SOOOoooOOOoOOOOOoooOOOooOO this is my rape story xD (explicit material), its a bit disturbing i guess, but yea.
my first personal post, im so over this topic that i can talk about it comfortably. remember it like it was yesterday so when i was going out with my first first bf, we were going good, we were 3 months in, and then i went to his house to hang out, so we hung out then we started to kiss (remind u im in 7th grade during this so i was a bit “un-experiencned and was like ahh, and no one was home) then he was like “i want you”,but i was like no, but then he got mad and we stopped so we were just sitting there, then he kept asking and asking but i didnt want to, then he said “then i’ll make you” then he grabbed me and threw me on the bed, i was getting scared so i was trying to push him off but my weak self wasnt strong enough, then he said “i swear if u try to run i will hit you so hard”, which freaked me out cuz i have a PTSD of getting hit (parents) so i was like frozen in fear, i know im dumb, but i couldnt move, i was so scared that he was going to hit me, like i was legit shaking. then i was like thinking “no fuck this” then i like was able to get him off of me but, he grabbed me and pinned me on the ground, then he said ”what did i say about running?” then he hit me in the chest, it hurt, then he pulled my hand and pushed me back on the bed, then out of no where he gets some rope, i said “WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?” i yelled that so loud i can still hear myself saying it, but no one was there to help me, i was alone, but anyways he got on top of me and for like 10 min im trying to get him off of me cuz he was trying to tie my hands, then i started getting weaker and weaker then he was finally able to tie me to the bed stand, at this point iim like crying to him and saying “please, dont do this, please no” but he ignored it, then he was like “im gonna fuck you till u pass out” at that point im freaking out kicking and what not, but i was so weak omg i couldnt fight back.