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[saeyoungs-angel]

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fandoms. mystic messenger, demon slayer, naruto, my hero academia, obey me, jujutsu kaisen, the disastrous life of saiki k, attack on titan

things i'll write for. angst, character death, fluff, tw sh, tw eds, tw verbal abuse (not from s/o), violence, phobias, nsfw, ect

things i won't write for. tw suicide, tw physical abuse, heavy gore, age gaps, anything that discriminates against certain people, ect

warnings will be written before every fic, the things i wont write for are uncomfortable for me to write but feel free to request as you wish, though i'm not obligated to carry it out as it is on my list of things i'll most likely decline. this list will probably be updated every now and then!

requests. open! may not respond right away tho!

if i don't write for a certain fandom or person you'd like to request, don't hesitate to message me about it! i'll always make exceptions for nice people:) also writers block hits me pretty hard sometimes so please be patient, i'm trying. thank u!!

likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated! <3

naruto. kakashi, sasuke, shikamaru

mha. dabi, tamaki, shigaraki, bakugou, kirishima, todoroki

mysmes. 707

demon slayer. giyuu, rengoku

jjk. gojo, megumi

obey me. belphegor

tdlosk. saiki [coming soon]

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anything for you. mixed fandom, 18+

[saeyoungs-angel]

im sorry to everyone thats followed this blog but ive made a new one cause this ones cringey :( its gonna be even better i promise! its @yepitsrosie and if u liked my writing then please follow cause its gonna be 100 times better i swear💔 mutuals pls follow aswell i swear itll be worth it LMFAO

anyways ive already posted the main stuff, but an actual fic is coming out tm :P

[saeyoungs-angel]

⨳​ ‘just checkin’ up’ — mha

starring. bakugou & you

plot. you have a nightmare and don’t know what to do.

genre. small bit of hurt, comfort, fluff

cw. seizure descriptions, cursing, small breakdown, f!reader

notes. uhm.. hi. its been years since ive attempted to write again. ive had alot of changes in my life recently and need something to ground me and i missed writing so much i figured id try it again. hope yall enjoy!! sorry for the slightly depressing one but this is based on a true story lol. <3

likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated! <3

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“fine! i’ll sleep on the goddamn couch tonight then!”

“thank god! i can’t even look at you right now, katsuki—unbelievable.”

stomping towards your shared bedroom, yours for tonight, you sigh. after shutting the door, you slide down the wall, tears pricking your (e/c) eyes.

katsuki of course, is right behind you, ear pressed against the door. he hears a muffled sob, nose scrunching at the sound.

he raises his hand to reach for the doorknob, dropping it slowly as the sobs only grew stronger. she doesn’t wanna see me, not right now atleast.

later that night, you stir in your sleep.

katsuki is laying calmly on the couch, until the seizing begins. seizures wreck his body, you jumping into action the moment you can.

no, no! you place a finger underneath katsuki’s nose. no breath. no! theres no way! he can’t be—

you jolt awake, body slick with sweat. what the fuck just happened. you slide a hand down your tired face.

you groan, hoping katsuki will be able to help your drowsy demeanor. you trot down the stairs, eyes darting around the dark and dimly lit room. the tv hums in the background as you study katsuki’s face, how pretty.

you place a finger underneath his nose and he awakens at this, tossing a bit in the process. “..(y/n)? what the hell are you doin’ up at this time?”

tears well up in your eyes, hearing his voice was the last straw. “just checkin’ up.” voice cracking, you wince as embarrassment settles in.

katsuki takes a moment, right before huffing, sitting up, and trapping you in his arms. “another one, huh?”

“i-i didn’t know what to do. you-you were—”

katsuki traces circles absentmindedly along your back, “shh. we can talk about all that shit later. how about we go watch (f/m), yeah?”

you nod your head into his chest.

“that’s my girl.” he boasts, placing one arm along your back and the other underneath your knees, lifting you up effortlessly and trekking back to your—now shared again—room.

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[saeyoungs-angel]

Hi!!!💖

Could I ask for 3. “be more careful next time, i don't wanna bandage you up again.” and 11. “bite down on this, it's gonna hurt.” with Levi?🫶🏼

Whatever length you think suits these prompts best is okay!💕

⨳​ tough love — aot

starring. levi ackerman & you

plot. levi's a bit fed up with your carelessness.

genre. fluff

cw. implied injuries, cussing

notes. you certainly can! thank u for being my first request:) hope u like it! go easy on me, its been awhile haha.

likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated! <3

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“ouch!” you grit your teeth, squeezing your eyes tightly shut as levi dabs your wound with an anti-infection ointment. nonetheless, his own eyes stay glued to the abrasion on your ankle.

you flinch once more from your seat on the toilet, “levi, please! you could atleast be gentle.” huffing, you plop your head into the palm of your hand.

“you act like i get this way on purpose..” mumbling does nothing for your case as he finally meets your gaze. “shut up.”

his tone is cold as usual, yet you hear an inkling of worry seep through—atleast you think you do. his fingers brush against your skin, setting it ablaze. you never have understood why you're so fond of the captain, he's harsh and mysterious, spicy you could say.

then again, you also never understood why he babys you so goddamn much. you can handle yourself, can't he see that? being in the top three doesn't just earn itself.

his monotone voice breaks your thoughts. “i should've never let you go out alone.” its a hushed sentence, yet you register every single word. cheeks boiling, you manage a meek response. “oh?”

his face hardens, “tch, spare me. just be more careful next time, i don't wanna bandage you up again, (y/n).”

you can't help yourself, you're grinning ear to ear. heart fluttering, you realize how much you truly cherish these little moments. you reminisce back to the first time he bandaged you up, he was much rougher than he is now. what changed?

your eyes fly open, “fuck! are you kidding me? that hurt so bad!” your tone is anything but calm, wishing nothing more than to bolt out of the bathroom you're both residing in.

for the first time, you notice levi's face contort a bit. why does he look less cold than usual?

“here, bite down on this, it's gonna hurt.” he softly hands over a clean white washrag, urging you to use it. you sigh, wondering why you ever agreed to this in the first place.

snatching it out of his grasp, you display a mien of annoyance before abiding by his words. biting down, you await his move.

not even a moment later, you're muffling a scream. you're too busy to notice, but levi flinches everytime a pained noise leaves your throat. poor (y/n), he thinks to himself. actions sure do have consequences.

“all done, you can spit that out now.” his tone is now soft, almost as if you could break. you happily do as he says.

you stick your tongue out, “yuck! now my mouth is dry.”

before you know it, levi is up and cleaning up supplies.

“hey, do you.. do you do this for anyone else?”

silence, you figure you're not getting an answer. once he's finally finished tidying up, he steps over to where you're seated on the toilet and places the smallest peck on your forehead.

“nope, only you.”

with that said, he leaves you bright red and confused, wondering what the hell just happened.

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[saeyoungs-angel]

⨳​ writing event! — aot

rules. one request per person please! once the promt has been picked, it can't be picked again! requests can have up to three promts! must include a genre type if one is prefered! must include a character and prompt(s)! must read over my wills and won'ts before requesting, thank you!

characters. eren yeager, levi ackerman, mikasa ackerman, armin arlert, hange zoe, annie leonhart, pieck finger

fic types. drabble(100 words), ramble(200-300 words), full fic(500 and up)

notes. hey there guys, long time no see! got a bit of my mojo back and decided to run an event celebrating the drop of the last episode. depending on what kind of request, there may be spoilers for people who haven't watched that far, please keep that in mind! with that said, if there's a second request you'd like to make, feel free to leave it in my inbox for when the event is over. :) have fun!

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1. “i don't think me being here is a good idea.”

2. “never leave my sight again.”

3. “be more careful next time, i don't wanna bandage you up again.”

4. “i like the way your hand fits in mine.”

5. “no like, it's just.. i can't believe you're wearing my clothes.”

6. “you're a big piece of inspiration for this, honestly.”

7. “i can sleep when i'm dead.”

8. “that doesn't sound healthy.”

9. “oh god, is that.. blood?”

10. “you're doing great, don't look at it.”

11. “bite down on this, it's gonna hurt.”

12. “come here, let me fix it.”

13. “it's not heavy, i'm stronger than i look.”

14. “can i kiss you?”

15. “stop telling me you're okay.”

16. “don't talk to me, someone might think we're friends.”

17. “if it makes you feel better, you can slap me. lightly.”

18. “judge if you want, we're all going to die. i intend to deserve it.”

19. “i lied, you believed me. who's the stupid one?”

20. “do you believe in love at first sight?”

21. “i don't have time to feel guilty, and neither do you.”

22. “you're going to start drinking already?”

23. “might kill god just to feel something.”

24. “that's a bit dark, even for you.”

25. “i love when you talk like a dork.”

26. “why didn't you say goodbye?”

27. “it wasn't your fault.”

28. “i just need some time to myself.”

29. “i don't wanna lose you, too.”

30. “it's better this way.”

31. “don't make this harder than it already is.”

32. “stop pushing everyone away.”

33. “you haven't been yourself lately.”

34. “is s/he really just a friend?”

35. “you're making me think that what they told me about you was true.”

36. “not everyone is going to hurt you.”

37. “please don't misunderstand me.”

38. “can you just kiss me? one last time? that's all i ask.”

39. “i swear i'll do things differently this time.”

40. “i know i shouldn't be here.”

41. “i didn't mean to ruin your life.”

42. “i had a nightmare.”

43. “were you happier with him/her?”

44. “stop acting like you're happy, i know you're not.”

45. “do we like, hold hands now?”

46. “i didn't ever think we'd be here, like this.”

47. “can i trust you?”

48. “do you wanna watch the stars?”

49. “there's nothing i wouldn't do for you.”

50. “is there a reason you're blushing like that?”

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[saeyoungs-angel]

yall.. i just binged aot in 3 days and the new episode came out two days after my birthday. i now have a new fixation and will probably be using it to help me get my writing abilities back! just wanted to stop by and say please bare with me, new things should be coming very soon:) love yall that're still here<3

also! little surprise, i'll be running an event for aot in the next week to challenge myself and in celebration of the end of the anime. be on the lookout:)

[saeyoungs-angel]

hi—i know its been awhile since ive posted here and im extremely sorry, especially after coming back and reassuring yall that id be posting every now and then. without dumping on u guys too much, i already find it hard to stick to something im interested in and recently ive also been trying to find my will to live again. learning to love life and love being apart of it is rough after throwing it away for so long. i hope u guys understand and if theres any requests that r emergency type then ill gladly type them out real quick if u just hit my pm. im not ghosting this account or abandoning it, im simply taking a hiatus? a break, whatever u wanna call it. im so sorry that ive been lacking and im sure u guys barely come onto my account anymore but i appreciate all the likes and reblogs im continuing to receive. thank u all so much and i love u guys, stay safe.<3

[saeyoungs-angel]

guys i hit 300 followers!! honestly never thought id get that many but im so fucking happy rn. ive still got a couple requests to write out but im thinkin that if and when i hit 500 ill do some sort of writing event that yall can request for:) thank u guys so much and i hope ur all doing well! just wanted to stop by and express my excitment lol. have a nice day or night! <3

[saeyoungs-angel]

glad to see your back! loving the new fics. how are you doing

im doing better, thank u for asking! im glad u like them, it was a struggle to get them out awhile ago but alot easier now:)

[saeyoungs-angel]

hey your back!!! missed you so much & hope your doing okay :)

bro u have no idea how much this means to me!! im doing better than i was and while i might not be posting everyday or anything, i am definitely back:) thank u sm for checking in and im glad ive made an impact on here enough to be missed, even if its small it means the world to me<3

[saeyoungs-angel]

Hey lovely, if you don’t have too many asks id like to request shota or denki with a partner that struggles with depression, mainly with taking care of them selves in this. like hygiene, getting out of bed or doing anything really. denki or shota help them do little things that. i think you know what i mean so just write it how ever you want or don’t, if you are uncomfortable with this.

⨳​ punctilious — mha

starring. aizawa & you

plot. you may think you’re slick, but your boyfriend pays attention to everything. this includes the lack of care that you’ve shown yourself, recently.

genre. comfort, fluff

cw. mentions of depressive episodes and depressive behaviors

notes. god i am so sorry it took me so long to get to this, my writers block is so fuckin bad rn but i managed to finish it! i hope u see this since i cant tag u and idk if ur following me but if u do then i hope u enjoy it:)

likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated! <3

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“(y/n), this is the fourth day in a row that you’ve slept in so late.”

you grumble in your half-asleep state, swiftly snatching the blanket he had so rudely stolen from over you. you tuck it back underneath your weary arms and roll away from aizawa.

huffing, you reply in a slurry manner. “tired, shota. didn’t get enough sleep.”

he hums, tilting above you to reach your furrowed eyebrows—he softly thumbs the crease forming in between them.

“stop that, you’ll look old.” he chides, feeling a bit hopeless with your attitude. he knows very well that your sleeping pattern has been through the ringer this past week, and he also knows he can’t force you to fix it.

that said, he still stubbornly wants to try.

“hey, sweetheart. if you get up now, we’ll go to a cat cafe. how’s that sound?”

your eyes fly open, only to dim moments after.

“not feelin’ it today, sorry sho.”

now, aizawa isn’t surprised by much, but this? this has him reeling on the inside. you never turn down an invite to a cafe, let alone one filled with cats.

something is amiss, definitely. though he’d like to speak with you about it directly, he’s worried that you’ll close yourself off even more—it’s not like you never confide in him, but you’re obviously keeping something from him.

he decides to let you rest, offering him enough time to consider his options.

when the sun begins to set, aizawa grows concerned. why are you sleeping so late now? with only solicitous thoughts of you clouding his mind, he shuffles quickly towards your shared bedroom.

creaking the door open, he finds the lights still untouched. “sweetheart?”

his eyes adjust, tracing the outline of your face that’s illuminated by your phone light—which isn’t very bright, probably because you’ve been in the dark all day long.

“hm? oh, sorry. i got stuck on social media.” you end your excuse with a light laugh, not even inching to shut of the device while your eyes lay on him.

he shakes his head and dismisses your words, moving to seat himself on the edge of the bed closest to you. he grasps your hand in his, smiling at you in concern.

“you haven’t been out of the room today, you know? it’s eight o’clock already.”

his voice brings silence with it, you averting your eyes as you can sense what’s ahead of you. scrolling on your phone, you distract yourself unsuccessfully.

“is there something you want to tell me?”

your scrolling pauses for a brief moment, just before you regain yourself and continue. your heart is by your feet and you have no idea where you should take the conversation now.

“i’m—i, uh. fuck, sho. i’m having trouble, alright? that’s all, and i’ll be okay in time. don’t worry about me, please.”

the last sentence drops from your lips and aizawa worries more than ever—those words always come from someone that needs to be worried about.

“quit it. i’m here to help you, not scold you or something. i’m your boyfriend, (y/n), not your mother. i can’t do anything if you refuse my help, but i’m asking you to let me help you.”

your scrolling doesn’t pause this time, it ceases completely. you shut off your phone, the room dimming before you reach for the lamp and switch it on. your vision is a bit blurry and you’re trembling ever-so-slightly, but you respond.

“okay.” with a shaky voice, you nod your head in extra confirmation.

aizawa’s lips turn upwards just lightly, “then it’s a deal. just one more thing, though. i need you to work with me, you have to try, alright? i’ll be here with you for every step, but i need you here as well.”

that’s how it started, you and aizawa both working to turn your episode upside down. two is better than one, right?

“hey, time to get up. i gave you an extra hour, so i expect a kiss after you shower and brush your teeth.”

you sneer, hating the fact that he knows you would’ve preferred to stay in bed and skip those things.

“why not now?” your tone is playful, yet he answers you honestly.

“because it’ll also be a reward for you, sweetheart. now get up, we’re going for coffee.”

the moment the toothpaste reaches your mouth, you gag lightly. after some time without tasting it, the feeling it leaves on your tongue is unfamiliar—aizawa is immediately by your side, brushing his teeth with you.

staring at him through the wide mirror, you smile to yourself. having someone next to you doing the exact same thing effortlessly may not be super comforting, but as he smiles back towards you the world seems just a bit brighter.

he snags your attention through the reflective surface, pointing from you to himself. your eyes leer on him as he counts on his fingers to a certain number, then switches his toothbrush to the other side. he wants you to repeat it, that much you can tell.

as you follow his actions, you turn it into a tiny game for yourself. thirty seconds, done. thirty seconds, done. thirty seconds, done. thirty seconds, aaand completely done.

“that wasn’t so hard, right angel?” he smiles down at you as you flip him off sarcastically.

“actually, it’s easier than i remember it. that might be because you’re here, though.”

critical hit, 98 damage dealt to shota aizawa!

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[saeyoungs-angel]

hi idk if you do “___ reacting to” stuff but if you do could you possibly do mha characters (any of them) reacting to the reader being a toy collector (dolls, plushies, etc) they’re not an age regressor or anything they just like collecting them

no pressure if you’re not comfortable tho!!

⨳​ odd habits — mha

starring. bakugou, denki, todoroki, mina, & you (separate)

plot. you have a hobby of collecting toys, but it’s not until your s/o visits your dorm for the first time that they find out.

genre. fluff, crack(?not really)

cw. swearing

notes. im back! this was a request i never managed to finish and im so sorry but i hope you see this and enjoy it! <3

likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated! <3

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when bakugou takes his first step into your dorm room, his immediate reaction is to ridicule you. he’ll spout things like, ‘the fuck is with the toys?’ or ‘what are you, a child?’ but in reality he’s attempting to conceal the faint blush on his face. he’ll never admit it to anyone, but he finds it oddly adorable. the neat way they’re all set up, the time he asks if they have names and you reply with a nod—he may tease you for it all, but he’s swooning on the inside.

when denki arrives at your door, you invite him in without much thought. the moment his eyes rake around your dorm, his smile is widening ever-so-slightly, eyes shining in wonder. he’s attempting to contain himself on the outside, but truly he’d like to jump around your room and study each item. he’s so genuinely interested that now you’re both admiring each other discreetly.

when todoroki expressed that he was curious of how your room was adorned, you had no issue with appeasing his inquisitiveness. the only reaction you receive is his eyes widening slightly—he’s surprised, but not alarmed. his reaction had you feeling a bit judged, so you mentioned your concerns to him only to have him say ‘don’t worry, it doesn’t bother me. if anything, it adds uniqueness to your dorm.’ it’s safe to say that he doesn’t really mind either way.

mina is absolutely ecstatic at the new information. in all honesty, she’s jealous—her girlfriend is a toy collector? how fucking cool is that! she questions you constantly about where you found a certain toy, or if she can borrow and maybe have one, simply to remind her of you when you’re not around. if you do happen to let her borrow a plushie, she’ll sleep with it for as long as she can and longer if she manages to convince you.

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[saeyoungs-angel]

hey everything okay? it’s been a while. what have you been up to lately

hello! im really sorry ive been ghost for a bit, lifes been a little chaotic for me and mental healths been a bitch. i really appreciate u checking in on me<3

i promise ill be back soon!! honestly ive tried to come back a couple times and write out a few of the requests ive gotten, yet i cant seem to finish anything right now. once again im really sorry about not updating or anything, ill be back within a week hopefully to finish everything ive started, and even start new things! im doing alright and i hope u r too:)

[saeyoungs-angel]

Idk if your requests are open (it says so in your rules but sometimes ppl can forget to edit that) but if they are, could I possibly request a kiri x reader who is on their period? Its fine if not and please don't feel forced to do this request!

⨳​ elevating emotions — mha

starring. kirishima & you

plot. you’re on your period and kirishima knows just how to make you feel better—or maybe you just love him.

genre. bit of comfort, fluff

cw. female reader, crying loll

notes. they are indeed open! i hope this is good enough, im not too happy with the way i write him but my other fic seems pretty liked so i hope this one is good aswell!! its kinda short and im sorry for taking awhile to write it, life been shitty recently but here it is finally! <3

likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated! <3

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“i got your text! i’ve got strawberries, almonds, advil, and your favorite movie. oh, and a fluffy blanket!” kirishima bursts through your door as gently as he can, considering he seems quite panicked.

amidst your unmade bed, you lay curled up as you offer him your best smile.

“thanks, kiri. you’re the best.”

he smiles proudly, stationing the bags by your head. “aren’t i just?”

kirishima hops over to your dorm-room tv, swiftly inputting the disk before rushing back to you. he offers you a bottle of water and the advil, swinging his arm around your shoulder as you gratefully accept them.

as the movie progresses, you perceive a certain scene to be more upsetting than it was the previous time you watched it—your eyes begin tearing up unwillingly.

kirishima glances over to you as he cracks a joke, searching for your smile only to find the opposite. his eyes dilate as he encases you in his arms, rubbing your shoulder gently.

“hey, are you alright? i’m really sorry, (y/n). i had no idea you’d be upset when i got the movie.” he juts out his bottom lip, beginning to wish he’d never rented it in the first place.

you wave him off, laughing through the tears as they pour harder at his efforts. you ball your hands up and wipe your eyes harshly.

“no worries, my emotions are just heightened.”

he hums, acknowledging your explanation as you glance up to find his eyes shut peacefully.

“are you tired, kiri?” you stretch out a hand, trailing your fingers through his vermillion tinted tresses—he hums once again.

you smile faintly, reaching for the remote to halt the tv’s ambience. “okay, well, before we take a nap,—”

you lightly lean up to place a chaste kiss to his forehead. “i want you to know that you’re awesome and i love you.”

kirishima’s eyes shoot wide open, his face stained red with a blush. “you expect me to nap after that!”

you can’t help but chortle at his words, and the smile gracing your face never falters. before you can begin to get comfortable for sleep, he leans above you, trapping you in with his arms.

he bends down, returning your earlier gesture with a infinitesimal kiss to your nose. he gains the same reaction, a blush streaking across your cheeks immediately.

he plops back down beside you, taking his previous position once more.

“i love you too, by the way. though i think that goes without saying, it’d be unmanly of me to not say it back to such a pretty girl.”

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[saeyoungs-angel]

so uhh yk how i was sick before

it ended up being corona 😭

OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY LMAO. broo i had it like a long time ago when it first started and mannnn it was awful i cant imagine having it again, shit was like having the flu x6. i hope ur feeling atleast a bit better now though and that ur doing alright, drinking lots of water and getting a shit ton of rest was a big help for me!!

[saeyoungs-angel]

thank you so so much for doing my request😭 honestly i’ve been struggling with this for a while but it really helps to read a drabble where my fav comforts me for it! have a nice day/night <3

of course, anon! i'm so glad it helped u, don't hesitate to dm or request again if u need anything else:) ur lovely and i hope ur doing alright!! a lot of people including myself feel that way sometimes, so know ur not alone when u feel like that. <3

have a nice day or night as well and stay safe!

[saeyoungs-angel]

hello! i saw your requests were open, so i was wondering if i could request a drabble where bakugou comforts reader who doesn’t feel like shes feminine enough? and whenever she sees him with a really pretty girl she gets upset thinking he wouldn’t look her way cause she doesn’t act or dress like the rest of the girls in 1-a but she tries (have a nice day!!)

⨳​ “i like you the way you are.” — mha

starring. bakugou & you

plot. after attempting to dress more feminine, bakugou states exactly how he feels about it—and you.

genre. comfort, fluff

cw. swearing, female reader implied, reader likes baggy clothes

notes. woo got carried away lol, i relate to this alot so i wanted to give it my best. i hope you like it and thank u sm for the request! im sorry it took so long, writers block is a bitch:( i hope u have a nice day as well!! <3

likes, reblogs, and comments are always appreciated! <3

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yesterday, you had departed from your classroom in a dismal mood, to say the least. after witnessing a few female classmates swarm bakugou to chat about his astounding quirk, you dawned on the fact that he seemed nicer to them than you—insults were still thrown around, yet they weren’t as heavy as the ones he showered you with.

you had absolutely zero ill-will towards them, the animosity was actually directed at yourself. was he nicer because they were prettier, or because they wore showy dresses and skirts?

here you were, dressed in baggy denim jeans and a hoodie, was that the problem? you never took part in the salon trips or trying on dresses like the other girls, was that what he wanted?

before this, you had come to the conclusion that katsuki bakugou, your bestfriend, never once had an interest in dating and such. recent events have swayed your view, though—so here you are now, standing idly in front of your mirror adjusting your skirt.

you only own one, and it was a gift. while it fits you nicely and the color compliments your eyes, you feel uncomfortable and stiff. you smooth it out a bit more, rolling your shoulders to try and ease the tension in them.

no use, you still have this awkward feeling. you don’t feel like you, you feel like you’re trying to be someone else. that said, you shake it off to the best of your abilities, finishing up your usual routine—just this time, with a skirt.

as discomfiting as it is to don yourself in this outfit, you know you have to attempt it. you can’t jump to conclusions just yet, if you try and are unsuccessful, then you can be dejected about it. a knock at your dorm drags you from your unquieting head, the aggression gives away the culprit easily.

“fuck is takin’ you so long? we’re gonna be late, dumbass!” bakugou’s voice rings in your ears, and anxious, uninvited feelings accompany it.

you dash around your room, snatching your school stuff in a hurry. “it’s fine! just head there without me, katsuki.”

some grumbles flow from your door, then it slams ajar. you swing around, pivoting on your heel at the intrusion.

“what the hell are you doing! you’re gonna be late, just go—and stop breaking into my room!”

the semi-shout does the opposite of deterring him, and he shoves the door closed behind him as he crosses his arms in agitation. he even taps his foot against the wooden floors, you having to stifle a laugh at his demeanor.

“maybe you should lock your door, stupid.—” his head falls to face the ground, “—y’know i’m not gonna walk without you, hurry the fuck up.”

you huff and as his head rises back up, he notices.

“the hell are you wearin’?”

your eyes fly to the wall behind him, arms coming to cover yourself instinctively as an unpleasant feeling crawls up your spine. had you messed up?

“i’m—uh, it’s just a skirt. i just figured that, um, i should.. try something new.” your uneasiness flows through your voice, and bakugou definitely takes notice.

“is it bad..?”

he scoffs, closing the proximity between you both by just a bit.

“do you think it’s bad?”

you open your mouth to respond, but nothing falls out. of course you think it’s bad, but you want to know if he does too.

“uh, i mean, i’m uncomfortable. i’d rather be in my normal clothes but i don’t really.. look good in those, i guess.” the words come out unconfident, much to your dismay.

you begin to play with your fingers, hoping he’ll just let is slide and accompany you to class like always.

“hey, stupid. take it off.”

your eyes blow wide, the hell did he just say?

“what?”

“i’ll turn around, just put on somethin’ you actually feel fuckin’ comfortable in.” before you can retort, he spins around.

sighing, you settle for the assumption that he simply doesn’t see you like that. it must’ve been weird for him to see you in girly clothes, maybe he thinks of you as one of the guys or something.

slipping out of the coarse textured skirt, you tweak your new agreeable outfit to your liking. a cozy long-sleeved shirt and loose fitting jeans, the normal. before you can finish tidying yourself up, bakugou snaps the silence in half.

“why’d you decide to go and try to change into that shit, anyways? you told me you’d start dressin’ like that when hell freezes over.”

you pause, thinking of the correct way to word it without seeming odd.

“you’re nicer to the girls who dress like that.”

the room falls deadly silent once again, and for a split second, you feel sick to your stomach.

“are you done changin’?”

“yeah.”

bakugou swiftly turns to face you, stomping over until he’s directly in front of your pretty face.

“you tried to wear that shit for me?”

you nod, feeling a bit mentally diminutive compared to his intimidating frame.

“don’t. i like you the way you are and i’d rather you be comfortable, dumbass.” he settles his rough palms above your shoulders.

“then why are you meaner to me..?” this is the last question you need an answer to, and the shock hasn’t fully set in yet so you decide to ask it now.

he growls, shaking you back and forth.

“fuck, this is really embarrassin’, so you better not go makin’ fun of me and shit.—” he halts his movements, letting his hands fall to his sides.

he covers the bottom of his face with one palm, the other resting soundly in place at his side.

“—have you, have you ever heard that if you bully someone more—goddammit! i like you, alright? there, i fuckin’ said it.”

buffering, you’re speechless. that’s why he was so rude to you? why didn’t he just say so, it would’ve saved you a lot of trouble!

“really? you like me like this?” you gesture to your boyish looking clothes, arching a brow in questioning.

he nods silently, knowing his words would most likely flow out harsher than he means them to.

“wow, i—i did that because i like you! what a coincidence, right?”

“yeah, whatever. we’re already super fuckin’ late, so if you’re comfortable then let’s go.” he takes your hand in his, uncharacteristically gentle, and stomps out of your dorm.

you flush heavily, eyeing your connected hands as a smile breaks out on your face. bakugou abruptly stops in his tracks.

“the only reason i’d have for hatin’ what you wear,—” his unoccupied hand reaches towards both of yours, tugging up the sleeve that made its way in between them. “—is that these shitty sleeves keep me from feelin’ your hand in mine.”

you laugh a bit, face blazing as you both begin your walk to class once again. before you can say anything to doubt yourself though, he redirects your thoughts.

“the upside is that you look fuckin’ adorable in it, so i probably shouldn’t be complainin’.”

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