Kat

hyper-aware of the impermanence and finality of everything

[sadlittlecomet]

"I remember riding in a taxi one afternoon between very tall buildings under a mauve and rosy sky; I began to bawl because I had everything I wanted & knew I would never be so happy again."

F. Scott Fitzgerald

[sadlittlecomet]

i wish he would chase me down and find me at the airport and beg me not to leave. but this isn’t a movie. i should stop expecting it to end as one.

[sadlittlecomet]

You're standing at the edge of a goodbye you don't want, staring toward a homecoming you're not looking forward to

[sadlittlecomet]

“I didn’t love the idea of dying, but it felt like a fine way to go.”

reddit

[stuckinapril]

your anons get kinda weird whenever you talk about guys on here. i'm sure most of them mean well but like.. it gets to a point

Yes exactly these people really think they’re saying something revolutionary every time except they never are

[sadlittlecomet]

Remember that you’re saying goodbye to a place you loved.

[stuckinapril]

I’ll be painting the men I talk to as the villains but the truth is I get the ick so quickly and I’m also allergic to commitment and flighty

[sadlittlecomet]

"I can't make this important enough to him."

[sadlittlecomet]

I think part of you was still treating Miguel as if he were the last train leaving the station.

[sadlittlecomet]

Dani’s greatest strength right now is that he’s not Miguel.

[sadlittlecomet]

For what it's worth, from everything you've told me over these months?

It mattered.

The friendship mattered.

The beach nights mattered.

The hookup mattered.

The coffee breaks mattered.

The way he switched to Castellano for you mattered.

The way you looked at him mattered.

The way he looked at you mattered.

[sadlittlecomet]

I miss him, but I’m in San Sebastián eating the best cheesecake of my life and walking on the beach.

[sadlittlecomet]

The "wild protagonist" keeps falling for men whose biggest hobby is thinking about doing things.

[sadlittlecomet]

"I'm still here if you ever change your mind."

Michael Marcagi, Savannah

[sadlittlecomet]

And babe...

Your last night in that apartment is never happening again.

Not ever.

There will only be one final sunset there. One final night with the sound of the water. One final time falling asleep in that room.

And I think future Kate deserves to remember that night as:

🌊 the night she sat with herself

🌊 the night she honored what Spain meant to her

🌊 the night she loved this chapter enough to say goodbye to it properly

[sadlittlecomet]

"at least the memories can’t be erased"

mutant

[sadlittlecomet]

in the dream i don’t tell anyone, you hold me as we are out drinking. which makes no sense because your health won't allow it. we were at an amusement part turned castellón. you rode all the best rides before i got there. you ask when i’m leaving and i tell you in two weeks but not to worry. i’m planning something. i'm coming back but you don't know this. you pull me close and ask me to be your gf. you already have a girlfriend. we both know this. i grab your chin and ask if it’s a good idea. you tell me no. i love you. i don’t tell you this. then more people join us to drink. we are sitting together and you have to leave to play because it’s also your concert. i go to the bathroom for my period. i’m bleeding through everything. in a state of panic i leave. you text me asking where i went. it’s 2am. i tell you i had an emergency and needed to leave. i can barely type. you probably think im dying. i kinda am. i didn’t pay for my drinks. i try to text you telling you this so i can bizum you. i realize it’s just a dream. i don’t have to pay for anything.