我承认

[sadandboujeezz]

Lunch time and can't help but to feel made use of and to look like a damn fool out of all of this. It's always everyone else above me. Always treated like an option , treated without any respect while everyone else seems to be your priority. Everyone except me.

[sadandboujeezz]

Sometimes just hope for abit of acceptance toward my quirkiness , my emotions and affection. Would be nice if it was not pushed aside

[rockinnylon]

“I wasn’t in love with him, but I wanted to be. I wanted time to heal my wounds and I felt like I made a lot of progress so I can love again. I wanted to start over and make sure I didn’t make past mistakes. I wanted to spend time with you and get to know each other and the world. I’m sorry that I wasn’t exciting enough, or worth enough to make you want to decide life is better with me than without me like I did for you. I know we weren’t together very long, but I had fun with you and I enjoyed our connection. I feel like every time I share something special with someone, it turns out that it’s only special to me the whole time. But you didn’t even give me a chance, you left before I was done showing you who I was. You left without any other explanation besides the fact that I wasn’t good enough. Actions always speak so loud, I know much louder than words, but it seems like every time actions speak, they have nothing nice to say. I don’t know where I went wrong and I never do. I’m loving, understanding, funny, open-minded, I like to have fun, I like to explore souls and the sky. I will love you with a love that will ignite you. But I never burned bright enough for anyone to stay. Why is it always so easy for everyone to leave, I can’t keep up with the loneliness anymore.”

— Haunting Cycle (via infinity-and-dreams)

[sadandboujeezz]

You make me feel like shit for wanting the basics

[sadandboujeezz]

Most times you make me feel so unwanted

[what-iz-life]

Normalize seeing someone's lack of effort as their lack of interest in you regardless of what they tell you. Giving you all of the right words, but none of the right actions is called manipulation. If a person wants to be with you, they prove it. Period.

[remanence-of-love]

[weltenwellen]

Scherezade Siobhan, from “Code“

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

– Audrey Hepburn

[sadandboujeezz]

I feel like an idiot, being dragged around and made/expected to pay for shit all the time like I'm an idiot w/o any regard for my feelings.