honestly I feel like I’m drifting away from the world I knew before and I’m coming along into a way different person than I was before, I’ve left people I thought I’d be around forever and I’ve became closer and closer to people who I wasn’t as close to before. I don’t know if this change is permanent or just temporary like the rest, we’ve met up again and you can say we’re together again but will it last this time? or will it end like before... I’m sure I’ll learn from what ever happens because everything happens for a reason I believe. It’s a new season and a fresh start, will I do the same as before or will I change? Am I gonna be like this for the rest of my life?? Will I change and grow into what I truly want to be soon? I have a headache. Can you hear my thoughts? They’re scared and screaming for help. I’m sorry. I failed at being what you wanted.. I’ll try harder next time. There’s a next time or is it just an illusion? I’ll just apologize once again, I’m sorry. Did you forget about what I’ve done? Or is it still tattooed on your mind? I’m a little lost. Hey how are you? Me? I’ve been fine. What’s the meaning of “fine” do you think I’m dumb and I’ll let it slide? I know you’re not good and that’s why you said it. You don’t like lying because you know it’s still holding you back from what you want to say. It’s been years, haven’t seen you or spoken to you. Tell me, do you like the life he gave you? It’s a lot going on huh? Yeah i know I feel you. It’s been an emotional and stressful trip to where we are now. We’ll get through it together, unless you’re beyond of where I’m at. I technically don’t know where I stand in people’s mind, but that’s ‘fine’. &’ again with the “fines” don’t fool yourself. It’s really a hiding spot for “no I’m not good” but see that’s too long. Leave it. -samanthahuerta.⎈
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