I am the salt

Zin | 29 | Capricorn | ♀ | Aro | INTJ (hover over the gray bar above the gif for additional links)

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I want to feel okay again...

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Keeping these thoughts at bay was easier as a teenager. School offered me an escape. I got to see and interact with other people. I felt a bit more like a person. Maybe I had a right to exist?

Things have changed for the worst. I'm stuck with my abusive family for the foreseeable future, stripped of all agency and personhood. Everything feels so hopeless and impossible.

They say money can't buy happiness. While that is true, it would solve most of my problems.

I keep thinking of my ex. Would she care if I went through with it? Yeah but she wouldn't be here to stop me. That thought makes me feel bitter and envious toward couples who see each other regularly. Of course I had to fall for someone on the other side of the US.

I don't know what to do anymore.

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ngl sometimes i think I'm better off dead. All this shit is too much. I have no financial support and nowhere else to go. Can't drive or work now since I just had a total abdominal hysterectomy. I have no agency here. I'm not even allowed to style my own hair. Not to sound ungrateful, but emotional support can only do so much.

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Help save my eyesight and escape abusive family, organized by Seanne Kay

The situation has changed drastically, please see 11/6 update.  For over … Seanne Kay needs your support for Help save my eyesight and esc

I am not safe in my current living situation, please help if you can. DM me for details.

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I am a black sapphic woman living in an extremely abusive and toxic environment. I can provide more details of the abuse via private message if anyone is curious. I have no support except for my ex who lives across the country who is currently dealing with her own health issues.

Working is difficult since my eyesight is getting worse. There are two surgeries (cataract removal and vitrectomy) I need to restore sight in my left eye. (I can see a little bit out of it.) I will also need to be evaluated by a neuro ophthalmologist to figure out what's happening with my right eye.

I didn't mention my sexuality in my gofundme since there is a chance family members could find it. I will be in immediate life threatening danger if they find out.

If you can afford to donate to my go fund me, please do. Reblogs or shares are appreciated as well!

Thank you all

Save Seanne's Sight, organized by Seanne Kay

For over a year, I have been living with limited vision in my left eye due to an infection from the he… Seanne Kay needs your support for S

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Things can't seem to go well on my end. Here's a link to my gofundme.

Save Seanne's Sight, organized by Seanne Kay

For over a year, I have been living with limited vision in my left eye due to an infection from the he… Seanne Kay needs your support for S

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Just when I didn't think things could get worse... I get an email from my job saying they never received documentation regarding my medical condition for medical leave. I called the doctor's office because they should have faxed it the week of July 22nd. So now I have to hope they actually fax it this time around or else I won't have a job to go back to.

Awesome... I'm legitimately finding more reasons to kill myself than not. If yall can't reach me here my skype is arisen_to_nothingness or my cell 919 638 5257

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Honestly as a blind person I’m so tired of seeing fictional blind characters who don’t use white canes or other guides. “They have special powers so they know what’s around them” or “they’re confident enough to not need a guide” are common tropes, and I’m tired.

Are people scared that using a white cane will make their blind character seem weak? They can’t use a cane because they’re so special that they already know what’s around them, and other blind people who use guides are inferior because they’re not special?

I’m tired. Give your blind characters white canes and other guides. Let them hold onto their friends, let them have guide dogs. Don’t make white cane users feel ostracized for not being “strong enough” to go without.

Another thing that pisses me off is when a sighted character comes up with the fantasy equivalent of braille and teaches it to the blind character. Braille was invented by Louis Braille, a blind man, in 1824. The blind character should be the one coming up with it.

Tldr I’m blind and tired of sighted people lol

🔪 Sighted People MUST Reblog This 🔪

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Up yours 2020 😹

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It sounds rude and thoughtless but I highly doubt anyone that I know personally has had a worse experience with 2020 than me. So far, a virus has decided to attack my left eye instead of creating a cold sore due to excessive amounts of stress. This left me unable to work and forced me to rely on my super toxic, abusive and homophobic family. The treatments have drained my meager savings because financial assistance from them is non existent. And guess who still has to pay bills they neglect to pay despite me having next to nothing? Yeah me. Needless to say, I'm DONE with 2020. 0/10 wouldn't recommend. I'd love a refund for my wasted time and money.

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I really thought Rin was gonna end up with Kohaku. Well.... I'm putting on my clown themed hazmat suit now.

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Life’s not going well at all. Left eye’s messed up leaving me unable to work for the time being. Already $8+ in medical debt with more incoming as I continue treatments. To top it off, I now have to rely on my homophobic abusive family for “help.” Cashapp: $catscaash  Paypal: [email protected] Anything’s appreciated. Will update with screenshots proving the debt in question.

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Life’s not going well at all. Left eye’s messed up leaving me unable to work for the time being. Already $8+ in medical debt with more incoming as I continue treatments. To top it off, I now have to rely on my homophobic abusive family for “help.” Cashapp: $catscaash  Paypal: [email protected] Anything’s appreciated. Will update with screenshots proving the debt in question.

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Life’s not going well at all. Left eye’s messed up leaving me unable to work for the time being. Already $8+ in medical debt with more incoming as I continue treatments. To top it off, I now have to rely on my homophobic abusive family for “help.” Cashapp: $catscaash  Paypal: [email protected] Anything’s appreciated. Will update with screenshots proving the debt in question.

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I was not prepared for season 3 of She-ra. There was so much...

[artofkace]

Take care of each other.

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I still love Catradora, but. I am ready to watch Adora beat Catra’s ass until she can’t physically move anymore. Not going to lie. The things Adora said to her towards the end, needed to be said.  No one made her pull that switch. Catra has to own her mistakes and if a redemption arc is ever going to happen, Catra has a very, very, very, very,very VERY deep hole to climb out of. 

[otteryuri]

YES!!!!!!