Diana

|| I talk in the tags || late 20s || she/her || Marvel • Peacemaker • The Pitt • Daredevil • The Bear

[salemraw]

I fear I'm exhibiting unemployed behavior

[salemraw]

I haven't posted in forever.

Mostly because I stopped taking my mood stabilizers and became a shell of a human. Also, because the world is on fire.

My last post was about how I was exhibiting unemployed behavior, as a joke but guess what?

Between my last post and now, I've had car trouble every month, my job transferred me to another location, my expenses became insane because of that, my dog had a pyometra and almost died, the bill for her surgery was equally scary. Was told my contract would not be renewed because "my salary was too high for the work I did" and right now they had too many expenses to allow me to stay - despite telling me last month I was probably going back to the original location in January aka clear display of plans for me to stay. Found out my dog has tumors, so I'm prepping for a couple of months of more bills.

I'm exhausted. It's been hit after hit. 5 months of just pure shit. But at least I'm ~ aware ~

I'm back on the mood stabilizers. Literally started 2 days ago. Got my parents and friends support about losing my job. Filing for unemployment and hopefully I get to take courses in other areas besides tourism cuz this shit ain't it. I feel like I've lost 11 years of my life to this. But it's never too late for a career shift. Like, I CLEARLY have nothing to lose.

My best friend is also unemployed atm. Just a couple of loser besties. At least we get to hang out again like we used to when we were teenagers.

Just taking it one day at a time or else I might explode.

[marsup]

i’m at the point where watching tv shows i haven’t seen before qualifies as being productive

[wordfather]

someone at work told me 'oh, just ask chat' when i raised a casual question and i asked what she meant and she said 'you know, chatgpt' like im an idiot. and i should get an award for the fact that i did not start snarling and biting and killing

[greelin]

you have to understand. There are several things wrong with me

[pinkblanc]

[kosmogrl]

whenever a woman in her 20s gets married an angel loses its wings

[yelverton]

“In the words of Mark Twain’s wife, Shania Twain, ‘that don’t impress me much’”

[jaaneymann]

so almost all of the wuthering heights reviews are like this

[jaaneymann]

[kindahecticinside]

[lauraneedstochill]

SHAWN HATOSY as DR JACK ABBOT in “THE PITT”: SEASON 1 RECAP

[mattposting]

THE MATT MURDOCK WHUMP ENCYCLOPEDIA:

•On his knees

•Pushed up against a wall

•Beautifully collapsed on the floor

•Dying on the couch

[atimefordragons]

BABY, THERE THE HELL IS MY HUSBAND!! — Shawn Hatosy as Doctor Jack Abbot in The Pitt S2E07 Preview

[kisxmesoft]

[drtrinitysantos]

friday the 13th leading into valentine's weekend is so crayzmazingly pussy popping I feel gothically horny just thinking about it

[nigocry]

platonically marry someone who platonically looks at you the way carmy platonically looks at syd in this extremely platonic frame. then go ahead and have platonic kisses and platonic sex, have platonic kids and raise a dog together in a very platonic way with that person. don’t forget: platonically, of course.

[confield]

whole american economy rn is like, ai, gambling, and ozempic

[boringkate]

*Google searches "thank you meaning" before saying "thank you" just in case I've been mistaken about it this whole time*