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[saltswrites]

Hello, I'm Salt.

I write stuff, mostly about Yanderes, so most of my blog has pretty dead dove content, however that doesn't mean I am against writting non dead dove stuff and do plan too in the future.

I do not endorse anything I write about in real life!

I am currently open an hiatus.

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This will be my official post so say I have gone on a hiatus. Life has simply became too rough. Between studying and my relative ending up in the hospital, things have not been great.

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hello! How are you?

Alive! But very busy........

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Are you open to writing for a reader who age regress with platonic yandere price or ghost? If you’re comfortable with it that is.

Sure why not! I like exploring the idea of platonic Yanderes after all, since I write platonic yandere Price as a father to reader I hope you don't mind me doing the same for Ghost too, Anon. I tried to make some research on age regression since I myself don't experience it, so please forgive me if it isn't the most accurate.

Platonic Yandere John Price and Simon "Ghost" Riley with reader who age regresses.

(Reader is Gender Neutral and written as the character's child. (Reader is not a child though, I wrote them as at least a late teen - early adult.))

TW: Yep you guess it, Price is manipulative.

John Price.

What Price feels towards your age regression is a little complicated.

When he first sees you do it he's confused, still he found himself pleased with how happy and comfortable you seemed with him, you just looked so carefree so why would he ruin it?

Of course he'll watch with you the silly cartoon you seem to love so much even if he doesn't understand it, he's just happy to have you all cuddled up to him on the couch.

Of course he'll get your favorite plushies and even play with you a little, even if he finds it a little embarrassing.

Of course he'll tuck you in bed and kiss your forehead gently, he'll sleep next to you if that's what you want too.

He just loves seeing how comfortable you feel to do this around him! ...So much so he starts using it against you.

Of course a part of him feels a little bad for it. Using your own coping mechanism against you isn't good, triggering you intentionally was even worse.. but he saw it as a necessary evil.

If he felt like you started to stray for him, starting to leave him behind, he'd trigger you, knowing exactly how you'd start regressing and then he'd take care of you like he always had.

But could anyone really blame him? If they saw how sweet and clingy you got in this state.. they would understand his selfishness.

Simon "Ghost" Riley.

Simon still remembers when you first age regressed, how could he not, the confusion and concern it left on him when you seemed to be in this child-like headspace, ending up so dependent on him.

First thing he did was get you to a psychologist after you went back to your usual self, he needed to understand what happened to you or why you even did it. He's rather ignorant on why you were like this so he told himself that he must understand it, simple as that.

After having a talk with the psychologist and finally learning what you're doing and understanding it, Simon makes it his mission to make sure you're at your most comfortable when you start age regressing around him.

Speaking in a much softer and gentler tone, being much more affectionate, even getting some old toys of yours he had left in thr attic, anything to make you feel happy.

After all, what matters most to him is you being safe and happy and if he can do both of those things then that's enough for him.

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Imagine getting kidnapped by a Yandere because you remind them of their Dead Darling.

People already know I'm a big sucker for Regretful Yanderes with Dead Darlings, but can you imagine it when you add another person to the equation?

Really you didn't do anything. You've never even seen this crazy person. But they had seen you. And they thought you were so.. so similar to their Darling.

The Yandere had been going off the deep end for the past months after their Darling passed away, so seeing you, someone who reminded them of their Darling so much.. they needed to have you.

You had thought that if you got kidnapped, your captor would be some insane maniac who'd torture you in the most horrific ways imaginable. But the captor your stuck with is.. kinda pathetic.

They felt more like a puppy trying to appease you, like they're trying too hard to get your approval and love.

They're so meek. Always second-guessing themselves, always hesitating like they're afraid of upsetting you.

"I was thinking that we could cook dinner together.. or if you don't want to cook- that's fine too! I can just cook for you. And uh well if you don't like my cooking that's fine too! I'll.. I'll just order take out."

It was so weird, with how they acted it almost felt like you were the captor here and they were your captive.

You remember one time you tried to escape and they caught you, they were fuming and you were almost sure that this was it, when the nice act was gone and they'd hurt you.

But then seeing your scared face made them stop immediately and instead they broke down, trembling and sobbing.

"Please.. I-I'm sorry I will never do it again.. don't go, please..." They'd cry, sniffling, trembling, god they looked pitiful.

In the end you were left comforting your own captor. This was the most odd dynamic you had ever experienced.

Still they had this side to them that left you concerned and questioning what had really went on before they had taken you.

Sometimes you'd catch them talking to someone who wasn't there, they always looked frantic and desperate when they did that.

Sometimes they'd call you by a name you don't recognize, immediately correcting themselves when they were met by your confused face.

When they got drunk it was even worse, the way they'd cling to you, apologizing over and over for things that they had never done to you but with the way they looked at you it was clear they were imagining whoever they had hurt in your place.

Some of the clothes they gave you to wear clearly didn't belong to them. Like they were once someone else's. And they looked so damn happy seeing you in them.

They also seemed to have this weird obsession with the freezer, one time you were in the kitchen and almost opened the freezer they screamed at you to get away from it. That was one of the very few moments they had ever raised their voice at you.

And that left you curious. Why were they so protective over a damn freezer? What could possibly be in it? So one night, with the Yandere fast asleep.. you decided to have look.

Opening the freezer door and being met with the decapitated head of someone who looks relatively similar to you started to make a lot of things make sense....

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What punishments would the yandere give, ranging from minimal to extreme? In what situations would Darling receive the milder punishments, and in what situations would they receive the more severe ones? How tolerant are yanderes? How does Darling react to these punishments (with different reactions for the milder versus the extreme ones)? Would the yandere feel regretful, and if so, how would they try to make up for it? Characters: Gojo, Geto, Toji, Higuruma, Nanami, Megumi, Sukuna

Yandere JJK Men and the type of punishments they give to their Darling.

(Drabble includes: Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Toji Fushiguro, Hiromi Higuruma, Nanami Kento, Megumi Fushiguro, Ryomen Sukuna with a Gender Neutral Reader.)

TW: Mentions of Non Con, violence and abuse.

Satoru Gojo.

As I've said in my first jjk Yandere Drabble, I see Satoru as a pretty tolerant Yandere. He's practically invincible and it's not like your kicking or yelling bothers him when he can't really feel it.

I feel his punishments wouldn't be that bad if he sees what you do as a mere inconvenience. Expect maybe a slap on the wrist, a scold and getting sent to your room, he doesn't really see a point in going too far, nor does he really want too because he doesn't want you to hate him.

With that said, what would really get him angry was if you tried to escape (especially if you almost succeed.)

In this case I see him getting violent because he is too blinded by his own anger and frustration, a hit from him can seriously sting.

Despite how sweet he is I see Satoru as a pretty selfish type of a yandere in a way, in his head, he believes he's being the perfect boyfriend, lenient, attentive, spoils you rotten, so your want to leave just seems so unreasonable to him.

He believes that you are the one being selfish and inconsiderate, not him, after all, he's a pretty nice captor! So all of that pent up frustration comes out during that punishment.

After he does it? He feels pretty regretful, especially if you're left crying, shaking or worse. He doesn't want you to hate him or be scared of him, he wants you to love him.

His way of making up for it is the gold old credit card, buying a bunch of stuff he knows you like and putting up an all sweet boyfriend act in an attempt to try and move on past what happened as soon as possible.

Definitely not the worst Yandere when it comes to punishments but he still isn't great by any means.

Suguru Geto.

Suguru is the middle ground leaning slightly to the stricter side.

In the first two weeks or so he would make an effort to be more lenient since he understands that you're still adjusting, so for the first weeks you're stuck with him, the punishments would mostly consist of no dinner for the day or a talk where he speaks with a slightly less gentle tone than usual, making a few threats that perhaps your poor loved ones who were wondering where you were could be harmed if you kept up what you were doing.

After the first month or so? You have to suck it up. He has rules and you'll stick by them wether you like it or not.

He still uses the milder punishments for the mild things, like a nasty attitude or pushing his buttons too much.

Anything more severe? Like trying to harm him or escape? Well you just made a horrible mistake because Suguru happens to have a bit of a sadistic side to him so he always makes sure that the punishments are not only for you to learn but also for his enjoyment.

He always loves a good spanking, it's humiliating and insanely effective. (Not to mention very hot for him.) The most severe punishment he would inflict would be forcing himself on you. I see that as far as he'll get.

Suguru often doesn't feel too regretful of what he does to you, even if you're left crying and severely hurt (emotionally that is, if you have some physical pain he would bother to at least get someone to care for it.) I feel like he'd only feel regretful if this action later on leads you to fall into a deep depression or something similar.

With that said, he does make an effort to always try and make it up to you somehow after a punishment, his whole thing however is that he pretends that it just didn't happened (and he will gaslight you about it too), he's doing these nice things just because he loves you so much!

You feel sore after what happened? No idea what you're talking about, hey won't you look at that, he had his chef make your favorite breakfast! So just dig in and enjoy the morning with him won't you?

Suguru is a deeply exhausting man.

Toji Fushiguro.

I don't read a lot of Toji yandere stuff so maybe this will be an unpopular take for the Yandere Toji community but honestly? I think he just may be one of the most tolerant Yanderes on this list. (Arguably the MOST tolerant even.)

Toji doesn't really do punishments because.. well, he wants to be your boyfriend, not a teacher or parent. Who is he to discipline you like some child or mutt? You're neither of those things and he won't treat you like one.

And it doesn't even come from having so much respect for you (If someone kidnaps you because they view you as theirs they don't really have that much respect for you to begin with.) but because he doesn't really feel like it.

Why would he do something that he doesn't feel like doing and that would just hurt you and put an even bigger strain in your relationship? It's just a loss for both of you.

So have that nasty attitude (he finds it kinda hot anyways) kick, scream, fight. It really won't affect him at all.

Even if you tried to escape, the worst punishment he would do is just dragging you to your room and locking you in there for an hour or two. Really, that's it.

Toji would mostly find himself pissed if he had to lock you in your room and only when he starts to calm down does that a faint feeling of regret come through.

He doesn't want you to be mad at him. He wants you two to work.

So his way of making up would be coming to your room with some cheap (yet tasty) takeout with a look on his face that indirectly asked for a peace treaty. Let's just put this behind and talk. That's what he'd think.

Maybe a little ooc? But this is just the type of Yandere I view him as, sweet to you but someone who'd kill anyone who'd try to get between you and him.

Hiromi Higuruma.

I feel like it's only logical for someone like Higuruma to lean more towards the tolerant side when it comes to being a Yandere.

Higuruma is a very logical guy. He understands your situation and understands why you act out. Of course he doesn't like it, no Yandere does. But he doesn't feel right for punishing you for a reaction he doesn't consider unreasonable.

Talk back or trying to annoy him won't get anything out of him since he sees that as a reasonable reaction, hell, even attempting to attack him won't do anything because one, he can probably overpower you and two, at most that would get you locked in your room for a couple of days.

Now with that said, only if you tried to harm yourself or escape that he'd end up losing it a little. The idea of losing you feels unbearable, so he ends up sounding a little too scary when he scolds you for your "weakness" and a little too aggressive when he grabs you and drags you back home.

For the next few days he can barely look at you, instead of the usual three meals you get one and you stay locked in your room with no form of hurting yourself.. (or entertainment.)

Even so, Higuruma will feel pretty regretful about what he did. It may take him a day or two to think of what to do or what to say to help but that doesn't change how it was always against his nature to leave things alone when he feels like they're wrong. And that stays applying to you of course.

So after your punishment is over he's much calmer and the first thing he does is apologize for his own aggressiveness and then he'd ask to talk.

Maybe the talk wouldn't go super well and maybe you don't 100% agree, but you still came out of that talk not feeling as shit as you did the days prior.

After the talk I think he'd maybe take you out to eat something to make up for the plain meals you had to endure for some days, really show how sorry he actually is.

Nanami Kento.

I cannot see Nanami as anything but leaning for the tolerant side, while I think he's closer to the middle ground, he's still way more tolerant nonetheless.

Nanami constantly thinks over what he's doing and what you'd feel, so doing any harsh punishment really isn't his usual style, still, he has his rules for you and it he really would prefer if you just followed them.

His punishments are normally very mild, like getting certain priveliges revoked like TV priveliges or own room priveliges, speaking of your room, it would also be getting sent to your room and maybe no dinner if he feels like you needed a harsher lesson.

However that doesn't mean he stays like this forever, all it takes is an opportunity to let out all of the frustration building up over the past month after he has a bad day and...

All of this is what would lead him to snap. Nanami would probably feel the most entitled and selfish he had ever been in the time you spent together, he was trying! He really, really was! He loved you so much why couldn't you just see it! You made him do this, he did this because he needed you to understand.

Nanami immediately feels regretful after inflicting a punishment. Even the lighter ones like no TV. Normally, his way to try and make it up is a gentle talk and him buying a little something, he wants to show he cares a little after all..

If it was that punishment however.. he may as well be the first person to die from feeling too guilty. He doesn't know what to do, he wants to make it all better, of course he does, but how can he do so when your body seems to tense with him just getting closer? He felt like the lowest of the low. (deserved tbh.)

He'd take more of a Gojo route and buy some stuff for you, when noticing that you're a little calmer he'd have one of his usual talks, being extra careful, extra gentle, using more sweet nicknames, always keeping his tone soft like you were some freigehtned animal.

In the end, even if he sees himself as a good man, he's just as selfish and as horrible as the men he swore he'd protect you from.

Megumi Fushiguro.

I think it's universally agreed upon that Megumi is a soft yandere at heart, so of course he's pretty tolerant when it comes to his Darling's behavior.

Like father, like son but Megumi just dislikes the idea of "punishments" the word even tasted sour in his mouth.

Punish? You weren't meant to punish, you were a person and he loved you.. he could never treat you like some disobedient dog or something. He didn't feel like it was right to do.

Megumi would proudly say that he didn't do punishments, but that's not how you saw it.

The way you saw it. Megumi was so blinded by his "good" intentions that he doesn't even seem to believe what he's doing are punishments, after all, he doesn't lay his hands on you or force you to do humiliating or degrading stuff so..

Him locking you in a room isn't a punishment.. he's protecting you! It's different. Him hiding away your electronics isn't a punishment, he just.. well, he sees them as bad influences. (And let's not start when he adds those monitoring apps.)

If you do something small like argue or some mild rebellion he wouldn't punish you. Just talk it out.

If you tried to hurt him? That's electronics hidden.

If you try to hurt yourself however? Expect his full monitoring of your behavior, he can't stand the idea of losing you and he would never allow it to happened.

Of course, after a punishment he always feels like shit, he hates seeing you so upset, you're precious to him. He loves you after all.

His way to make it up would probably have to do with getting you a gift, some flowers and the cliche romantic gifts you get your partner.

You wish he wasn't as blinded by his thoughts to see how you really felt.

Ryomen Sukuna.

Ok do I even have to say it anymore you all already know it, he's the strictest Yandere of the list, no doubt on that, it's Sukuna who we're talking about after all.

His leniency lasts exactly one single day. After that you better adjust because he will not be going easy on you.

You are his. You were the one who managed to grab his attention, managed to made his cold heart skip a beat when he thought that wasn't even a possible. Really, he assures you that living with him isn't that bad. You just have to be perfectly obedient that is.

He makes that clear. Obedience gets you comfort and gifts. Disobedience gets his wrath.

If you were just some average person, believe he would not hesitate to kill you immediately, but he loves you. (In his own twisted way.) So he wants to keep you around.

He barely even has mild punishments. While the other yanderes normally tend to take an appropriate punishment for each act, he does whatever he feels like it.

Your tone when talking back was a bit too snarky? Expect a spanking. You tried to harm Uraume or him? Oh that's funny. You're lucky he likes you otherwise he wouldn't hold back as much when giving you a taste of your own medicine.

You try to escape? Perhaps you need a long night with him in bed to remind you of your new life now.

The moons would need to align for him to feel guilty for what he did to you. The way he sees it, you brought this upon yourself, sulk and cry all you want, you made him do it, he has rules and you know it.

He would only get Uraume to help care for you if you were left physically injured. If it's an emotional or psychologically injury? He doesn't care.

With that said, in the rare chance he does end up feeling that faintesy guilt, I'd say it would only be after you're left mentally destroyed, he doesn't know. Maybe seeing you so.. empty made him miss that fire that once sparked in you and he would try in his own way to maybe cheer you up.

(It's still pretty grim though, he says he's taking you out to see a "nice view" and the nice view is actually the destroyed house of some kid who made fun of you when you were a child.)

Not even a red flag, that's a BLACK flag.

@potatoandmeforever

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you all should definately check out @saltswrites. She is such a good one. Her stories are not very chaotic but soooooooooooo goooooooodddd. Literally hear stories creates an ache in your heart. Also, she captures the essence of every character perfectly. I recently discovered her and i am HOOKED. I literally read her writings over and over. Also, her theme is very calm but cute tooooo. LITERALLY LOVEEEEE HERRRRR

“creates an ache in your heart” omg i would cry if anyone would describe my writing like this🥹how sweet!!! i have never read yandere content, but i know who to turn to if i’m ever interested :)

warning: blog contains yandere/dead dove content. if this is not your cup of tea, plz keep scrolling <3

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The way I see it, After becoming a Regretful Yandere, the Yandere sucks at doing punishments.

I mean, that's good for their Darling but bad for them, when before they had no problems going far to show how serious they were, now, just the thought of their Darling's sad face was too much to bare.

They already felt bad just by raising their voices at their Darling even if only slightly, so when their Darling gets that scared look on their face they just fold instantly.

If their old selves saw just how easily cave in now they'd probably slap themselves, but how could they ever bring themselves to punish their Darling?

Their Darling was so adorable, so beautiful, they couldn't stand the idea of hurting a face like that ever again. The idea just hurt them too much.

Bringing their Darling in for a hug, holding them tightly, almost in the verge of tears like they were the ones afraid of receiving the punishment instead of the other way around.

"Hey... please don't look so sad.. I forgive you, I won't hurt you.. I would never be like that again." They'd whisper, holding their Darling like they were made of glass.

And hell, even the cases where they did punish their Darling, the punishments were always pretty tame, like locking them in the bedroom and that didn't even last for too long, the longest they went without going to check up on their Darling was 30 minutes.

The Yandere couldn't help but go see how their Darling was doing after. Try to talk things out, make sure they weren't too upset still.

They couldn't stand the idea of their Darling hating them after all.

They really had become a massive softie.

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finally built up the courage to say this—I’m literally in love with your fics. They’re my absolute favorites. I’ve been a yandere enjoyer for a while now, but your blog is genuinely a gem. You write the JJK characters so perfectly, it’s insane. I’ve reread your postpartum one an embarrassing number of times (like… genuinely lost count). I need moreeee T-T. I have so many ideas for requests and I’m just waiting for your requests to open. Please let us know when they do!

Take care 💕”

Thank you, it really does make me happy to see just how much my writing means to someone, this support I have been getting really has been making me happy. I have been going through something a little rough in my family and it has lead me to feel super burnout and depressed.

So these messages really do mean the world to me, thank you, I'll get to writing as soon as possible!

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Heyyy! I just wanna say, I adore your fics𐔌՞ ܸ.ˬ.ܸ՞𐦯

I skimmed through your entire masterlist under an hour,, I must say I'm still hungry for more (˶˃𐃷˂˶)

More will be served soon I hope you like it! It feels very nice to know people like my stuff♡

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I love me a pathetic yandere.

The type of yandere who has no problems scaring off others away from their Darling wether it be threats or getting their hands dirty, yet becomes a nervous mess when their Darling is around. (Even if they don't show it on the outside.)

The type of yandere who'd get turned on from their Darling's smell alone.

The type of yandere who'd have no issues getting on their knees for their Darling to show how much they love them.

The type of yandere who cries while having the most gentle sex ever with their Darling because it just feels too good.

The type of yandere who comes across as intimidating and cold towards others but becomes a needy mess the second they find themselves alone with their Darling.

The type of yandere who gets all giddy and warm after their Darling gives them the smallest attention.

The type of yandere who becomes the most clingy person ever after finally getting their hands on their Darling.

The type of yandere who's so lovesick that even if they invented some sort of medicine to try and tone it down, it just wouldn't be enough.

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are you taking any reqs currently?

I know my stance on requests may look confusing since I said I am not taking requests currently but keep answering to them, so this is probably a good time to finally make a post to explain it.

The requests I have been answering are older ones, ones that have sat on the ask box for a really long while, as of now I would rather not get newer requests until I finally get the time to answer all of them, then I'd like to open up requests again.

I hope I was able to explain myself well. Please ask more in the comments if you have any questions.

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Hi! Thanks for your latest work, I loved how you described the characters. What do you think about yandere jjk, with lovers who suffer from a severe form of "invisible" disability? Perhaps they underestimated the severity of the condition or didn't even know it. Disability isn't just about the loss of limbs; the person can look completely normal. What would they do when they realized how special their loved one needs? Expensive medication that must be taken at specific times, therapeutic massages, maybe even grab bars in the bathtub.

Of course, Anon!

Yandere JJK men reacting to their Darling who has an "invisible" disability.

(Drabble(?) includes: Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Nanami Kento and Ryomen Sukuna with a Gender Neutral reader.)

(I tried to write about different disabilities with each Yandere, and made it a bit more vague just so other readers could project instead of it being one strict disability, hope you don't mind Anon.)

Satoru Gojo.

Satoru loved you, he found you such a pleasure to be around, it felt like his mood was just lifted immediately when he was around you, there were some days were you seemed to be in a worse mood some days, but everyone had their bad days, right?

Out of his obsession love, he kidnapped relocated you to his house. And sure, he knew how adjusting would be hard, but he never expected you to be doing so badly.

He saw how you complained about feeling tired all of the time, how you kept isolating yourself from him and how you looked uncomfortable at everything.

In an attempt to maybe cheer you up, he tried to take you out, he figured that staying all cooped in your room all day just wasn't doing any good, some fresh air would help!

But he was so wrong, it felt like the worst night of your damn life, everything felt so bright, it felt like all of the noise would blow your ears off, your body felt so exhausted, you just couldn't stand it, you were so overwhelmed by everything that you barely even registered the tears beginning to fall from your eyes.

Satoru found himself shocked, he tried to comfort you, ask what was wrong, but you felt like you could barely even speak, in the end he just took you back "home."

I feel like when Satoru finally figures out your diagnosis, wether it be you telling him or him doing some digging, he would be a little ignorant and maybe even downright offensive about it, he'd be surprised since he always thought you were pretty "normal", you didn't look like "that" or whatever he meant by what he had said.

With your offended reaction to his words, he quickly learns to zip it and apologize for his insensitivity.

He does an effort to do some basic research and try to get you to talk to him about your needs, he doesn't push you when he notices that you are feeling overwhelmed and instead gives you space or gets you something that could comfort you and make you feel more at ease, wether that be some comfort food or an item to help calm your nerves.

After all he loves you and wants you to love him, he doesn't view these extra things he does to make you feel better as "inconveniences" but as actions that show how he cares for you.

Suguru Geto.

When Suguru really got to know you, he just knew he had to have you, it was no wonder he kidnapped you so quickly after meeting you, what could he say, he just couldn't contain himself.

For the first few days you fought back, of course you did, you barely knew this guy and he was talking to you like you were a completely normal couple and he wasn't a kidnapper! But what you were most worried about was how you didn't have your medication.

You tried to explain it to him, how you needed your medication to deal with the pain but he ignored you, after all, you look physically just fine, he was sure staying in bed resting would be more than enough.

But it wasn't enough, of course it wasn't, the pain was starting to get worse with each day, the aching, the stiffness, you couldn't stand it.

To the point you were reduced to a sobbing mess, curling in yourself in pain, it felt like your own body was trying torture itself.

Seeing you like this, he stays hesitant at first, he was unsure, were you being genuine? Or was this just some attempt to escape? He wasn't sure, so he just told you to control yourself, to calm down and that he was sure you'd be fine.

But when the crying continued and with you looking in more and more pain, he got genuinely concerned and had someone run to a pharmacy to get the medication you had previously mentioned.

While it didn't hurt his bank account, he couldn't deny that it was rather expensive medication, no wonder you were working so much, you needed this just to live normally with little pain.

With you now calmer and in less pain, he'd apologize for his dismissiveness when it came to your pain.

And he did do better even if he was a little overbearing about it. Medicine brought to you the at specific time you mentioned, never late, if you even showed any signs of being mildly uncomfortable he was already on you, asking if you wanted a message, your meds or even a quick trip to a doctor, it was a little infantilizing, you couldn't lie, but you supposed it was better than having him being ignorant towards your pain.

Suguru just felt so horrible for how he once was about your pain, he wanted to show you just how much he cared now.

Nanami Kento.

Nanami fell in love with you because of your warmth, you reminded him of home, of a cozy life that contrasted the messy one he lived as a Jujutsu sorcerer.

So he decided to be selfish, taking you against your will, all so you could be his safe space that he could return home to every day after work.

He knew that the process of you adjusting would be hard, he expected it. Still he was sure that with baby steps things would get normal eventually.

How naive he was, Nanami was so in love with this fantasy of you that he failed to see just how you really were.

The angry outbursts, how you always looked like you were on survival mode, the numbness, the sleepless nights, how sometimes he'd wake up in the middle of the night with one of your screams of terror that would lead him to run to your room, only to find you trembling and breathing heavily from some intense nightmare.

Nanami was deeply concerned, if you don't open up to him, he, much like Satoru, would probably do his own digging and maybe some research on your symptoms to try and maybe understand you and that's when he finally clocks what you have.

Needless to say Nanami feels horrible, how could he have been so blind to your suffering and needs?

From that point forward, Nanami makes both a promise to you and himself to change and to try and be there for you, through every ugly and hard moment, through every single struggle.

He got you some medication that he knew could help, if you were having one of those more exhausting days, his way to show he cares would be to take care of you, maybe bathing you or bringing you dinner to bed, one thing he started doing more was sleeping by your side, so he could be there to help if you began having one of those nightmares again.

Overall, I think he'd be pretty understanding of your condition and try his best to make sure you are okay.

Ryomen Sukuna.

When Sukuna saw how you fought, just how skilled you were with sorcery, he felt like like he had finally understood what falling in love at first sight meant.

Still, something he noticed is how you seemed to struggle with walking, how you looked like you were in pain for even standing for too long, he thought it was odd, but just chalked it up to your body still recovering from a battle.

So when he finally kidnapped you and brought you to his home, seeing how with even plenty of rest, this struggle with walking persisted.. he was confused.

You looked just fine, it's not like you were missing a leg and he saw how you could still walk normally sometimes, so why were you being so weak when he knew how strong you could be?

The way I see it, Sukuna would probably be the Yandere that is the most insensitive about it, at first, he just thinks you're being weak, just not trying, just insensitive and ignorant overall.

This mentality is what leads him to pushing you too hard one day, to the point you just couldn't anymore, after that incident you were left bedridden for a few days with just how much straint it took from your body.

He felt frustrated (and just a little bit guilty) he had truly never felt so clueless before, it took him swallowing his pride and finally sitting down and listening to you that he finally began understanding it.

You couldn't control it. It wasn't laziness or lack of effort, you were just born like this and there was nothing you could do about it. You couldn't control the fact that you needed more rest than the average person or how your legs began giving out if you just stood for too long, it was exhausting and frustrating but you had learned how to live with it, so now Sukuna had to learn how to too.

It was still hard to grasp too at first for him, still, he respected your strength and loved you, so he sucked it up and tried.

He offered massages when he noticed you looking more troubled or in pain, he suggested carrying you if you two ever went out, he'd even go out of his way to bathe with you just in case you may need any help.

The way Sukuna started off as truly was inexcusable, but overtime he finally grew to understand and although there are still some things he doesn't fully understand, he's willing to try too since he cares for you.

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I did some research for this so that's why this drabble took so long to come out since I felt like this one deserved some extra care for all the disabled readers out there! I included both physical and more mental disabilities in this post.

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Happy birthday to me

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Saying this now so I don't have to later, but please do not feed any of what I write into ai.

The entire reason I even started to write was so I could stop using those ai chatbots for good (which I stopped, haven't touched those chatbots in so long), so the idea that my work could be used for chatbots and keep people even more stuck on using them makes me seriously upset.

I think my blog is still small so it probably hasn't happened, so this stays as a message for when it gets bigger.

If you ever see my work being used on some chatbot please tell me.

Thank you.

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Im so sorry t0 ask this, but your traumatic mutism with the yandere jjk is incredibly satisfying to read, is there any chance you could continue it? Maybe its set a year or two later and reader still hasn’t started talking again so they go a hospital (or get someone to do an at home visit so they wont get caught) only to find out that it’s permanent due physical trauma long with physiological/emotional trauma? How would the boys react when they find out its never going away? How does reader feel? Gets more depressive, gets riskier, starts pissing them off to succumb to harm as a way to end the pain they’ve been inflicted upon against their will? The world is an oyster and I’m thinking about the meals you can make from this cinecpt 💕🌸

I'm flattered you like my writing so much Anon, so I hope this pleases you.

Yandere JJK men with reader with permanent traumatic mutism.

(Drabble(?) includes: Satoru Gojo, Suguru Geto, Nanami Kento and Ryomen Sukuna with a Gender Neutral Reader.)

TW: Attempted Suicide on Geto's part, Stabbing on Nanami's

Satoru Gojo.

"I'm sorry Mr. Gojo, but I fear this will be permanent.." The psychologist explained as him and Satoru stood in the hallway.

Satoru had a mix of disbelief and anger on his face.. permanent? No, it just couldn't be.

"What.. what do you mean, you said that this should pass... That they should get better!" He clenched his fists in frustration as he stared at the psychologist, unable to believe that their Darling's mutism could he permanent.

"Mr. Gojo, normally traumatic mutism tends to go away once the person suffering from it is able to find an environment that allows them to heal and grow.. but your partner doesn't have that. And unless they can find a place to heal.. I fear that there is nothing to be done." The psychologist explained the situation carefully, doing his best to not upset Satoru yet Satoru was just getting more upset.

All he wanted was to punch this guy even though he understood it wasn't his fault in the slightest.

Satoru basically kicked the guy out of his house, surely, he had just hired a bad psychologist! No way this would be permanent.

But then psychologist after psychologist, they all said the same thing.

Satoru was in denial, there was no way you'd be like this permanently. Absolutely no way! He was not accepting this.

If the psychologists couldn't do anything about it, then fine, he'd help you himself, simple as that.

You honestly just felt depressed about it. You felt so weak, like no matter what you did.. you just couldn't speak up even if you wanted it too, like there was something stuck in your throat that didn't allow you to speak, no matter how much you tried.

He gets even more overbearing than he once was and it feels exhausting to deal with, clinging to your side almost every second of the day, showering you with attention and an expecting look, waiting for you to talk.

It just made you even more nervous, the way he'd stand there expectingly with they stupid smile. Waiting for you to speak after he got you a gift or acted like a "perfect" boyfriend.

It scared you, you wanted to speak to ease the tension but you just couldn't.. you were so afraid he'd just.. snap at you again.

And even if Satoru was trying his best to be patient, he still isn't the most understanding guy, especially if his fantasy of you and him being a perfect couple is threatened.

And that shows with the way he ends up actually snapping at you one day.

"..Why are you.. why are you like this..!?" He said, his tone becoming frustrated as he clenched his fists.

"Are you doing this to punish me!? So I can feel horrible about myself!? Well it's working!" Satoru yells, you could already feel yourself freeze, your body moving on it's own, trying to make yourself look smaller in futile attempt to escape his wrath.

"I'm... I'm not the guy I used to be dammit! But you still treat me like I am! All I'm asking of you is just for you to speak! One single word! I'm begging you..!" He stepped closer, his tone was a mix of exhaustion and anger, you could feel your throat closing up.

As you stayed silent, he let out a frustrated groan and using his cursed energy, broke the new gift he had gotten you, the unexpected action making you flinch and look away.

As he breathed heavily, he took in your state, you were so scared, so unbelievably scared.

He folded right then and there, bringing you to his arms to hold you even with you so tense.

It was a constant cycle, he'd be all doting and caring, then snap out of frustration, rinse and repeat.

Until he finally accepted the reality of your situation and stopped, what was he doing?

He was so focused on living out his perfect little fantasy he didn't even bother trying to help you.

But that would change now, he promised it.

Suguru Geto.

".. Could you say that again?" Suguru asked, he had heard the psychologist clearly. But he just couldn't actually believe it.

You? Permanently mute? He looked down at you, watching as you sat with your head lowered, fidgeting with your fingers, the psychologist's voice was nothing but background chatter he didn't even bother registering anymore.

Surely this had to be fixable.

Much like Satoru, he gets other psychologists to come see you, assured that he had simply gotten a bad one, but every single one without fail said that same thing, the trauma from what had happened was simply... Too much.

He eventually accepted that the psychologists were right, there was no point in hiring another one if they would all tell him the same damn thing each time.

That feeling of guilt turned into anger, anger towards you, he didn't lay a hand on you, not anymore at least, so instead of getting physical he just hurt you with his words instead.

How he'd yell and berate you, claiming how it was all your fault, if you hadn't acted out of line.. none of it would have happened anyways! Truthfully, this was just his way of trying to live with the guilt of what he had done, deflecting all of his blame onto you so he could feel better about himself.

With each insult, each scream at you.. you just felt more and more hopeless, so many things all at once, depressed, angry, it was all too overwhelming.

So overwhelming you can't bear living on anymore.

Finding you was what made him realize how much he had really fucked up, there you were, blade to your wrists, tears streaming down your face, your body trembling.

With how frozen and scared you were of him, it was rather easy to get the blade away from you and to hold you close but that just made him sadder, how terrified you were of him that your body didn't even allow you to move when he was around.

"..I... I'm sorry." This was probably the first time in the 2 years you've been stuck with him where you heard that word leave his mouth, you could feel your eyes widening with how shocked you were.

".. I'm so fucking sorry, it's not your fault, it never was, it was always mine." He whispered, pulling you closer as he whispered into your ear, he sounded shaken.

"Things will change from now on. I won't be the person I was, I promise."

And he did, he did make an effort to change for you, even if he still sucked in a lot of aspects, he stopped blaming you and berating you so that was definitely a first.

He even stopped treating you like a pet. Now you two had more of a roommate situation going on, except the fact you couldn't leave and his feelings for you were still there, he just didn't show them more now.

A part of you wished you could go back in time and this was the Suguru you had to deal with and not the one from back then.

Nanami Kento.

You could feel as Nanami brought your hand to his lap, holding it with his two hands as the psychologist explained the situation.

As time passed you became the house spouse he had dreamed of.. yet you still weren't speaking, not a single word and it worried him, so he decided to take you to see someone but if he had known the results then he would have probably chosen to stay blissfully ignorant.

The trauma was too severe and the psychologist feared that this could stay permanent. He could not believe it.

He could feel the guilt within him worsening, the idea that you'd permanently stay like this, like he had broken you.. it made him want to throw up.

Still, even if he broke you, it didn't mean he couldn't try to put the pieces back together, even if it wouldn't be the exact same as before.

He signed you both up for sign language classes, always made sure to keep his mood in check around you (especially if he had came back home from working overtime.) He didn't expect you to speak even if he hoped you would, he just wanted you to live a comfortable life with him.

But you didn't wish for the best for Nanami like how he wished it for you. You wanted him to really understand how deep your resentment and pain went.

It started small with mildly infuriating things. Messing up his room. Throwing stuff on the floor that would be a pain to clean, switching the sugar for the salt so he was met with a rather interesting tasting coffee in the morning.

But that still didn't get that stupid gentle smile off his face, how you hated how he could put on the persona of a "loving husband."

Could anyone really blame you? You were so desperate, you just wanted to hurt him, feel like you were in control of your life again.

You waited for him to come back from work patiently by the door with a kitchen knife in hand, your hands growing shakier as you heard his keys jingle outside.

It all happened so fast, so, so fast, now you found yourself sat on the floor, looking up at Nanami wide eyed as he holds the stab wound on his abdomen, he breathed heavily, he still looked like he was in shock you'd try something like that.

"Listen.. don't.. don't worry, it's going to be fine.." He said, trying to remain calm despite all of the pain.

He didn't hold it against you when he was back from the hospital, even though he didn't allow you into the kitchen anymore.

"We all have our bad days." Was simply all he said.

If you were upset, sad.. he allowed you to take it out on him, if that gave you some release, he'd be willing to stand the violence.

Ryomen Sukuna.

You watched as the body of the Doctor lied limp on the floor, clearly, Sukuna was not happy with what he had said.

"How ridiculous..." You heard him mumble, you felt your body frozen as you stared at the dead body of the Doctor on the floor, your eyes going back and forth from the dead body to Sukuna's annoyed expression.

"You'll be back to talking. I'm sure of it." Perhaps he was trying to comfort you, but if anything that felt more like a threat, something you had to accomplish otherwise you'd meet the same fate as the Doctor who had explained your situation.

To be honest here, a part of you wished you could be in his place.

Time passed, you could feel with each day how Sukuna was getting less and less patient with your silence.

But you couldn't help it. It was like there was something in your body preventing you from speaking no matter how much you wanted to say something, just a single word even, just so he wouldn't get more upset at you.

Sukuna did everything he thought would get you to speak again, threats, offers, anything he could think of that could even get a word out of you.

But nothing, he could feel his annoyance grow more and more everytime you just stared at him in silence, looking like some freightened animal.

"I am tired of your silence." Sukuna said, crossing his arms, you felt yourself freezing already.

"For how much longer will you allow this weakness plague you? This is pathetic and you know it." His tone became lower, he looked down at you, a small hope perhaps even one word would come out.

"Speak." He wasn't asking you too, he was ordering it. You stayed quiet, you wanted to speak, you wanted it too so desperately but you couldn't. You felt like you were reliving the situation that made you go mute in the first place.

As each moment with passed with you continuing to stay silent, he let out a sigh of annoyance, turning around and instead of taking his anger out on you, he took it out on the door, destroying it effortlessly.

He looked defeated.

From the point on, he still tried to get you to speak sometimes, but he didn't really push it as much anymore.

A part of him, a really, really reluctant one, finally accepted that you were going to stay this way.

And there really was nothing he could do about it.

I have been so slow with requests and I'm really sorry, especially for the people whose requests have been sitting on my ask box for a while, I don't really like sharing stuff about my life on here but I have just been going through something really rough irl lately and I honestly just feel depressed with little to no motivation to write. Life has not been too good and I've kinda of been in a really awful headspace for these past weeks. So I hope you can all understand and be a little patient with me.

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"What am I to you?"

"What?" Nanami asked, looking up at you confused,

What were you to him? What did that mean? You were.. you. He didn't understand what you wanted him to say.

"I said, what am I to you?" You asked him again, he stayed silent for a while, still unsure what to say to you.

"I don't.. I don't understand what you're asking me." He answered honestly after a moment of silence, he normally felt like he could understand you well enough. But right you felt like a closed book.

"What am I to you? Am I a person? Am I a pet? An object? What am I to you, Kento?" His eyes widened with how cold you sounded now.. and that empty look to your eyes, it made him freeze for a moment.

"What..? You're a person to me, obviously... I love you, I.. I don't see you as an object or as a pet." He was still a little stunned but managed to answer anyways.

You stayed silent for a moment.

Both of you did, you looked out the window, Nanami watched you from across the table as you did so, watched as you then turned back to look at him again.

"Liar." Was all you said in reply.

"I'm not lying... what.. what even makes you say that? You know I love you." He was starting to get upset, you could see that, was he really that clueless to his own behavior? You wondered.

"Maybe that you locked me in here.. Maybe that you treat me like some unruly pet or maybe that you see me as something you own, who knows." You didn't sugarcoat it. Why would you? Nanami said he wanted you two to act more like a couple, so you were communicating your issues, that was couple behavior.

He seemed to be trying to think of what to say for a moment. "Listen.. I know that our start wasn't easy.. but that doesn't mean I don't see you as a person.. I do.. I—"

You cut him off.

"You don't actually believe what you're saying do you?" You looked annoyed, rolling your eyes at how he seemed to double down on his stance. Was he ignorant or just stubborn? You weren't too sure.

"I'm an object to you Nanami, maybe you think I'm not since you seem to have such a high view of me or because you "love" me. But that doesn't change that you don't truly see me as my own person with thoughts and feelings." You looked him straight in the eye as you spoke.

"You think getting me flowers and saying nice words will change the actual reality? Do you think that's all it takes for this to suddenly be a good and equal relationship? Do you think saying you "love" me while we have sex, which you coerced me into having, makes it any less bad? Do you think saying that you're "doing it for me" makes you any less of a captor? If so then you truly are delusional." You let out a chuckle with your last statement before continuing to speak, watching as he looked back in silence.

"Live in your fantasy world all you want. Because that will never change how you view me as an object, no amount of sweet words and gifts will change that so maybe it's better you acknowledge it already instead of lying to yourself." You finished speaking and watched as he just stared at you in complete silence.

It was like that for some moments before he took a deep breath, got up, took his car keys and left the house, his movement was almost robotic but also urgent, like he just had to leave the room as soon as possible.

He didn't look at you once during that.

You didn't care where he'd go or for how long he'd be gone or even if he'd be back, you finished your meal and left for your own room.

Next morning, you opened the door to your room, being met with a gift box by the floor.

Oh, how "sweet" of him.

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