02/13/20
Told you guys I’ll probably see you next year lol.
Well I’m back, I’m doing half okay— half not okay. Let me summarize what’s been going down in the last five months.
Quit my job of 3 and a 1/2 years! I walked into work one night(i bartend) was there for 2 hours and complete lost my shit. I was so tired of being taken advantage of by management without even knowing what my plan was i grabbed my keys, grabbed my purse and walked out while everyone watched me. Mind you i wasn’t in the right mental state, for the fourth time in my life i didn’t question anything and it was almost like my alter ego completely took over my body but i was 100% ok with it!!
My 2 best friends who aren’t my best friends anymore are out of my life. I loved these girls so much. The first friend who has been my longest friend, if I’m being honest, the break up didn’t hit me hard. It was neutral. But my 2nd best friend, closest girl I’ve been with for YEARS— now this was a heart break. The heart break happened the same week i quit my job. So if you’re not new around here, yes you know i cried like a baby!
I’m not in school currently. I could go on and on about this subject but let’s be real. I don’t love anything enough to go $50,000+ into debt at a University right now.
And that’s currently my life. Nothing special. Although after crying one or two days about the breakups, quitting my job, i must say i feel 1,000 times better. That week i went with what i thought was right and what i needed for my internal happiness. I still stand with my choices and have yet to regret any thing.
Well i guess I’ll be back when something traumatic happens.
Xoxo
