' T '

︵ ⊹ ︵⏜︵ ⊹ ︵ㅤ 17　y / o theming　art　by　fuvin_　様

[safetiicun]

hi, call me t. i'm a cute terminally isolated puppyboy. i live on another plane of reality and only exist to you through your screen. come try to touch me. messy blog for me to reach into society with 𐂯

transsexual male (he/him) // bisexual // white // north american // social anxiety, awful brain fog, probable dpd, probable selective mutism // friendless // schrodinger's human // high schooler // masochist // esoteric and bad at phrasing things // yandere-adjacent

i mean everything i post :3

[safetiicun]

i think i might be taking funny pills tonight.. it sucks because it's slow release and apparently it'll take 5 hours to reach peak levels.

it's a 0.8% chance of death so i'm not expecting much. i hope i can at least go to the ward and get taken care of for a week or two. if i do die then hooray.

[safetiicun]

waking up early is fun because my curtains look like this during sunrise. i'm good at looking at pretty colours, but not much else

[safetiicun]

how does one go about organizing a kidnapping over the internet...

[safetiicun]

test finished..! i hope i did good. i got tripped up on an easy question because i focused on studying the hard stuff too much.. hehe.. i think i should get an 80+ though! wish i had owner to praise me.

[safetiicun]

i wish i had someone to help me practice studying. im lonely pien

[safetiicun]

— ˗ˋ need a partner who 'reads my mind'. (inserts their views onto me and ignores what i actually want)

they can tell when i need affection. they can tell when i want to be spoiled. they can even tell when i'm 'pretending not to like it'! (pleading with them to leave me alone)

they even know how badly i want to express my love to them. i'm just too shy to do it, that's all! they're so kind and patient that they're willing to teach me how to... even if i get really 'embarrassed' (disgusted) and 'fussy' (terrified) over it >_< ˊ˗ —

[safetiicun]

did poorly on the quiz... orz...

im gonna double down and study hard today and tomorrow. i can overwrite the quiz if i do better on the test! just you watch, i'm gonna get 100!!!

[safetiicun]

its not fair. ive been getting such good grades up until this year... bad stuff happens when you're 17 and now you can't get into college?

i've reaffirmed it. i will be a degreeless jobless housepet and my owner will be happy with it.

[safetiicun]

the semester is nearing its end and i only have a 70% in my math course.. today's a quiz and then friday the unit test, so i hope i can just work really hard this week and bump it to an 80.

the average for the program im looking at is 87. maybe i should die...