suck my ass.

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pinterest aesthetic gone too far lol

[ilydead-deactivated20220428]

[da1ntyda1sy]

[hardlyalivefeelingdead]

Me: *reading about someone so invested in something that they forget to eat and end up losing weight and eventually passes out from exhaustion*

Me: ....sounds great, where do I sign up

[sunkissedandbronzed]

via pinterest 

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What are your plans for 2021?

to get back on track to be skinny

[starvationaesthetic]

Just think: stick to your plans, and in 6 months, you might not even recognize yourself.

[xxstronger-than-thisxx]

✧2021 weight loss spell✧

2021 is our year 

we´ll get skinny 

we got this

[h4te]

Reblog if you want your followers to ask you anything they're curious about.

[sadsuckyandstupid]

haven’t been on here in a while. but it’s getting bad

[lovekittyhwrd]

So I haven’t been posting anything cause I’ve reached the highest weight I’ve ever been in my life. I felt so disgusting and embarrassed that I didn’t want to go back on here, I felt like a total failure. I never realized how much I moved and exercised in my daily life before quarantine, and how much that contributed to my weight loss. But I’m trying not to pity myself and get back on track to my goal weight.

[ojibwa]

sometimes trauma is like i need someone to be kind to me and cradle and coddle me in their arms like a soft little baby,, sometimes trauma is like i wish someone would slam me head first into a car door rn

[spencer-ismyhusband]

if going to prison meant getting to meet him then lock me up...

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yep

[90guy]

tips for eating out with ana

never be the one to suggest going to eat

drink at least one glass of cold water before you go

if someone else wants to share a meal, do so.

when ordering avoid carb heavy foods such as pastas, burgers, bready foods, or fatty foods such as cheesy foods

look for metabolism boosters like spinnage

drink another while waiting for your meal

ask for no ice so you get more water

once you get your food wait a couple of minutes before you start eating

take sips every 1-3 bites

chew more, eat less

pick at your food

Don’t eat everything on your plate, restaurant portions are huge anyways

get water in a to go cup when you leave

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for me

[lucky0logic]

DANGEROUS SYMPTOMS

CAUSED BY EATING DISORDERS

Liver – white nail beds – nausea – itchy skin – swollen abdomen – yellowing skin/eyes – fatigue – confusion – pale / clay-like / bloody / tar-like stool – vomiting – pain in the upper, righthand abdomen – joint pain – spider angiomas (coloured skin spots that resemble spiders, due to clotting issues) – dark urine – swollen legs / ankles – bruising easily

Heart 

– tachycardia (fast resting heart rate, over 100 beats per minute) – bradycardia (slow resting heart rate, under 60 beats per minute) * note that a very high fitness level can cause a lower heart rate – irregular heart rate – if your heart rate is under 40, you could be in immediate danger, and remember that your heart rate will drop even further in sleep – shortness of breath / shallow breathing – chest pains – fatigue – dizziness – swelling in ankles / feet / legs – swollen abdomen – choking sensation – coughing up pink liquid / goop – unable to concentrate – sudden weight gain – fainting – palpitations – feeling your own heart – hearing your own heart – chest / arm / sternum pain – anxiety – sweating – vomiting – lack of energy – coughing up white

Kidneys

– vomiting / general nausea

– changed sleeping patterns / problems sleeping

– fatigue

– swelling of ankles / legs / feet / just general swelling

– hypertension (high blood pressure)

– shortness of breath

– itchiness

– chest pain

– metallic taste in mouth

– muscle cramps

– hyperkalemia (high levels of potassium)

– stiff joints

– less urinating than usual

– bloody / dark / foam-like urine

– confusion / mental fuzziness

– rashes

– leg pains

Osteoporosis (severe bone weakness)

– back pain

– bad posture

– weak bones (weak grip / bones fracture easily)

– receding gums and bone loss in jaw

– general pains in muscles or even bone

– dropping fitness levels

Cathartic colon (from laxative use)

– bloating

– abdominal pain

– chronic constipation

– intense feelings of fullness

– incomplete bowl movement / ‘fecal evacuation’

Hypokalemia (low potassium levels)

– weakness in limbs, especially the sort that causes numbness or cramping

– nausea

– vomiting

– bloating

– abdominal pain

– low blood pressure

– fainting

– physical numbness

– emotional changes

– palpitations

– excessive urination

– constant thirst

Other common side-effects of EDs

– muscle spasms, weakness or twitching (electrolyte imbalance– very common in bulimia, and can be very dangerous)

– anemia

– irregular menstrual cycles / infertility in women

– low blood sugar

– depression and other mood disorders may develop / worsen

– insomnia

– eye damage and diminishing vision

STAY SAFE. A COUPLE OF SYMPTOMS MAY NOT BE LIFE-THREATENING, BUT HAVING MULTIPLE FROM THE SAME ORGAN CAN BE. 

[e-v-o-l-o-v-e]

save someone’s life. reblog

[plummeting-boi]

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i want this

[crybabygothgirl]

🌈 crybabygothgirl 🌈

194lbs - 112lbs

[rainyflxwers]

I WANT THIS SO BAAAAAD

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so maybe i really can do it