Doing Just Fine.
Break ups are never easy. Dating the same person for two years and then losing them is difficult, but not impossible. Sometimes you have to take a step back, and realize that even if you didn't want it to happen that it was the right decision. Two months later I am not going to say I'm over him, but I can say that I am making progress. It still hurts of course but hey nothing is impossible. I am doing great and I am happy. I am content with where I am in my life. I know who I am and I am slowly shaping my life into what I want it to be. I thought that I couldn't live without him. I didn't want to but he chose to leave so of course I had to accept that. I am not mad at him nor am I sad for what he did. In the beginning, of course I was heartbroken. I am slowly putting myself together for me so that I can be ready to move on with my life, and be happy with someone who can love me, and who can accept my love. I am patiently waiting for him to find me. I am not all that great at being patient but that is the only way I can actually be happy. I have to be truly happy with myself before I am happy with someone. I am slowly piecing my life back together to be ready. This break up was just an obstacle to my true love. I am ready to find him so that I can be even happier than I am now! I am learning to love my ways in ways that I never thought was possible. This is a really long entry but it's not like anyone reads them anyways. I am just waiting on my prince charming!