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Feeling upsettingly intense attraction to a man and then being happy that at least it's towards a man this time 💀

She's so beautiful and charismatic I would convert to Judaism and become a stay at home wife for her

Used to think that I wouldn't be able to die knowing that they were still living, but I dont know anymore

I'm absolutely desperate for connection, but unfortunately there's something very very wrong with me

I really want someone to love me

The material conditions of my life are a shithole and I also am just a terrible person with ever declining mental health. I cannot believe things are this bad. I can't believe things are this bad

It's so crazy to experience the exact same awful, uncontrollable feelings about them-- a real life person to whom I am a stranger-- as I do about a fictional character. My love knows no bounds or differences. I'm just fucking insane and it's unbearable

I'll never get over her I'll never get better. Still just the thought of her or something that even just reminds me of her brings me to my knees. Makes me ache in a way that nothing else replicates. It's been three entire years now since I have interacted with her and I still miss her. I still want her unbearably. I want to feel like that with and about anyone again someday, but it was the worst feeling in the world. I want to feel like that with and about Her again. She so fundamentally changed who I am as a person. She made me worse, but still, she didn't deserve that and I didn't deserve her. I want to meet her some other time, where I'm better and can make the unending love I had for her real. I can't even fully remember her face, but I want to touch it so badly. Does she ever think of me

They are so beautiful. I wish I had a will to live

getting a painful jealousy and longing looking at trans guys w confusing genders #whatdatmean

I'm so so ugly and I have absolutely nothing going for me

I desire them so badly I truly believe I could eat them alive. At least then there's a substance to my want, something to sink my teeth into and to squeeze I am breathless at the thought of them I am panicked at the sight of them. I wish I could love someone who is real to me this badly and strongly. I wish I could love properly. I wish I could have them and collect them and own them. I think of tjem.ams genuinely desire to seek out the hardest drugs I can get tmy hands on just to feel something like I feel them

I want them so badly it makes me sick. I want so badly it makes me sick. I would love to for a second feel fulfilled and at ease or peace instead of constantly feeling like a hungry, gaping mouth with a pair of scrounging hands feeling around in te dark for something to consume

They are the only hit of dopamine I get it's insane. I need them so badly i crave them so badly. It's not good at all but idk what else I can do

I'm so scared I'm so fucking scared all the time. Something's wrong w me but I don't know what. And I'll never figure it out ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️

I'm so fucking sad and I have nothing to look forward to and nothing to live for

Like I don't think I'm cut out for living. I think I am a fundamentally bad and evil person who had something really wrong with me

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