[exodusx]

[lostdeepindarkthoughts]

[the-suicide-effect]

Things are getting worse and I can't tell anyone

[depresso-espresso-5150]

I keep all of the pain inside because I'd rather let it destroy me than everyone else.

idk not me

[skyfullofdeadstars]

just me and my brain damage against the world

[detached0l]

[titsay]

[mournfulroses]

Else Fitzgerald, from "Everything Feels Like the End of The World," publ. in 2022

[becherdireinen]

How do you tell someone "I’m not ignoring you, I’m just disconnected from reality right now and the days are all blurred together and I feel completely apathetic towards everyone/everything around me so it's really hard for me to maintain a conversation" without saying that?

[sa-dnesss]

nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words

[dispiritedfae]

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

[sage-hazeline]

how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

[you--broke--all--your--promises]

I am such a burden to everyone around me.

[im-permanently-damaged]

[agonisingpain]

I want to be touched but I avoid it as much as I can

I want to be heard but I don't speak

I want to be seen but I hide myself and make me invisible

I want true connection and intimacy with someone but I keep myself as distant as possible

I want love but I don't think I deserve it

It's difficult to live like this.

[sa-dnesss]

“This is the loneliest I have ever felt”

—

[becherdireinen]

Do you always feel like you’re a burden to others or are you normal?