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Omg! Every day with every meal!
Self harm is :
ā¢making yourself sleep deprived ā¢making yourself cold (not wearing warm clothes in the winter, sleeping without a blanket etc) ā¢not eating ā¢not drinking ā¢eating too much ā¢not looking before crossing the street ā¢scratching ā¢letting your skin be dry & break easily ā¢picking at skin ā¢over-exercising ā¢substance abuse ā¢over-working yourself ā¢making yourself go out and do things even though youāre exhausted ā¢putting yourself in anxiety-inducing situations (even if you have a choice to stay out of them) ā¢triggering yourself ā¢purposefully angering someone who you know will yell at you ā¢entering relationships you donāt want to be in/being around people you donāt want to be around ā¢having sex when you donāt want to ā¢setting yourself punishments ā¢not giving yourself time ā¢not letting yourself spend time with the people you love & know will be good to you ā¢yelling at yourself inside your head ā¢pinching or bruising yourself instead of cutting ā¢cutting ā¢holding everything in even when you have the option of venting ā¢over stressing ā¢over thinking ā¢staying in abusive relationships (friend wise or romantically)
STOP assuming that self-harm is visible and easy to notice. Itās NOT. Self harm isnāt always physical, it can be emotional, and mental as well
Oooh i feel this
I hate my fat stomach.
I hate my large legs.
I hate my big arms.
I hate my terrible jawline.
I hate not having collar bones.
I hate my stretch marks.
I want to be
Skinny
Skinny
Skinny
Skinny
Skinny
Skinny
Skinny
Skinny
I just want to be beautiful. The kind of beautiful that I aspire to be just happens to be one where my bones are more visible.
I shouldnāt have eaten that, i should not have eaten that
-every time i eat something
Sounds about right!!!
me sometimes: hungry, dont want to eat
also me sometimes: not hungry, rly want to eat
Wow!! So much honesty in this statement
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reblog to break that plateau and lose some weight! i believe in you!
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I need to just lose 1 lb and i would be happy!
Can anyone recommend any diet pills or appetite suppressant that I can get without a doctor prescription??? ļæ¼
Starting a new plan tomorrow! Goal to be 5 lbs down by December 3rd! Want 15 to 20 lbs down by May! I will not be fat for my wedding in May!
Hate myself and how I look and feel! Just very sad !!
I want to fast and restrict but I have too many eyes that watch me daily! Maybe just start skipping lunch and just eat dinner with the family will help!
Loosing weight without counting calories: my guide
*if you are looking to loose weight in a healthy way go away I have an ed*
Whenever I count calories I obsess and stress over it and end up eating more
You may or may have seen some of the tips bellow, but I know I loose more weight when I do the following:
- Always go to sleep hungry. It doesnāt matter how hungry
- Make thick veggie soup (with lentils and a grain) and TONS of vegetables and spices. Very filling, lots of nutrients, and low cal
- No oil (or butter if not vegan)
- Always have protein+carb or protein+fat. Try to never have carb+fat (ex. French fries, cake/cookies, starchy vegetable with lots of oil)
- Chug water halfway through a meal, and then wait 20s to see how you feel, eat until just satiated
- 16 hour intermittent fasting
- Try to go as long as possible between meals
- Try to get more than the recommend protein amount(+50g). My ed doctor told me to get 90g daily. This prolongs some of the bodily breakdown that occurs w an ed and keeps you satiated longer.
- Raw rev protein bars (peanut butter sea salt) are a godsend
- Cut times out of your day when you absolutely do not allow yourself to eat (6p-7a for me, longer if possible)
- Allow small amounts of junk food every once in a while (NECESSARY for me). Be mindful when eating it, try to enjoy it
- Try and stop yourself from thinking about ED things (including tumblr and weighing yourself). This keeps me distracted from food and hunger and keeps me happier
- WEIGHT LIFTING. You WILL NOT get bulky, especially if you are a girl. You need to be eating at least maintenance calories and above over months to see muscle gain (even then it is not significant). Lifting in a calorie deficit (with enough protein) will help to preserve muscle and metabolism. Lift heavy. āToningā is something that happens when you lift heavy, not light. Iām going to make a post on this
- Iāve cut out cardio entirely (not including walking). I only weight lift. Cardio promotes muscle breakdown in a large calorie deficit and makes me ravenously hungry. My net cals for the day are lower when I skip cardio, and I feel better mentally
- Sleep god damnit. If you have insomnia bc of under eating, try to eat more so your sleep improves. 200 additional calories is WELL worth better, consistent sleep. < Dont have caffeine before 4pm
- Walk at least 20 additional minutes a day and do not count this as exercise
I got down to my lowest weight yet doing these things
Add more tips if you have any
do you ever feel embarrassed to be in your own skin like please just dont look at me i wish i didnt exist sometimes like i want to disappear because i cannot handle being meĀ
I feel like this all the time!
Lost four pounds since Monday! Stomach is killing me because I ate gluten without knowing it!