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Falling into misery again

[terminallytwee]

G U T S / 1

am i spiraling out of control again?

some things are familiar but

it feels different this time.

bro, am i like. fucking dying?

it can't be, there's so much going on.

[salt4life-deactivated20151230]

[drinkableburrito-deactivated201]

you kno wat trope pisses me off

waking up in the morning and having to continue my existence

[sweetlikeacherry]

I can feel that 2020 is going to change my life for the better and that i’m going to be in a new direction. I can’t even describe it, I just have a gut feeling that i’m going to meet people and be in the right place at the right time for the circumstances that are divinely timed just for me. overwhelmed with good thoughts and hopes for what is to come 

[legilimenstudies]

reblog for good vibes in 2020

[ysociety]

[timbllr]

[xxlonelyghostxx-deactivated2022]

[deuxarabesques]

my absolute favourite poem

[serious]

[burningmine-deactivated20230217]

When people tell me, “Trust your gut! Follow your intuition!” Like, bitch, I have anxiety. My “gut” is usually telling me that everyone hates me and that I’m going to die. I can’t trust what that motherfucker tells me.

[wnq-writers]

“So I became someone else. Not because I wanted to, but because I could no longer survive as who I was.”

— Kristie Betts (via shareaquote)

[casualpapercollective-deactivat]

Can we talk about how hard it is to love yourself and continue to love yourself when no one else is romantically interested in you?

I’ve almost always loved myself (not always my body, but always myself), but the longer I go on without someone else showing interest in loving me too the more I feel like maybe I shouldn’t love myself. Because if I really was a good person, funny, talented, interesting, and attractive then shouldn’t other people be interested in me too?

I know I don’t need romantic love to have a full life, but it feels like I’m just full of myself or deceiving myself by thinking I’m the shit when clearly no one else does.

And when someone does show interest they turn out to be creepy or not have the right intentions and it seems like those are the only people I attract so there must be something wrong with me

[missingyouonly]

[missingyouonly]

[missingyouonly]

[missingyouonly]

[missingyouonly]

And it never will be.