[one-and-only-beauty]

[internetbastard]

[sadgirlken]

i’m so used to everything always being my fault that it doesn’t even phase me anymore so i’m just like fuck it put the blame on me it doesn’t matter

[babyylungs]

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[jolinxo]

i related a lil too deeply to this at 14

[hugal]

[nfuck]

[sadgirlken]

feeling:

unwanted/useless

[sadgirlken]

it’s like, i️ don’t have anyone. but everyone’s still around. but i’m lonely. somethings missing

[sadgirlken]

a bitch going through shit. but we gotta put on a smile and fake it.

[neckkiss]

neither..

[sadgirlken]

right when i let go you always find a fucking way to push yourself back in my life. i fucking hate how much i love you. i hate you.

[sadgirlken]

11:25 PM

here i am again. as the days come closer to you forgetting about me, my anxiety gets worse. you didn’t love me the way i deserved to be loved. but that is my fault. you warned me from the start of what i was getting into. i truly was blinded by love. you tell me you are unhappy but i know that is not true. you are happy. and i am happy for you. i wish i never met you. i wish i had nothing to do with you. you didn’t deserve to get to know me. and you didn’t deserve to care about me. i deserve better. it’s easier for me to hate you then to hurt and accept what is. you broke me. for the first time i have been broken. i’m sick. sick of the thought of you. sick of the thought of you being with someone other than me. she doesn’t deserve you. i wish you nothing but the best. but i do hate you and always will. you couldve picked me. you had a choice and you chose her. congrats you made the wrong decision and i will never go back to you. thank you. i no longer have any emotion towards you. goodbye n have a great life full of love and happiness

[sadgirlken]

so i cried during sex for the first time not too long ago. it was the most sexiest amazing emotional experience of my life. THAT is what love feels like.

[sadgirlken]

hennedy

[sadgirlken]

jealousy

its weird because i’m not the jealous type at all but when it comes to you, you’re so jealous it’s ridiculous and it’s starting to rub off on me and i hate it. i’m not even jealous i just do it to prove a point. with out trust how could anyone have a friendship or relationship at that? you can’t. if you can’t trust them then might as well just save yourself from the hurt, headache, and stress now. jealousy can be a good thing. but too much is ridiculous.

[sadgirlken]

u

might as well delete me out of your life now. because there is no coming back from this one

[sadgirlken]

5:26 A.M.

missing you like crazy