i meant to save this stuff.
thestralz: no worries
also he said he loves you which was cute
carismia: speak of an angel! lol. he just liked that post out of nowhere.
OMG. HE DID? oh jeez. aw...
see i said it to him first a little while ago and we said it back and forth but then i was like mmmmmmmmm because i thought i said it way too early so then i reigned it back in because like what if he's only with me because i'm pretty but! OMG. I WAS WRONG. I LOVE BEING WRONG.
thestralz: sofie that's adorable
you're so lovey
carismia wait. did i say it first? either i was thinking about it and he said it and i said it back ooor i said it first. EITHER WAY. fppppppppth.
i think love is important aaand it makes me happy. that's all. damon listen to me. when you fall in love. what you need to do is you need to trap it in like. a snowglobe. and you need to cherish it. like a really nice snowglobe that your friend gives you for the holidays.
i love snowglobes.
especially enchanted ones. have you ever seen a snowglobe?
thestralz: he just said we don't need him for it to be ok for us to hang out and that if you're concerned about being made fun of then you should stand up for me, or something, and "not shape yourself around everybody else's opinions" he says he's just as popular as you are and hangs out with everyone and it's not a matter of who you hang out with, it's the impression you leave on everyone
carismia: WELL WE CAN'T ALL BE PARAGONS OF GOODLINESS CAN WE.
thestralz: i know, it's not abnormal to be concerned about what others think sofie
and i don't think you really shape yourself around the opinions of others?? like you definitely have different sides you present but everyone does that
carismia: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. ok.
thestralz: and i think the whole "this girl has no interests or personality of her own" thing is just something guys do a lot when they don't actually care enough to listen to a girl's interests or consider them enough to be actual things
like with makeup and stuff that you're interested in
carismia: he thinks i don't have a personality?
I DON'T HAVE ANY ACTUAL INTERESTS.
thestralz: no, no he didn't say that
carismia: THOSE THINGS DON'T COUNT.
thestralz:of course they do
they're things you like and care about
carismia: no they're not. they're just girl things.
thestralz: skincare, makeup, and you're also good at math aren't you?
then why do they get to be considered an interest when a boy is into them
carismia: I DON'T MAKE THE RULES!!!
thestralz: they aren't just girl things, they're things you like and they're important
carismia: oh pretty girl! let's hate on her! or oh pretty girl let's treat her like art. just to look at.
carismia: actually no. not art. some people spend hours and pages figuring out art.
let's treat her like. a star or something.
like a literal actual star. nothing deep there.
thestralz: could be if you took it further
people chart you out, make connections between you and other stars billions of light years away without even knowing anything about the planets closest to you that you actually mean something to
carismia: people only care about stars if they happen to make shapes with other ones just like it and also shapes that look pretty. which i think is a very weird but very good meta... phor?
thestralz: every star is different if you get up close though
with how many there are?? there's not been any discovered yet that are just alike
carismia: i'm going to throw an egg at you. stop being... like this.
carismia: :P thanks for like. talking to me.
i was really upset (but like quietly) and now i'm only as upset as i usually am (jkjkjkjk. i'm fine.)
thestralz: no problem, i like talking to you
and anytime you'd like to be less upset than you usually are just let me know what i can do, ok?
thestralz: god i love forests
carismia: god i love...
turtles.
thestralz: love
damn
carismia: yikes! rusty!
love would have been a better actually.
carismia: so fuck you for that.
thestralz: also bunnies, and singing, and photography, and snowglobes
HA
and so it begins
i am now not only your twin. i'm morphing into the superior sof
carismia: and...the sdhforter one.
HAHAHAHAHA.
carismia: coolness.
okok one last thing and then you're free.
thanks for talking to me tonight. and like. being really nice always.
you're a gem.
thestralz: i just like you
and you're welcome
carismia: touche. i like you too.
thestralz: i'm glad you do
it's nice being your friend
carismia: well. i guess it IS better than being a hater tot.
i've never had a friend like you.
thestralz: i'm taking that as a compliment
and i've never had one like you either
carismia: i can see why you're in hufflepuff. no offense. garth made me think about it and i'm pretty sure the reason i decided to keep talking to you in the first place is because of how like. trustworthy you are.
like. i don't know. you're honest i guess. not obviously. but you like. live? honestly.
and you can keep a promise.
i dig that.
thestralz: you're sweet
i say it a lot, and i feel like it's a kind of bland compliment? but i mean it
and it's hard to find people who are genuinely kind
but you're just. sweet. and it's nice
i really appreciate it
carismia: no. i appreciate it. :P
when people call me stuff like that you can just picture me with heart eyes irl.
thestralz: terrifying, but adorable
carismia: i think you're genuinely kind. iiif we're talking about me though! i don't know about all that.
thestralz: ok so i looked it up because i'm. like that. and it's having a friendly, generous, considerate manner. all of which i think apply to you
you were friendly to me in the first place which is how we got here, and you're generous. from the face thing to lending me your potions books. and considerate almost to a fault, depending on how you define considerate
carismia: STOP USING SCIENCE TO BE NICE TO ME.
thestralz: never
carismia: i think i'm 2/3. i know i'm generous. i'm proud of that. i'm pretty friendly. i have to be.
considerate though? eeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhh.
what's to a fault mean.
thestralz: like almost too much
you consider others
not necessarily in the way that you don't want to hurt or offend them
but you definitely take into account what others will think when doing something
so you're considerate
you consider the thoughts and feelings of others
