💥Jazzy💥

°:•.🐠 selfshipper/yume *.• she/her 🪸*.• 21 .•:°

[sakaisweetheart]

⋅ ₊ ˚ ⊹ ⚓︎ ⋅ ˚ ₊ ⊹ 𓈒 𓏸

Hi!! Welcome to my blog for indulgent self/yumeshipping 🩵

I'm sharing/hypersharing with all my f/os!

⋆｡𖦹 ˚ 𓇼 My beloveds 𓇼 ˚｡⋆

Jin Sakai (Ghost of Tsushima) 🦊🖤

Boyfriend • 7/2/2025 • Koitana ⚔️🐠

Kratos (God of War) 🐻🪓

Husband • 6/22/2020 • Tidal Rage 🌊💥

[sakaisweetheart]

Hi to anyone out there!!

Been so busy with school I haven't had time to properly post anything but I hope to slowly get back to it for the love of sharing stuff abt my fav characters <3

Especially Jin of course haha but I've also been trying to make an effort to focus and draw stuff for my other f/os

Plus a potential new one,,? We'll see

[xsonohigurasix]

[sakaisweetheart]

Doodle of my darling 🖤🩵

[xsonohigurasix]

[sakaisweetheart]

Raph ita bag! ❤️ I love my son

[extraneousdominomask]

Sly Cooper when injured: Oh, ouch... I better scrounge up some health biscuits or something as soon as I can.

Cole McGrath when injured: Ugh, damn! Gotta keep my eye out for a power source I can use...

Jin Sakai when injured: you're FINE you're FINE man UP you're FINE don't embarrass your dead FATHER you're FINE

[popsigills]

been playing Ghost of Tsushima lately. I'M OBSESSED WITH IT

[sakaisweetheart]

He's so pretty it's insane

[jinsakaiboobies]

curvy jin for the real lovrs. !!!!!

[croissanterron]

Nah a Slavic Jin Sakai yumeshipper without a japanese oc drawing themselves in modern setting the fandom is doomed we're cooked

Jin's outfit will be the death of me but I decided to make it harder for myself idk why I didn't draw him in something else, tryharding ig

I'm tired I'm going to sleep

[sakaisweetheart]

Locked in and finally sketched Emi's design for how she'd look in the game.

She has a mix of Thai and Japanese clothing and carries around writing/art supplies plus a spear to defend herself if it really comes to it.

I've got to nail down more of her backstory, how she meets Jin, and her role in the rest of the story but this is a good start!

[suresne]

thoughts about jin, kazumasa, shimura, and abuse

so we know from daisuke that kazumasa sakai was originally written as a physically abusive drunk, but that his character was changed significantly to humanize him a bit more and make him more complex (good choice, writers)

this would mean that kazumasa being physically abusive toward jin is not necessarily canon in the game

HOWEVER....

i think there is quite a bit of subtext in the game to support that interpretation of kazumasa's and jin's relationship, at least to some extent

(analysis under here)

my first piece of evidence for this, and the most obvious, imo, is both jin and shimura's reactions when shimura hits jin after jin defies him for the first time at castle shimura:

from shimura's reaction, he knows IMMEDIATELY that he fucked up. it's truly an "oh shit, we're never coming back from this" moment. and jin's look of betrayal is so potent. my feeling is that shimura knew about kazumasa's abuse and tried to shield jin from it as much as possible, which is one of the reasons why they became so close later. so shimura hitting jin in that moment defies the very basis of their loving uncle-nephew dynamic, AND it gives extra strength to jin's later pronouncement: "i am not your son. i am the ghost."

potential translation: "i won't let you treat me the way my father did. i'm breaking out of this inherently abusive system. fuck you."

more evidence is jin's dialogue with masako in the tale "the family man": they're looking for kajiwara, a man who purportedly abused his wife and daughter

masako laments that the wife and daughter returned to kajiwara even after she provided them with refuge from him. jin, in contrast to masako's disbelief, responds with understanding:

"it's not always easy [to leave your abuser]. especially when you think they'll change."

he could have said: "it must not be easy," or "it must be hard"; but no, he seems to be speaking with authority here; he has lived it, he understands it from personal experience. he knows how it is to love and respect someone while fearing them, to want to get away from them but to be unable to--especially as a child who was repeatedly told that he should honor his father, that he was his father's heir, that one day jin would be the next lord of clan sakai and that he should look to his father for guidance

then, when masako and jin finally confront kajiwara, he admits to killing his wife and daughter; jin, usually very stoic, is furious to the point that even masako (the impulsive one) has to hold him back

i used to think this emotional reaction was just a product of jin's commitment to shimura's "code" breaking apart by this point in the story, but now i wonder if it isn't also something more...

there may be more moments that point to this interpretation, but these are the ones that stand out to me

[sakaisweetheart]

Another doodle of Jin this time in my sketchbook

[guidinlights]

[foraginkgo]

sensei ishikawa in my ghotsu animal au!!

he’s a gray heron samurai archer whose most proficient in the skies with a bow and arrow! 🪽

in universe, avian animals struggle with the level of empathy mammals share, so he’s very factual, a stickler for the rules and statistics of war and the way of the warrior. In helping Jin, he comes to learn the importance of individual lives on the ground.

masako is next!!

[foraginkgo]

i finally have free time!! heres jin in the hotspriiing! (and a lil drawing of him staring at his beloved uncle 😭.)

im planning on posting other characters animal design soon! lmk who yall wanna see! (im planning on masako and ishikawa 🫣)