#irl darling

[cryopeacock]

Hello , my Prince . In advanced , I apologize for all the questions . If you wish to , you can just make your answers short and sweet for me .

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"Eyes" : What's something you wish people would instantly know about you without you having to explain it?

"Frenzy" : Do you have any addictions? If so, what are they?

"Parasite" : How often do you put on a false persona? Where do you act the most like yourself? Do you really know what you're actually like?

HEARTBREAK : Do your feelings get hurt easily? How do you handle rejection or criticism?

NEW BEGINNINGS : What's the first thing you pay attention to when you meet someone?

JEALOUSY : Do you get jealous easily? What makes you jealous?

🧁 - How do you express affection?

🍮 - If you could be any animal, what would you pick? why?

LONGING - I want to know you more and interact more

DEVOTION - I’m your biggest fan

THOUGHTS OF AN ABSENT FRIEND - I think of you when you’re gone

❤️ - I think you’re probably pretty irl!

🫀- You seem like a very interesting person!

thank you for all the questions >-<,,, sorry if i take really long to respond--- but here we go...

firstly, i suppose i would want everyone to understand and accept the fact im a fictionkin and treat me as such as it's a big part pf who i am and a lot of people i know don't respect that...

i don't really have any addictions i dont think? which is good.

already answered this one-- but often in the past i would lie a lot - which has lead me to not knowing the truth nowadays... so i have no clue what im really like-- but i do feel more comfortable around people i trust at least

i cannot handle criticism for the life of me-- my ego shatters and i feel like absolute shit and become the worst person ever to exist in my mind because of course im perfect so why cant i do this thing???

i usually pay attention to someone's eyes after i meet them. i won't look at them but i'll sneak glances at their eyes to see the colour, pupil size and what they're doing to see if they could be lying...

i do get jealous easily... seeing someone i like talk to someone that isn't me really-- makes me so annoyed...

i show affection by talking to someone in the first place. i hardly talk to anybody so if you get my attention you must be someone special for me to bother. that and cuddles when i find a partner one day...

for the animal? i think id be a nightingale. illuga's reasons - he likes what they do. also we're very into birds and theyre pretty i guess...

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also aww... those comments at the end >-<,,, you're very sweet and at least you haven't abandoned me yet like some of my other followers <3 haha,,,

[poncho-ss]

Hello darling sorry I took so long I was nervous.. how are you?

Im good! Ugh I wanna know who you are..

[pvppybarks]

having a stalker who's so obsessed with me they can't let me go, following me around campus and joining the clubs i'm in so they can get in close without being suspicious

watching me with my friends and getting so jealous they can't see straight, promising to punish me the way i deserve when they see me being so touchy with everybody

following me back to my single dorm and breaking in once i'm fast asleep, knowing i smoke beforehand and it knocks me right out. they sit there and watch, right on the edge of my bed, petting my hair and shaking from restraint. unlocking my phone because of course they know my password, scrolling through my socials until they get to tumblr, looking at all the nasty stuff i've liked and immediately getting aroused, taking note of all of it so they can take care of me the way i want when they're finally ready to kidnap me

it's only a matter of time

[cryopeacock]

× “Parasite” : How often do you put on a false persona? Where do you act the most like yourself? Do you really know what you’re actually like?

× “Chalice” : If you could change one thing about you what would it be and why?

× “Augur” : If you could change one thing from the past what would it be and why?

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thanks for the ask <3 i'll try my best to answer

no i dont know what im like. ive been lying for as long as i can remember that lies have become truths and i live that way now. but i feel more carefree around people i like at least.

i think i would want to change my ability to focus. i can't focus on things i don't care about and that's my downfall most of the time irl.

and to change one thing from the past? never meeting ****. god no. never. please.

[buttonpusher427]

I see the tiny red eye blinking in the dark corner of my room, and I finally sleep in peace. Let your lenses drink me in; I dress only for your monitors, a private performance for my solitary audience. My friends wept when I changed my number and locked the door forever, but they never understood that freedom is a crowded room, and safety is being your beautiful captive.

[scarred-presence]

i need them so bad /nsx

[cryopeacock]

typewriter; do you enjoy writing things, taking notes, messaging, ect, on a phone? computer? by hand?

compose; if you could choose one piece of art that you think encapsulates you, whether it be a song, book, painting, anything, what would you choose? scratch; would you prefer to have your darling's blood under your fingernails or vice versa? or both?

i dont particularly enjoy writing things too much... i have more of a storage in my head of things i take notes of mentally

i think it'd be a song... but i'm not sure which one. perhaps "savages" by marina or "breaking free" from twewy would be a good one,,

and for this, i already answered. but my blood under my darling's...