rapid decompensation in response to routine demands

Edgar, call me Ed. Edoro on AO3. Minors please don't follow, I will block you. 30s. Various interests including FFXIV, cross-stitch, and pictures of my cat.

[edoro]

lil bit of self-promo here - i am a broke disabled high-risk bitch and therefore limited in my employment choices! if you like what i do, please consider further enabling me to spend my time posting unhinged bullshit and writing by:

-throwing me a tip on any of my original posts!

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[no-sharks-on-the-sun]

they killed him for this

[edoro]

A boy who guards my Popeye's

[edoro]

Favorite type of shoe is the one with at least an extra inch of rubber on the bottom. I need all the help I can get, vertically speaking.

[edoro]

I always forget how quickly my tolerance grows... took a 10mg gummy and an hour later I feel vaguely like I stood outside someone's door while THEY smoked a bowl

[edoro]

When I was drinking I ended up at "I have to chug two entire bottles of wine within about an hour in order to get tipsy" within like 6months so the fact that I didn't anticipate this suggests I might be stupid.

[edoro]

I always forget how quickly my tolerance grows... took a 10mg gummy and an hour later I feel vaguely like I stood outside someone's door while THEY smoked a bowl

[edoro]

I need to take up some kind of sport or hobby where it's easy, cheap, AND socially acceptable to recreationally hurt myself...

[edoro]

Okay also 'two bowls' to spend hours in a ptsd fugue is also pretty weaksauce for a guy who's been smoking since he was 14 and is presumably a daily, one might even say chronic user...

[edoro]

Little Comfort by Edwin Hill is a beautiful example of a book where the author has clearly never smoked a weed before but really wants to write a stoner

[edoro]

They are EACH smoking their OWN joint? Is this 23 year old woman raising her teenage brother and now also his weird troubled bestie MADE of money? It's puff puff pass, my man, not "Hey can I bum a joint off you." You share it.

[edoro]

Little Comfort by Edwin Hill is a beautiful example of a book where the author has clearly never smoked a weed before but really wants to write a stoner

[calebwittebane]

hi... due to my poor (worsening, it seems.) health situation i had another crappy month where i've gotten through nowhere near enough of my work and i am in a really awful spot financially, which is to say right now i can't afford rent, pain medicine (and i am in dire need of it right now 😔), phone bill, or groceries. i have no choice but to ask for help if it's not a problem and isn't going to put you in a bad spot financially in turn.

i need $700 overall (usd) to have all of that taken care of, but anything, even a little bit, helps and lets me eat and not be in a ton of pain all day and thus hopefully sort things out as best i can. i also really appreciate sharing.

paypal.me/jupitervivi

thank you and i'm sorry for taking your time with this. have a silly amity

[calebwittebane]

$45/700 !

[calebwittebane]

$155/700 :) another amity for you

[calebwittebane]

$160/700 ! huge thanks to everyone who's donated so far : )

[edoro]

you know i was JUST thinking about how much i like the dynamic of "character who faces the threat of falling to some kind of forbidden temptation" and "the one who's there to make sure they don't (sexiest when it's by putting them down like a rabid dog but i'm flexible)"

[edoro]

this is also really tripping me out because he looks JUST like Mathis Quigley Unsounded except like. nice. if Quigley had a good twin it would be Qifrey

[edoro]

the way he holds his hands.......

[edoro]

SLUT????????

[krasnoarmeyets]

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

[edoro]

why is he always posing like this. slut.