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@sadfemale-iam-blog
Good News !!
I met my first goal weight !! Under by two pounds actually !! Cw- 138lbs
I'm happy but still upset. I'm still fat as ever. I still even look 211lbs. I'm so disgusting. This is why I'm not eating until this Sunday âĄ
Reblog this if youâre fasting tomorrow.
Add the number of hours youâre aiming for below.
going for a long one after my horrendous binge today, 72 hours minimum.
About 138 hours left
Day 3
A picture of your thinspiration, what features do you like about this person
This is personally my favorite thinspo right now because this photo is so we'll takin and when I'm skinny I can't wait to take photos like this. I like her tiny hands, wrists, and thighs. And we all know her tummy is flat. Perfect.
Shopping.
It feels like, everyone is staring. Seeing what you try on, how often you try things on. How you have to go up a size in the jeans. That you have a 29inch waist and you are ashamed. You buy crop tops for when your thin. But you feel like thats forever away. You buy things that are a bit too small. So you have more motivation to fast and not eat. It feels like. The woman in the same isle as you and making sure you make the right fashion choices and you stay on trend. Even though you don't care for these trends. But that woman is watching. Right? Or is it all in my head? Along with trying to do the simple math as to if I'm burning calories while looking for these clothes hence; Walking. Now I'm home with these new clothes. Some I don't even like. But when I get skinny, and petite. Every single thing will look good on me weather I'm trying or not to impress. But this intense anxiety and feeling when I'm shopping, isn't only as I shop. It's also when I post online, go to school, visit friends, anything.
It feels like if you had just not gone shopping, you'd be better off. Even better off killing yourself before feeling those overwhelming feelings. All over again.
( if you reblog please credit me. I wrote this myself @sadfemale-iam )
Day 2
How tall are you, Do you like your height?
I'm 5'4ft and no I wish I was 5ft solid
my nice and more accurate scale got taken.
Ingredients: 1 tablespoon flour 1 tablespoon sweetener 1 tablespoon water
How to: Mix the ingredients together until you get a smooth batter. Put it in the microwave for 60 seconds and enjoy! Itâs nice and fluffy and warm and I just love it. You can add cinnamon, lemon, cocoa powder, really whatever you want. Itâll probably add a few calories though.
Really comforting and safe, I felt a lot better after eating it (I was having a panic attack and was about to binge).
I was going to submit this to @star-ana-low-cal-recipes but it kept failing so whoops here ya go.
DISCLAIMER:: I am not a pro ana blog, I fully support recovery. Iâm just trying to make myself food to eat without feeling panicky afterwards and having the potential to hurt myself out of guilt. I know a lot of other people go through the same, so I wanted to share and help them.
THIS IS A FUCKING LIFESAVER ITâS SO GOOD
And my sister came in while I was making one and asked for one.
I made it for her, but with real sugar, I put some sprinkles in it, and she loved it oh my god try this pleasee
Ok first of all hell yeah. Second, I also tried to make a garlic roll using this method and it totally worked
1tbsp flour ~2 tbsp water (until you get a batter with some chunks ) Garlic salt & any other spices you want Microwave 60 seconds Boom- 25 calorie garlic roll
Day 1
Your Stats
Sw: 211lbs CW: 142.6lbs Gw1: 140lbs Gw2: 130lbs Gw3: 115lbs Ugw: 105lbs Height: 5'4ft
lol I haven't eatin innn roughly 32hours and I feel fine. I don't need food lol. Gonna try fast again tomorrow, basically just keep going until I feel like I'll faint ⥠I'll be safe and hopefully everyone else does too !!
Weighed myself
CW: 142.6lbs Sw: 211lbs Gw1: 140lbs Gw2: 130lbs Gw3: 115lbs Ugw: 105lbs Height: 5'4ft
Soup Fast Today! No soup at home soooo FAST!!
It's 4:55 and I haven't eaten ... My parents are ordering pizza and kms lol. All I've had today was a chocolate mocha. Sooo can they not buy pizza? I'm gonna have to like pick it apart and count all these greesy calories and ugh I don't even want it.
Reblog if you're open to receiving meanspo at any time.
).(
Meal Plan for 9/1/2017
Breakfast:
â Original Oatmeal- 100
â Apples and Cinnamon Oatmeal- 130
Lunch:
â Two Pieces of Bread- 140
â Half of Tomato- 11
â 1 serving Mayonnaise- 100
Dinner:
(if my mum isn't cooking)
Nothing !!
Then do new workout routine!
My total calories for today if goes as planned will be 481 âĄ
BTW !! Send me asks !! I'll answer all !!
Went to buy jeans today and I accidentally got my jeans too big. W- 31 L- 32.... That's like a 10 đđ what is wrong with me. Oops. Oh well they're still cute baggy, and give me a bit of a boyish look sooooo ⥠today's Calorie intake was 340. So pretty good, walked around for about and hour so I roughly burned 272 calories, so correct me if I'm wrong !! But my net today is -68 calories?
New Workout Routine
3 sets of 15 each
Always lightly stretch before and after, look at thinspo before working out, and play your favorite music. Helps keep me motivated
âpushups
âcruches
âtoes touches
âsitups
âleg lifts (each leg)
âsquats
School Clothes
So today my mum is taking me and my siblings to our local thrift store to see what we can get there for school clothes. I'm gonna try and get all my jeans a bit tighter than I'd like. And as I lose weight they'll fit better and better :) I'm currently a 5-7 in jeans soooo we'll see how this goes. My cw: 145.2lbs
My kink is change my cw every week.
seriously
