Picture it, it's 3/4 years ago,, I work a catering shift for the first time in a while,, I see a man I've worked with for years,, hes 31 and I'm 24 ,, he looks especially tan and in shape than the last time I saw him and I'm seeing him in this way for the very first time,, we work,, he shyly gives me some veggies to bring home,, ,, I desperately try to get his number from a co-worker,, i text him we should hang out,, days later I'm on his couch smoking weed,, there's tension.. eventually we're kissing and he's touching my bare boobs,, idk how the night ends, I don't remember ,, 6 months later we have been hanging out every Sunday , sometimes I spend the night , sometimes I don't. I freak out over the phone one mid-afternoon while I'm at work cus I need "more" . He doesn't want to meet my family or do much else except be lazy on his couch,, I told him I loved him and I was so happy he said it too,, but soon after he starts pushing me away,, his great aunt dies,, he becomes depressed,, our relationship is boring and not going how either of us want it to,, he stops cleaning his apartment and stops inviting me over,, we go to lunch a few times,, we never kiss or anything,,, I'm confused,, I text him and say I can't talk to him anymore cus this friendship is weird and too hard,, he never replies,, I work a few shifts through the next couple years,, we always say hi how are you good to see you,, he mentioned getting food sometime,, I never reach out and neither does he,,, I quit the job in a shameful fashion,,, 6 months later,, this New Year's Day,, I text him hi hope you had nice holidays let's get together sometime,, he never replies,,,, a few months ago I quit my job,, manic,, I have no where besides McDonald's to work,, I reach out to my old boss and apologize for the way I quit and would she has me back,,, she says yes of course but do better,,, we are working together again,, the first few shifts we do not speak,, one shift all we say is "hi" ,, the next shift I bull the bandaid and say "so how have you been?",, he whips around and says "alright yknow, how about you" ,,, we have a few shifts, I'm acting useless and helpless on purpose to talk to him,, I say eventually "I'm sorry If it weird that I'm back here-"
baratheonpilled
titsay
2087
gummygunk
snowghoul
yousharknotpass
izzy806
