Who fucking knows anymore

21 | British | Cis Lesbian | nothing in particular | music blog: @sailor-freak | sitcoms blog: @tony-angelino

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Actually I'm going to use this space to put all these thoughts down cos I keep thinking about it and idk maybe someone can relate but although I'm still very much a part of fandom culture (I recently joined the Stranger Things fandom if anyone's at all interested) I really just Don't give a fuck about shipping. Like it's not even like I'm actively trying to not care about it. I truly don't give a fuck.

So for example, I joined the Stranger Things fandom (very late I know I'm sorry I watched the whole series I'm obsessed with Robin Buckley if you want to see me talk about that my twitter is smalltownrobin) and that show is like ships galore, especially with the group of characters I have the most interest in. The "older teens" group of characters (like Robin, Steve, Nancy, Jonathan, Eddie, that lot) get most of that, and I've just never found myself caring. People heavily debating whether Nancy will "end up" with Jonathan or Steve? I don't care. I'm chill with either, I'm chill with none. Even people who ship Nancy with Robin, or prefer Robin with Vickie, honestly I just want Robin to kiss a girl I don't give a fuck who it is. THE STEDDIE RAMPAGE I'm glad it's making people happy but I'm fine either way, and I don't actively seek content for it out. I'd say the only pairing I care about on that show is Robin and Steve's platonic friendship, THAT I love I am obsessed but like. they've already reached the "goal" of their relationship so it's not like there's any official title that the show writers or fans can give to them or take away. It's an easier life overall and I'm pretty happy.

I really don't know what's done this to me, cos I used to LOVE shipping, I remember in high school my friends and I used to have seriously intense conversations about which Fairy Tail characters worked best together. I made two entire videos on why people should ship Cheryl and Veronica from Riverdale (and even now ages after I stopped watching and it turns out they had a 100% platonic fan service kiss I DON'T CARE THAT IT HAPPENED). The point is something's just happened to me since those days and now I just don't care. Maybe it's cos my main fandom is kpop where shipping is Not okay and I don't wish to involve myself in the romantic lives of real people dictating to them what I think they should do with their personal endeavours, but yeah. I don't care. It's not a bad thing if you are into shipping, you know, enjoy yourselves, if it brings you joy and it's not hurting anyone go ahead.

All that being said I still very much care about Thasmin but we're never going to get any more of them now so. fuck.

Did anyone bother to read that I'm sorry 🙃 I know I barely post on here anymore, I converted it to my SCD blog but then couldn't be bothered talking about it so this is kind of empty now. I talk about the fandoms I did talk about on here on my twt so I guess if you're still interested in my fandom opinions go on there? I cannot promise I'll convert this blog to anything to make it active again I might just pop in every so often and rant about something completely random ✌️

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Bringing this back cos people have tried to pull me into ship wars on two separate occasions neither time I was even trying to ship anyone it's really really not that fucking serious calm tf down have a drink or something

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Nasty Comments with Nicole #19

SHE'S BACK

So I recently made a lot of my old covers public again

And this lovely person commented on my cover of Soroibumi from La Reconquista from. six years ago. keep that in mind.

My throat hurts I'm laughing so much

"in general I didn't like" aww no I'm gutted that's so sad I can't believe 16 year old me didn't have the foresight to know YOU would be watching in 6 years time and didn't make it perfect for you god she was so awful never thinking about others how selfish of her if I could go back in time and tell her to not be "squeaky" I would just for your benefit I humbly apologise 🙏

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HELLO STRICTLY ENJOYERS IT'S BACK

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Actually I'm going to use this space to put all these thoughts down cos I keep thinking about it and idk maybe someone can relate but although I'm still very much a part of fandom culture (I recently joined the Stranger Things fandom if anyone's at all interested) I really just Don't give a fuck about shipping. Like it's not even like I'm actively trying to not care about it. I truly don't give a fuck.

So for example, I joined the Stranger Things fandom (very late I know I'm sorry I watched the whole series I'm obsessed with Robin Buckley if you want to see me talk about that my twitter is smalltownrobin) and that show is like ships galore, especially with the group of characters I have the most interest in. The "older teens" group of characters (like Robin, Steve, Nancy, Jonathan, Eddie, that lot) get most of that, and I've just never found myself caring. People heavily debating whether Nancy will "end up" with Jonathan or Steve? I don't care. I'm chill with either, I'm chill with none. Even people who ship Nancy with Robin, or prefer Robin with Vickie, honestly I just want Robin to kiss a girl I don't give a fuck who it is. THE STEDDIE RAMPAGE I'm glad it's making people happy but I'm fine either way, and I don't actively seek content for it out. I'd say the only pairing I care about on that show is Robin and Steve's platonic friendship, THAT I love I am obsessed but like. they've already reached the "goal" of their relationship so it's not like there's any official title that the show writers or fans can give to them or take away. It's an easier life overall and I'm pretty happy.

I really don't know what's done this to me, cos I used to LOVE shipping, I remember in high school my friends and I used to have seriously intense conversations about which Fairy Tail characters worked best together. I made two entire videos on why people should ship Cheryl and Veronica from Riverdale (and even now ages after I stopped watching and it turns out they had a 100% platonic fan service kiss I DON'T CARE THAT IT HAPPENED). The point is something's just happened to me since those days and now I just don't care. Maybe it's cos my main fandom is kpop where shipping is Not okay and I don't wish to involve myself in the romantic lives of real people dictating to them what I think they should do with their personal endeavours, but yeah. I don't care. It's not a bad thing if you are into shipping, you know, enjoy yourselves, if it brings you joy and it's not hurting anyone go ahead.

All that being said I still very much care about Thasmin but we're never going to get any more of them now so. fuck.

Did anyone bother to read that I'm sorry 🙃 I know I barely post on here anymore, I converted it to my SCD blog but then couldn't be bothered talking about it so this is kind of empty now. I talk about the fandoms I did talk about on here on my twt so I guess if you're still interested in my fandom opinions go on there? I cannot promise I'll convert this blog to anything to make it active again I might just pop in every so often and rant about something completely random ✌️

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Thoughts on any of the senshi x shitennou pairings?

I'm so indifferent to any ship in any fandom anymore so I can't give you a proper answer cos I really truly just don't care but whether people like or dislike them you enjoy yourselves you're valid whatever I guess

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hi

ONCE AGAIN I know I haven't been posting this series, I'm very sorry about that, I just really didn't have the energy to keep up posting like usual, HOWEVER I do want to say a huge well done to Hamza and Jowita!!! He became a favourite of mine Very early on, so once my initial favourites left (Ellie and Johannes btw) he became the one I was backing so I was... more than a little bit happy when he won 😂 my throat kinda hurts ANYWAY he's well deserving of the trophy so I'm glad he got it!! I will be starting to work on Strictly crack 2022 very soon and if the Strictly awards are going next year I'll try to keep up with reblogging those as well considering I've barely voiced my opinions this series, but it was a great series with a great result!

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HI

So those that follow me for Strictly I know haven't said a word about it I have in fact been watching it and keeping up with it all I just didn't have the energy to post about it properly ✌️ but I do need the space to scream that Tony is doing The Full Monty for movie week and I mean it's my favourite film ever I never get tired of it I watch it regularly on my birthday and new years eve we all have our traditions that is mine and I know someone's done The Full Monty before like years ago but now we're getting it in the year of our lord 2022 I am blessed thank you for listening

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Hey, Zakuro. I have a question for you. I've made some more karaoke file requests since the last time I asked. Could you accept those as well? Also, could you just send me the files if I want any of them next time?

Listen, I'm not in this fandom anymore. I don't run that account anymore. I don't even have a lot of the files anymore. If you want the karaoke audio, use a youtube audio downloader, you'll get the same results. I am kindly asking you to stop asking me for things, I don't want to be mean, I know you just want these things I created years ago, but at this point I'm honestly tired of it. I've moved on, I have other things I want to do, please understand that.

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Hey, Zakuro. I have a question for you. Do you run SeraMyuKaraoke? If so, could you accept my requests for your karaoke files?

I did the run the account, but I haven't touched it in years because I simply do not care for it anymore. I will accept your requests.

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Following up on your last question, I video files that want are the ones to your Senshi (and Tux) Actress/Actor Ranking videos and your Dream/Yume and Kaguya Dream Myu videos.

I've just decided to make all those videos public again, so you can find them on my channel. I do want to stress that those videos, in particular the actor ranking videos, no longer reflect my opinions or who I am as a person, but they are public again for people to enjoy. Thanks.

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Hey, Zakuro. I just wanted to ask you about an old video of yours', including two of your Dream Myus. Several, in fact. Could I have the video files for them for archival purposes?

Exactly what videos do you want? I'd be willing to make some videos unlisted so you can access them, or even public again, but there is a reason some videos are private, so I need to know exactly which ones you are wanting, I don't mind you saving them.

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Dreamcatcher as Sailor Moon

Jiu

Sua

Siyeon

Handong

Yoohyeon

Dami

Gahyeon

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Hey, Zakuro. I just wanted to ask you about an old video of yours'. Several, in fact.

Sure, what did you want to ask?

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NOOOOOOOOOOOO FIRST OTI NOW ALJAZ

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I don't want to be rude, but I'm going to delete any asks regarding Sera Myu opinions at least for the time being. If you want to ask about finding something go ahead, but please don't ask for my opinions. I still like Sera Myu, I still enjoy the music, I still like the actors, I still watch it, I just prefer to keep my enjoyment of it private for the moment.

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I know you're not into Sera Myu anymore but can I ask what was your favourite song back then? Sorry to bother you but I am just very curious.

I still like Sera Myu! I just don't post about it, at least for the moment. My favourite song was Everlasting Moonlight but I don't even know if that'd be the case now honestly.

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What are your favorite sera myu musicals?

Last Dracul Jokyoku, Mugen Gakuen, Kaguya Kaiteiban, NogiMyu Team Moon