I’m gonna have to make a whole post about this, because i just can’t take it anymore.
I need your tips.
I am terrified by darkness.
This isn’t just a little girl’s fear, it’s become something bigger, something i can’t stop thinking about.
I litteraly can’t sleep in the dark, or i will freak out. I will feel like there is someone in the room, someone who is watching me or who is going to try to kill me. When i am in the dark, i really believe that. Right now it’s summer, so every window is open. I heard my neighbours putting their knives in a drawer and i litteraly thought someone had broke into my house and was looking for a knife to kill us. Don’t laugh. I woke my dad up and we both heard it was the neighbours. I went to see him because i began to have a panic attack.
I know it’s probably stupid. I know you will probably say i have to get over it, i’m not a kid anymore, but i can’t. I tried so hard, i tried forcing myself to stay in the dark, i tried convincing myself it was stupid, but i can’t help it. Darkness terrifies me.
And i need to get over it! Because it is fucking terrifying and people laugh at me. Please help me. Please send me messages telling me what to do..