This is Sam Alice

I like to write, sing, research the paranormal.

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You fell for the theory

You fell in love with the theory of love The fireworks and butterflies, All the songs made sense. And the world was again beautiful, But the theory of love forgot about you The pain of being apart and the worry of being burnt, day and night longing, hoping for that kiss. So for that love that you had a theory about was nothing like you expected, this is what reminded you that you are in fact truly in love. Theory of it or not it's there in your heart. Treasure it.

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for one sake

Took my breath and Stole my heart Made the stars shine bright, A dream no more and I am yours Don’t let me wake for one sake I want to live that dream.

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I am here forever.

In just one week my heart was yours A lifetime of love under a connection of fear Hold me now and I am here forever. No more fear, you made and saved me Please don’t forget me, I am here forever. Forever in your heart.

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I love you more

I loved you before I met you and counted down the hours, Dreaming of the day I would hear your voice, Wondering how you would feel resting in my arms How I longed to meet you what felt like a lifetime, To only realise that life only began when you arrived. My beautiful angel so sweet and dear I love you more each hour, each day and most certainly each year.

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How did we get here?

So close and now almost strangers how did we get here? I opened my heart you gave yours to someone else before I could be free to love you. Now I’m here looking up at the stars each one reminds me of you, and what could of been.

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The Secret

It’s always a secret what’s in the heart Yet so easy to be torn apart, Mine was caged until you, I held out that key to that frozen lock inside as the days past you grew closer to take it, Then as distant as the start it was faded, Passed for another I’ll keep it here for now as it was all so jaded. The Secret that was in my heart belongs now to another.

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If you had

If you had one more day how would you live? Would you blame the world for your mistakes? or could you accept the truth and take it and run Run for the days you lost in shadows, Scream for the nights you cried yourself to sleep Or hold that pain hostage and wait for it’s release, If you had one more day how you live?

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All That Talk

All that talk from a broken girl All those words that always tore me apart All them tears pull the heart strings playing a lie All that talk about the broken girl All Those words a web of design to catch them all All them truths bitten from a poison dream. And still they crawl in that river of lies All that Talk, I just see a poor disguise.

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There is a numbness that comes over you after a time, All the hurt and pain becomes anger, wishing to let it all out all at once but being that nice person you hold it in again so deep inside, Here is my only release, trying so hard not to be sad or angry but it is hard after such a betrayal. 

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Open to everything

I’ve left myself Open for a flood or two I can’t hide anything from anyone, even you. I’m done with the bullshit and all of the shame, Please don’t be like the rest and just throw me away I’m Open to everything that you have to give So make me believe that you are worth it.

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Can’t Hold Me

Many have tried oh how they failed, Taking me to places, you think you earned it. Keep that to yourself, a love that I didn’t need A history only you repeat, Because your weak A girl like me you, Can’t hold me.

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The Stars, and I’m Home.

Home is a place I would rather be every day in every way Home is where I am with you, Making memories and dreams come true. All I wanted is here for me, In my reach and yet just as far. Take me to the stars, and I’m Home.

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Goodbye for Now

And yet you take another leaving many more to suffer when will this end? We hope for an answer soon, Trust in the light as you’ll be hurting no more Just missed every day. So Goodbye for now, I will see you soon.

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Strike...

She stands dripping in petrol of shame, and nothing will burn like the mistakes she made, He Screams his apologies from behind the glass Frantic with Fear and loss as she strikes that match. Bursting into a flaming Phoenix, Finally free from the ashes of her tragic life.

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I just found this I posted well before we chose the name Phoenix for my baby girl :)

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Just Here

Don’t you cry my little star, Or fear the night will take you I’m Just Here beside the bed in which you dream No bad will come for you my little one as I am Just here to hold you, Sweet little sound of your breath so small I stand and watch you sleep So beautiful you are my tiny little one. I whisper “I Love you” and do with all my heart Any time Day or night, I am Just here Beside you.

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Loving Me

It’s a simple thing Just keep me make me smile within Take my hand and Love me dear Steal my heart and hold it near Tell me there is no need to fear Don’t push or pressure In time I will get better, just give me time to be myself and I’ll love you till there is nothing else.

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