I managed to archive many reposts from Natalie / Samantha Rupnow’s TikTok account (targetedbloodsport) before it was taken down at the end of December, and I finally brought myself to write a little summary of things about her that I found there.
(I didn’t mean to idolize her by writing this, just thought that digging into her daily internet life could be interesting + I was a little annoyed with amount of misinformation on social media regarding her case)
Ideologically: anti-liberal, right-wing, white supremacist, pro-Trump, anti-refugees and similar stuff. I didn’t see anything that would indicate her being a radical feminist, or even feminist at all. Quite the contrary, she rather mocked them.
+ I believe that I don’t need to really emphasize it here, but since many people, e.g. on Twitter, still believe in it: she also WASN’T trans (nor support them in any form), there’s lots of her childhood photos proving it.
Reposted a lot of tiktoks about love for nature, videos with cute animals etc. (one of the main themes on her profile), as well as about eco-terrorism.
Also reposted a lot of stuff regarding love for her boyfriend and being happy with him despite the distance. She wasn’t a femcel, although clearly had an interest in Elliot Rodger.
Shooters/other criminals that she was a fan of/was interested in: Vladislav Roslyakov (+ mentioned in her manifesto, in which she stated that she „looked into him since like late 2021-2022”), Pekka-Eric Auvinen (+ mentioned in her manifesto), Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold (+ both mentioned in her manifesto), Elliot Rodger, Brenton Tarrant (e.g. reposted AI minions version of his shooting), Anders Breivik, Payton Gendron, Dylann Roof, Patrick Crusius (+ mentioned in her manifesto), Alexandre Bissonnette, Ted Kaczynski, Luigi Mangione, Guilherme Taucci Monteiro (+ mentioned in her manifesto), and Luiz Henrique de Castro, Timur Bekmansurov, Cho Seung-hui, Juraj Krajčík, Dmitry Borovikov, Vyacheslav Zinchenko, Colt Gray, Varg Vikernes.
Also: Arda Küçükyetim (mentioned in her manifesto), Anton Lundin Pettersson (posted edit of him on Twitter - Postalbrained account), Adam Lanza (called herself a „Sandy Hook Truth finder and writer” in one of her tweets - Rotten_Rc account), Mikhail Pivnev (Twitter pfp - Postalbrained account), Daniil Zasorin (Discord pfp), Alina Afanaskina (liked a post about her on Tumblr), Dmitry Vinogradov (mocked a guy who didn’t know him, Twitter - Rotten_Rc account), Jeffrey Dahmer (created Spotify playlist themed around him on September 2022, shortly after the Netflix series - so far her earliest found connection to true crime, along with researching Roslyakov). She didn't like Audrey Hale (reposted tiktok about cops who killed her), Nikolas Cruz (made fun of him on Tumblr) and Salvador Ramos (called him a huge fag on Twitter - Rotten_Rc account).
Music that she listened to: KMFDM (obviously; also all related stuff like MDFMK or discography of Tim Skold), Alex G, TV Girl, Nirvana, Blod Besvimelse, Crystal Castles, Frank Sinatra, ABBA, musical The Phantom of the Opera, Gioacchino Rossini (specifically reposted about William Tell Overture), Rokiczanka (song „W moim ogródecku”).
Also, from her Spotify and Volf.fm: Mindless Self Indulgence, Radiohead, Deftones, System Of a Down, Rammstein, Nine Inch Nails, Korn, Misfits, Queen, The Smiths, Marilyn Manson, Fried By Fluoride, dj trippie flameboy, Goreshit, Kitty Gore, Memo Boy, Rory in early 20s, Columbine Carcass, BONES (including album „TeenWitch”), Sematary, Tanin Jazz, Katya Sambuca (song „Клан”), Joost, Melanie Martinez, IC3PEAK, She Wants Revenge, MGMT, The Smashing Pumpkins, Gorillaz, Slipknot, Eminem, Kate Bush, Nick Cave, Chemlab, Acumen Nation, Sister Machine Gun, Made Of Pain, Killing Joke, Decalius, Nightmare At Hanging Rock (including song „Columbine”), grandson, salvia palth, BRN1NG BRA1N SOUND INDUSTRIES, 4ut1st, heelflip, Kroka Koka, German Error Message, Alan Aztec, Tyler The Creator, The Neighbourhood, Lana Del Rey, Sufjan Stevens, Lady Gaga, Mitski, Billie Eilish, Grimes, Ayesha Erotica, Ski Aggu, The Living Tombstone, Andreas Rönnberg, Ensemble Vanya + Liliana Bush & Daria Scherbak (their „Russian Cyberfolk Song”), soundtrack from the game NEEDY STREAMER OVERLOAD.
Movies/shows that she liked: Donnie Darko, Dead Poets Society, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Evangelion (especially Asuka), Azumanga Daioh (especially Osaka), Puella Magi Madoka Magica (had the main character on her pfp), Fight Club (both videos that she uploaded there herself were related to that film, with Tyler Durden / Narrator's monologue about insomnia, and song „Where Is My Mind?” by Pixies), Taxi Driver, Joker (though didn’t like the second movie), American Psycho, A Clockwork Orange, Zero Hour (episode about Columbine), Zero Day, Elephant, Klass, Duck! The Carbine High Massacre, The Dirties, Dexter, The Boys (mainly Homelander), Inglourious Basterds (mainly Hans Landa), Breaking Bad, Terrifier, Creep, The Shining, All Quiet on the Western Front, Kill Bill (repost about Gogo Yubari), Saw, Arcane, Lucky Star, Girls und Panzer, Titanic, The Notebook, 500 Days of Summer, Mysterious Skin, Suicide Room, Lilja 4-ever. + was a fan of Ryan Gosling.
Also liked Tumblr posts about the movie Lisa Frankenstein and J.D. from Heathers.
Games that she played: Postal (+ wrote a positive review on Steam about it) Manhunt, Half-Life (+ Cry of Fear), Left 4 Dead, Bloodborne, Silent Hill, Minecraft, Doki Doki Literature Club, Yandere Simulator.
Also Genshin Impact (she streamed herself playing it on Twitch approx. 5 months prior to the attack) and (from her Xboxgamertag account): DOOM, The Texas Chain Saw Massacre, Fortnite (streamed it on Twitch as well).
Many of her reposts were centered around Russia and Poland (about their memes, history, military or „aesthetic” + also shared a tiktok showing them dividing the territory of Ukraine), as well as other European countries like Germany, Serbia, Finland, Sweden or Norway.
As an additional info, her Duolingo account shows that she was learning German and Russian.
Reposted tiktoks about novels of Kafka and Dostoevsky.
Reposted tiktoks about Gleb Korablev and Ukrainian suicide duo Vika & Vova.
Reposted tiktoks about GypsyCrusader.
Reposted tiktoks about looksmaxxing.
Reposted tiktoks about hating school, hating popular girls/popular kids in general, „feeling like a burden to everyone”, witnessing parents arguing with each other etc.
Bonus: reposted tiktok about hating TCC girls that are making edits of school shooters to KMFDM songs. Didn’t age too well.
The marked things are the ones that were most likely to be her favorites (e.g. movies that she reposted the most tiktoks about, perpetrators that were the most ideologically similar to her etc.)
I couldn’t add more than 30 screenshots at one time, so I’ll maybe make another post for them. UPDATE: part 2.
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